okay i know i've blogged about this issue several times already and i guess many of you are already sian of me repeating this topic over and over again, but it's like, one of the most important topics to me lor!! like seriously i put alot of emphasis on this, but somehow, it always have adverse effects. If you're still wondering what i'm talking about, yes, i'm talking about my weight issue.

i think i'm quite useless in this sense lor!! like everytime i try to lose weight, i end up gaining twice the amount that i'm supposed to lose, and it's like damn sad lor!! it's like the first day i eat very little and very healthily and stuff like that, and i usually lose like alot of weight from the first day's diet. like, 0.6kg or something like that. and the second day, i would be like, hmmm, maybe i should eat abit more, since i'm kinda hungry. and viola! i gain 1.2kg the next day i weigh myself.

and it's damn sad lor, to see that you gained weight even though you're "trying hard" to lose weight. and so, you get so sad and disappointed that you decided to eat more because you feel that no matter how much you try to lose, it still won't work and you'll gain instead. so, you'll start to think: hmmm. i diet also gain weight. I eat also i gain weight. so might as well eat and don't diet. and so, you end up eating more than you usually do, and then, you'll end up gaining another 1.2kg on the 3rd day.

so the grand net gain of weight: 0.6 + 1.2 = 1.8kg (by the end of the third day).

pfft.

and it's not like i've never been skinny before. just that it has been a hell long time since i was skinny. i think the last time that i was skinny was when i was in... erm... kindergarden. HAHAHAHAHA. i still remember last time when i was much younger, i used to buy pringles and hide at one corner of the house and eat the whole can of pringles ALL BY MYSELF. even those large packs of Lays potato chips. i would just buy one pack and eat them all by myself. that was when i started gaining weight. and it's damn sad lor, really, to think about how you used to gorge yourself just coz you felt like eating. damn it manz. if i didn't do that in the past, i would be like damn skinny and make all the fat people in the world eat their hearts out lor. i don't get it lor!! how come only the nice food very fattening. den all the disgusting food all very healthy and stuff. i really don't get it leh. maybe those food scientists should invent this type of potato chips that acts like some slimming pill or sth. the more you eat potato chips, the more weight you lose. seriously it's very profitable lor!! or at least, people like me confirm will buy everyday one lor!!!

i still remember that day when we were walking out of school, coz it was still very early and the back gate wasn't opened yet, so we had to walk out from the front gate, walk a whole big round around school and then walk to the mrt station under the blazing hot sun. and i was damn miserable and warm and i started grumbling to myself coz it's like worse den being in sauna and the distance we have to walk was so freaking long.

me: wth... i think by the time i finish walking, i will lose so much fats that i become underweight.
Junqiang: no wad. by the time you finish walking, you'll become overweight coz now you're severely overweight. HAHAHAHA. (me: knnbccb)
me: ... T_T ...

and i also remember during chinese new year, i was at my grandmother's house, and one of my younger cousin *8yrs old* (i don't know who is that boyboy related to me leh. i know he's my father's cousin's son.). and we were playing Wii mario racing game. and there's this special thing to jump and fly in the air or something. and coz i was so freaking noob, i didn't know there was such a command present, and my younger "cousin" was like:

boyboy: eh!!! kimberly jieije!!! whyy you never flyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
me: aiyah too fat lah cannot fly.
boyboy: aiyoh!! you where got................ *turns around to look at me*.... ... fat. *turns back and look at screen*

and the font size is proportionate to the volume. it's like, damn sad lah!!!

wah ass. aiyah lazy to blog already. next time.

DMCCCCCCCC!!!!!!!!!