now i feel bloody guilty for what i wrote in the previous post with regards to Junqiang.
apparently he was in a bad mood coz he smsed everyone to give him class fund today, and only a few of us gave him today. yea. plus he was very stressed in school today due to the enormous amount of work that needs to be done for him coz he didn't do his bio stuff which was practically impossible for one person to finish.

and i have to clarify something, which is that i helped Junqiang out of my one piece of good heart, and not that he forced me or anything. and neither did he know i hurt/over strained my fingers while copying for him coz i didn't tell him at all.

quote from JQ's blog:

all who helped me today: Kimberly, Ruoting, Johnia, Joanna, Audrey, Leonard

I really want to thank you all for helping me to copy the block test papers. But...if not for kimberly, i'll never know this...please don't kill her for telling me that. I think there is some serious misunderstanding today. I was feeling quite stress today...had so many things to do. Everything to me is like in a total mess, and you all should know that im a jerkish perfectionist-wannabe, so i really could not stand this mess. And i was in a bad bad mood today. Really... I really want to thank you all...but i dun get it why u all say i give you all attitude? I didnt... I did say "thank you" when you all passed me the papers. I think i was too soft and u all didnt hear. Aiya...im seriously not good with english and i don't wish to explain anymore in case i twist the meaning of the things that i wanted to say. But i really never show you all attitude and really very much want to thank every single one of you. Seriously... I can tell you that i really can't stand the stress and almost cried during chem tutorial. I really hope you all can understand me...


omg i can't regurgitate how guilty i am after reading this lah.
but anyway this is to you

Lao qiang:

we've been friends for such a long time already, needless to say that among these 4 years of knowing each other, we've been close friends for at least 3 years. i mean, i know you said that if we don't want / am too tired to copy for you anymore, we could stop. but how can we possibly see you get into trouble and do nothing about it? worse still, is to know that we could do something to help, but we didn't. and don't forget, we'll always be your faithful audience and will always listen to anything you have to say, don't ever ever keep your emotions to yourself anymore. Remember, no matter how angry i am with you or anything, you're still my good friend.

and even though we're of different island (mine is harper's island, if you get what i mean), you can always swim over to borrowing a listening ear. we have 10 for loans!! no rental charge! (damn it, it's supposed to be emo post).

either way, always remember we'll be here for you okay! Don't forget what i told you just now: what are friends for.