Am extremely happy that i finally got to blog (:

actually my initial intention of typing this post is coz i'm fking pissed with some people. all for different reasons. but it's majorally just one person. one fking retarded slutwhore.

and you know, in singapore, or perhaps like everywhere in the world, when people see like other people blogging bad stuff about them, they get so annoyed and shit like that. especially if they're people of slightly more authority (actually i don't think so), they'll probably stir up so much shit, such that stupid students like me, will get thrown out of school and forced to make a public apology and shit like that.

and in order to protect that one of a kind slutwhore's name, i would just have to address her as FRS (fking retarded slutwhore).

btw, it's not just a once-or-twice kinda situation that made me hate frs so much. honestly.

and i think i have a hidden talent for spotting such frs.

the first day i saw her, i disliked her.

right.

so it turns out that i have this hidden talent.

anyone wanna hire me to spot frs for you guys?

ahem.

anyway as i was saying, the first day that i met FRS for the first time, i freaking got scolded by her already (when it's not even my fault, mind you).

from then on, she was already tagged with the word 'bitch' above her head.
very much like how you tag people's faces in facebook.

right.

and after i tagged her with the word 'bitch', i thought it was really mean of me to do so.

and i attempted to be nicer to her.

and i did.

but apparently whilst i untag her from the word 'bitch', she tagged me with the word, 'idiot'.

which is what i couldn't tolerate. hello????

and then, now i've been tagged with another separate word, called 'rude bitch'.

WHATEVER FRS.

you know what?

you don't fking deserve my attention
you don't fking deserve my respect
you don't fking deserve for me to be polite to you

you know why?

coz you fking don't respect me first.

FRS.

you can totally tag me with 'stupid rude bitch' now
coz you know what?

you're no more than a retarded bitch retarded slutwhore to me.

am extremely pissed.

oh btw if you think i'm just being unreasonable and shit like that, then you're wrong, coz im not the only one who hates her. so it's justifiable.

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end of slutwhore.

initially i wanted to blog about this bloody person (guy this time) who ignores me as though i never existed. and critisizes about girl's looks as though he's fking amazing while the true fact is, he haven't been looking into the mirror for a really long time.

but then again, i was so engrossed about FRS that im semi-appeased about this bloody person (TBP).

just the most angry part about TBP, is that he is engrossed in ruining people's friendship.

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just as i was about to say that i'm done with talking about annoying shit people, i suddenly though of another sickening person (damn it why is it always me??).

okay this sickening person is a teacher.

yes, and i know im prolly gonna get into trouble for writing this, but guys, you read on and see whether it's my fault okay. i freaking got critisized damn badly by this teacher as though i'm a worthless lump of lard. and the thing was, i didn't do anything wrong okay.

teacher: show me your form
me: huh? i thought next monday den give you? (he totally didn't say before that he wanted to see it that day)
teacher: yes but i want to see it now!
me: but it's in class leh.
teacher: *shouts* GO TO YOUR CLASS TO GET IT NOW!!!
me: *Sulks* okayyy...

p/s: i was near the gym and i had to run back to P1-1 to get the form, and P1-1 is freaking far from the gym

me: *pants and perspires from the run back and forth*
me: nah.. got the form already.
teacher: *reads the form*
teacher: *shouts* WHY YOU HAVEN'T DONE THE CALCULATIONS!!!
me: but i write down whatever that's needed already what.
teacher: *shouts even more* BUT I STILL WANT TO SEE THE CALCULATIONS!!!
teacher: *shouts* DO IT NOW!!!
me: *sulks and realised that i have no pen coz its in classroom*
me: er... cher, my pen in classroom. can borrow your pen?

p/s/s: he was holding on to a pen which he wasn't using

teacher: *shouts again* NO!!! GO GET YOUR OWN PEN!!
me: ... okay.. *about to walk back to class*
teacher: *continues shouting* WHO SAY YOU CAN WALK AWAY!?
me: *getting extremely pissed off* you say i go take my own pen one what?!?!
teacher: *shouts at me again* DO YOU KNOW HOW SLOPPY YOU LOOK HUH @#%$^#@$#!@$# !!!!
me: *extreme pissed coz i fking didnt do anything wrong and all i did was to leave my bag in my classroom, which wasn't, in all honesty wrong. like who in the right mind carry his/her bag along the whole day!?!*
me: fine la! i go back class take my pen la!

p/s/s/s: thankfully i saw tingen at the canteen and borrowed a pen from her. thanks babe (:


SERIOUSLY, is this any of my fault?

like hello?

you randomly asked me for the form just coz you wanna see it even though i'm only supposed to hand it to you next week, and scolded me as though i'm a freaking spastic kid? HELLO?!?!?!

and adults like to give the excuse that i should give you the understanding coz you know, you all are stressed and stuff.

hello?!?! like we aren't stressed?!?! and you all got problems we all don't have is it?!?!

and you all not happy you all can scream and shout at us for all you like and we can't retaliate coz we're students.

what's this!?

teachers got rights den student don't have is it?

teachers are humans. don't tell me students aren't humans?

in fact, we pay to study

they get PAID okay!!!

what makes them more superior to us in anyway?!

and who is he to comment on how i look?

his definition of sloppy: wearing school uniform and sweating coz he made me run back to class to get the retarded form.

HELLO!?!

and if you wanna comment on the school uniform looking sloppy, by all means GO AHEAD.

i have honestly nothing against that

and i really don't see how different i look from others wearing the school uniform.

everyone looks the same in the school uniform, and just coz im perspiring doesn't mean i look any much different.

and who the hell is he to shout at me for no apparent reason?

and my tone was perfectly polite okay. and i didn't even raise my voice. in fact i was almost stunned speechless when he suddenly shouted at me, and the feeling of being pissed only set in later.

so is it my fault?!

1. is it my fault he was pissed that day?
2. is it my fault that he suddenly decided to see the form without telling me?
3. is it my fault that i perspired?
4. is it my fault that i appeared sloppy wearing the school uniform?
5. is it my fault that you don't want to lend me a pen that you were holding w/o using but refuse to lend me?
6. is it my fault that you made me go back to class to take a friggin pen?

HELLO?!? WHY IS IT ANY OF MY FREAKING FAULT!!!

1. i didn't even talk to him before that. so it has completely nothing to do with me that he's pissed.
2. he didn't even mention about wanting to see the form. if he did, i would have brought it along with me. completely not my fault.
3. singapore weather so hot and he made me run back to class. my fault for perspiring? install aircon all around the school and turn it on 24hrs a day lor. i promise i won't sweat at all.
4. i think i look as normal as any other individual. sloppy? why? coz i sweat? look at point 3.
5. ROFLMAO. this is funny. my fault that you decided to be selfish and unreasonable? well done.
6. refer to point 5 and 3.

convinced?

p/s/s/s/s: i think this teacher realised how unreasonable he was and attempted a meek try in being nicer to me. or maybe i just thought he was, coz he stopped shouting. whatever. it's almost like stabbing that person in his chest and then try to apply anaesthetic for him. it still cannot be undone, and even if it recovers, there would still be a scar.

and you know what? it's really coz of THESE people, which caused me to hate school so so so so so badly.

I HATE THE THOUGHT OF GOING TO SCHOOL TO SEE THESE PEOPLE
I HATE IT WHEN I'M BEING TREATED INFERIOR TO OTHERS

I HONESTLY HONESTLY HATE HATE HATE HATE IT!!

and i think i honestly got the best teachers in J1. honestly.

i used to be full of praises for all my J1 teachers in front of my mum everyday when i go home from school.
now whenever my mum ask me anything about school, the only nice things that i have to say is usually the happy times with the Harpers, funny things about jinxiang and alvin, and funny things that happen during bio (tutorials and lectures), and sometimes civics.

my J1 teachers are awesome!!! i supersuper miss them!!!!!! especially Mr Lin Furong, Mr Bryan Lim and Mdm Loh (these 3 teachers are no longer teaching us, sadly to say). even mr hazrin! our pw teacher. still miss them alotalotalotalot.

it's like, we can literally treat these teachers like friends and go out with them and stuff like that. but now.... sigh..

i totally regret not cherishing the time with such wonderful teachers lor. not that im saying that all my current teachers are horrid, or at least, in my opinion.

for instance, Ms wong is nice too, although during maths lesson she's super.......... urm.. i have no idea what's the word to describe.. but during civics she's really very very very nice! and makes us laugh too during her actually-quite-frequent suannings with alvin and jinxiang (and ivin lol).

i like mdm wong too! and mr azahar despite him making me copy bio so many times over (ugh). despite being suanned by mdm wong before, i mean, the way she suan isn't the type that would make you pissed and shit. i mean, isn't that the way?

sigh. as for the other new teachers that wasn't continued on from J1, well.... you guys try to think about my opinions about them lor.. i won't comment.

ANYWAY.

im still bloody pissed about being shouted at for something i didn't do wrong

I AM BLOODY PISSED. DAMN.

p/s/s/s/s/s/s: i don't intend to delete this post. i didn't name names. and neither did i lie in any part of it. and i can't tolerate being shouted at for no apparent reason. TSK.