sometimes it's just not meant to be.
despite how much you want things to turn out your way
it won't
and never will


have been feeling pretty moody recently. like somehow, so many things have happened ever since the end of Alevels.

especially after you realised you've lost a friend. and it really sucks to know. like all the while you thought someone is your really close friend, he/she suddenly jolted you into knowing the truth, which is that you guys aren't good friends at all, and merely classmates.

but then i realised that being all upset is not gonna salvage the situation whatsoever, and so I'm just gonna totally forget about my non-existant friend and go on to cherish my harps girlfriends who are truely there ((: Loves ((:


anyway, I was watching Xiaxue's wedding proposal on clicknetwork.tv and i found her boyfriend super damn sweet!!! if you haven't watched the video, go watch k. although unfeeling people like Johnia was laughing like mad after she watched the video while I cried each time I watched it.

also previously, i was also watching on clicknetwork.tv where the 98.7FM deejays shan and rozz were having this interview with this birth coach. and apparently she was telling them that during like, child birth, everything is opened!!!

by everything, i mean, the mouth, the vulva, vagina and, well, the anus.

like wtf!

she also added on to say that during child birth, the woman might be like, puking, burping, farting, shitting and everything at the same time.

WTS LAH!

and i went onto tell loser ho, ''NO WAY AM I GONNA HAVE A KID EVER!!!!! YUCKS!!!!!!''

and after watching the Xiaxue's proposal video, i went on to say, ''WAH!!! if my boyfriend/husband like that, i would totally not mind puking burping farting shitting and everything over 10times lor!!!!!"

HAHAHA.

and loser ho's such a kkb.
that day we were talking on msn about something obscene.

loser ho: OMG! I NEVER USE PEOPLE'S TOWEL TO WIPE MY DICK BEFORE!!!!!
me: O.O WTF! YOU HAVE AH?!?!!?!

rofl!!

anyway, as I've mentioned 10,000 times before, I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT! and as i've also said, i gained approximately 20kg since secondary school till the official day where Alevels ended! and thankfully, I've lost 4kg ever since!!! :DDD

so people, DON'T GO TO A JC UNLESS YOU'RE ANEROXIC AND WANNA BE CURED K. almost like a permanent cure to anyone with weight problems.

uh, by weight problems, i mean people who are excessively underweight.

if you're massively overweight, den uh, maybe you should try not to go anywhere. anyone that leaves secondary education somehow just becomes fat. no idea why. :/

anyway, im quite nervous about having to start classes this friday. oh, if you guys don't know, I've accepted two tuition classes, one primary 4 science and one primary 5 science class.

and i was shocked! why not maths?!?!?! how to teach!?

then today i went with one of my ex classmate to Popular at Jurong to look at primary 4 science books. and i realised how totally different our syllabus is!!!!!

last time one science textbook is one whole book with everything. now it's separate books!! like 5 separate book, one book for one topic. SHOCKS RIGHT!!! and the content are like, omg! they learn leaf structure!!! isn't that what we learnt in sec 3 or sec 4 bio!? goodness gracious!

and i have no idea what's wrong with me recently, but I've been really addicted to herbal herbal stuff recently. goodness. and i used to hate the taste lor. like recently now whenever i walked past those chinese medical hall, i would totally look at the counter of those liang cha (cooling tea), when i used to absolutely abhore them in the past.

and today I bought this Allswell brand de Ginseng red date drink, and i totally finished it in ONE NIGHT (1 litre hor).

goodness. i better stop it.

anyway, i have no idea why, but i really miss Just Acia. like that day after kite flying with friends, we all went to Just Acia to eat. it was just a simple meal but I have no idea why but i really enjoyed it!

oh btw that day, the meal i ordered came with the japanese peas (i have no idea whats the name. forgot.). and that was the first time i was eating it.

you know how sweet peas usually come in a pod and u just eat the whole thing? yep! it looks almost like that. so as any other ordinary being, I ate the whole pod.

and i realised something: wahlau!!! so hard!!! why people wanna eat?!?!?! so damn fibre-y and everything lor. almost like chewing on a bamboo broom lah!

and then lp they all were like O.O!!!!! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO PEEL OPEN THE PODS AND ONLY EAT THE PEAS INSIDE!!!!!!

O.O

one of them were like, ''hor u die. when u shit that time u'll see the whole pod there''

-___-

and im actually quite bored already.
so im gonna stop blogging.

and do something much more important
like mugging watching online dramas :D