Actually.................. I don't know whether I still like jq or not. It's so, vague. Maybe I don't. Even if I do, I bet that it's just a teeny weeny bit. Maybe ignoring does help? Well. Friends do help too. Was worried that I would actually get super lonely and miserable without my dearest friends to help me get over jq totally.
Much thanks to those who helped me get over JQ:
Leeanne <3
Zhenqin <3
Huiming <3
Esther (:
Shunyi (:
Really. Without you guys, I bet it would be super hard for me to get over him. Okay, I havent TOTALLY gotten over him yet. If I have to rank the intensity of liking him, 1 being don't like him, and 10 being totally heads over heels, I think I would rank myself 4/10. Or maybe 3/10.
Thanks. I love you all. (:Leeanne really helped me alot coz I bitch alot. HAHA. Zhenqin gave me advice on attending to matters of jq. Huiming told me how inferior jq is as compared to other guys. Esther and Shunyi kept me company on the phone, to keep me from having temptations to call jq, while everyone gave me frequent reminders not to sms or call jq. haha.
If it wasn't for you guys who were around to help me cope with this, I bet I would have broken down even after one day of not talking to jq. But now, I've survived 3 days, and I'm not being utterly miserable over it. Ok i admit I DO miss him a tiny little bit. But I doubt we'll even see each other till next month. Well. Not as though its a real bad thing. Just taking it that I'm just getting a break of him. I HAD ENOUGH OF MR SU. *sticks out tongue*
Anyway, CRAP. Will be attending the Singapore Poly thing for the next 2 weeks with Adeline and Huiming. Seriously I doubt I'll be in the same group as them. Maybe it isn't necessarily a bad thing coz we'll probably get to know new people ie. Hot girls and cute drooly guys. Haha joking.
But I really hope I can find some eligible guys who may probably find me eligible too. *blushes*. Humph. I'm sooooooo gonna flaunt him to Junqiang and probably say something like, ''Look at my super eligible boyfriend. You're just a smmmmaaaaaaalll fry compared to him. Humph.'' and give the doe eyed act cute face to my 'boyfriend', who would initiate a break up the moment he sees that face. HAHA.
Junqiang, I still remember what you said if we meet somewhere on the streets 10years later when I see you with your wives and a dozen kids. I still remember what you said if I seen you. HAHAHA. Shall SHARE your innermost thoughts there. I will imagine the scene.
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10 years later...... DATE: 3December 2017
Kimberly walks down orchard road with her husband and kids, and sees a familiar figure walking towards her direction. She squints her eyes, and realised that it's her secondary school gay, Su Junqiang, with his heavily pregnant wife, 3 surrogate mothers, 7 clingy kids bugging him, and him carrying 2 babies on his arms. Junqiang spots her, and both of them starting chatting.
Junqiang: Hey Kimberly, remember what I told you 10years ago?
Kimberly: Huh?
Junqiang: That I would have a gazillion babies, of course!
Kimberly: Oh. It doesnt look like a gazillion to me!
Junqiang: OH pur-lease. Here is my 9 children, followed by my 3 surrogate mothers, who are pregnant with one child each, and my wife, who's pregnant with twins! How about that?
Kimberly: Wow. How did you do that.
Junqiang: *cocky face*
I told you I was potent. You didn't believe me.Kimberly: I'm fertile too okay, you bitch.
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HAHAHA. I shall await for this date. LOL. I wonder what will jq say if he ever sees this post. HAHAHAHAHA.