actually my initial "plan" was to get into NUS science before going to NIE in NTU so I can, uh, do maths and maths only... ya lah ya lah I'm a bit of a maths geek o.o
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by the way just in case you're wondering why I'm still blogging at such a time at night/morning (um for your info it's about 4.48am now as shown on my computer), it was because I woke up super early in the morning to go to school for bio mcq, and I was so exhausted that I slept at 8pm last night (totally missing the 9pm show once again), and i woke up at 10.40 or so to reply a couple of smses, and fell back asleep once again till 3am, and lazing around till 4 before realising that actually my hair not dried yet -.- and somehow decided to get up to play computer and blog (like duh, i have all the time in the world now).
I still vividly remember the annoying days where like, I return home from school at an ungodly hour of like, 7.45pm (if that seems early to you, try going through the same life I had and see if that's still early), and immediately feel like sleeping coz I would be damn freaking tired and I literally use my computer only on weekends (T.T i feel sad at the mere thought of those horrible days). And despite feeling all tired and everything, I still had to do homework T.T
and as all JC kiddos know, doing homework alone is not enough coz the #%@^%#$@#ing syllabus is so.... wonderful.. that if you don't study after doing homework, you confirm fail! isn't it all so lovely?
oh well i obviously skipped the "study" part, which is what i was ranting about in the first place anywayyyy....
and it got really terrible so much that I started to skip school (by skip school I mean pon lah, with my mother's permission of course). But i quit this habit much later on in J2 where I had wonderful friends (cues to say 'Awwwwwwwwww').
anyway, shit you! to all the unhappy things about JC. PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTT.
*ahems*
anyway, tuesday is grad night! I think it would be quite a terrible experience for me coz... I'm fat! fat fat fat! (but will not go into a whole long post about being fat coz i've done so in earlier post so i shall curb the urge to go into this topic if not it would sound as though i merely copied and pasted from the earlier post. heh).
and, despite watching tonnes of youtube videos on how to put make up and everything, I honestly think I look like an ah gua when i put makeup!!!! and being a hiao girl in nature (haha), I like to put coloured contacts (recently bought a pair at 28bucks), and I personally feel I look really really weird with coloured contacts without makeup!!! the feeling is almost as though a bride is wearing a wedding gown studded with crystals, and the bride wearing like, crocs with... uh, aunty-looking hair tied up in an ah-soh bun, and the bride having no makeup with shaven brows.
something along that line.
so, everytime when I decide to put on coloured contacts, which is really not very often actually, I would have to put almost a full set of makeup, well, if you minus off the lipstick and eye shadow. okay lah, i'm not the pro type, so the only stuff that I put are like, concealer, foundation, eyeliner, mascara and rouge.
and if you didn't realise, most of these are those that are very monoxious, for a simple reason: I can't put colours on my face. Seriously.
you know how people teach others how to do like, the smokey eye effect from youtube videos? I bought like black eye shadow to try as they taught step by step, and in the video, the model really looked chio and everything, but *sighs* I looked very much like someone who... uh, didn't sleep much and got punched really badly in the eye.
yep.
and I tried false lashes too coz I'm a chinese (you know how most chinese people have like short and somewhat straight lashes?). wahpiang, totally couldn't work out. and guess the reason why?
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MY EYES ARE TOO LONG!!!
yes. you know how people say stuff like, ''oh don't worry if the fake eye lashes are too long for your eyes. you can always cut the ends away".
for me it's too short! so i look like I have thick and long lashes in the middle but the ends are so bloody barren!
okay lah i know i'm making a huge fuss for nothing coz I know there're like, those shorter ones that people use to stick to the ends of their eyelash to, well, enhance the volume? whatever la. so troublesome. buy fake lashes already till need buy those small strands of lashes. hate those people with naturally long and chio lashes. hate them! (don't worry JQ, that means you're DEFINITELY my friend). HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
speaking about this, I kinda realised I have never noticed anyone's lashes other than those people in ppt leh :/ omg! *bangs head against.. uh, pillow*. HARPERS I DUI BU QI YOU ALL! (like i care HAHAHAHAHA). aiya next time then i see lah. I think the only person's lashes in harpers that i ever took notice of was Johnia's coz i still remember a couple of days ago when me jq john abi went out and me and john decided to be hiao and put makeup (john's makeup can't even see btw. so i looked like i was the only hiao one -.- ).
and johnia was like, ''baley! you see my eye liner like coagulating leh!!! you see you see! *drags down eye lids*''. and that was when i noticed her lower (only) eye lashes. hahaha!
and ahem. but i would really like to go to those makeup studio to have my makeup done and hopefully not look like an ahgua if not it would really be the tragedy of my life lor! can you imagine next time when i get married (not at the age of 55 but at the age of 20+ leh) and I freaking can't put makeup coz I would look even more like an ahgua coz im now in like, uh, a wedding gown (Without makeup???). How terrible does that sound?! look like crap lor.
anyway, later on at about 12 I would be meeting yenshan to go have my hair done. uh, by 'doing hair' i mean to rebond my hair lah. as most of my friends would know, my hair is really really curly naturally (in fact everyone in my family has curly hair and my mum, brother and myself have been rebonding our curly hair straight all our life btw), and it's really very much of a hassle.
and I honestly honestly envy people with chio straight hair. seriously.
and I've totally decided to marry someone with totally straight hair. From what we've been doing in Bio, straight hair seems to be dominant over curly hair (let's totally hope there's no codominance alright)
and see:
please don't correct my biological errors. I know i suck at bio. but it looks somewhat like that lah.
oh my goodness. can you imagine if there's codominance?! ALL MY KIDS WILL END UP HAVING WAVY HAIR!!! T.T!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
alright. abrupt end for now coz i just realised i developed dandruff!!! WTS?! i think it's cause by sleeping with my hair wet last night T.T and i think it's really weird coz my dandruff usually disappear after one day, and comes back a few months later. weird head.
