Kimberly

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Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I'm really very tired of JC life.
Not that I really really hate it or what. But I think it's getting overwhelming... I used to be more cheerful and less lethargic. But what has happened now? I'm having black face very often now, with the super super frequent mood swings. And Junqiang always make it worse by insulting me all the time. What did I ever do wrong to offend him?!

Seriously don't know what's wrong with me nowadays... I get upset at the slightest things. Can you imagine that I actually lost my temper at Junqiang this morning because he told others that I mugged till 3am in the morning during olevels? Yep, now you can see how unreasonable I can get.

But I think getting Junqiang off my mind would be the best way to relieve my stress now. My stress level is like, 101% now. As long as he's no longer on my mind, my stress level would immediately drop to around 25%?? So that I can channel all my energy to studying. Seriously. I've been held up by Jq for far too long. It's high time to get him out of my mind.

It's like, damn stressing that whenever I sms him, and he doesn't reply in like, 1/2 a minute and i'll start worrying. Worry that he's avoiding me on purpose. Worry that he's in trouble, that's why he can't get to his phone. Worry about every single thing under the sun. When he replies 5mins later, i'll start getting pissed off: Why he so late then reply me? must be talking and flirting with some other girls and forget me right?! Although I think most of the time it's true though. He and that ''book''... Seriously he keep saying that there's nothing going on between him and that ''book''... But I just can't help it. I'm petty and jealous in nature. Who knows whether it's true or not?! DAMN.

But seriously, I have never deleted a single sms from Jq since last month, which explains why even my memory card space of my memory card is running out. Bu she de delete... OMG i'm so despo. D:

I must start to slowly forget Jq... I want to start mugging again. I want to be a mugger again. Who cares whether i become a nerdy mugger to everyone. I must become a mugger again!!!