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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
DAMN TIRED. Seriously damn tired. It's like everyday that I'm going home late. Oh manz...
Had CCA today. Never knew it was so damn slack. But nonetheless, I still enjoyed myself during CCA. :D
Anyways, too many unhappy things happened today.Actually it's only one event that made me so unhappy. haiz..Who else can it be? Obviously him again lor. We were in the library today and I was using the computer beside his. *actually not really beside, since the so-called computer table was rounded*. anyways, I was busy blogging my previous entry. Zona was in between of me and Junqiang, and both of them were listening and watching whatever that was showing on his computer by sharing ear piece. I didn't really care about it and continued blogging my previous post that you could see.After some time, Yen shan and the others came over, and since I was getting pretty bored as well, I decided to let them have my computer and went over to Lee ping, who was busy doing her english homework on another computer. And suddenly, I heard Junqiang say very angrily, ''Don't want then don't want lah!!!''. And shut down his computer promptly to Zona. I bet everyone was held aback. Me too, because I didn't know what went wrong. And I always have this feeling that whenever someone is angry, it DEFINITELY has something to do with me. So I was busy recalling what went wrong, and what did I do to make him so angry, before I realised that it's impossible for it to be me, since I didn't even talk to him throughout the whole period of time. So I decided to ask Zona what happened.And apparently, she told me that it was because after I left my computer, she wanted to watch some show on my computer, and needed the ear piece. Just at that moment, Jq asked for the ear piece, which she refused, because she needed it, and Jq apparently became super pissed off. After knowing the real reason, I was like, -_- ... yea. So I went over to find him, who was between bookshelves reading some bio resource book. and he was like, all normal at first saying how good and precise the book was until I mentioned, ''Erm. Zona told me why you angry le. and i find the reason quite lame.''. And it's like, WTF. he immediately show me attitude lah. WTH. I never even do anything wrong lor. GRRRRRR. And I tried to cheer him up via sms. Apparently didn't seem to work very well. And it was after school then, and he kept speaking to me as if I was totally to be blamed for what happened. As in like, he kept emo-ing and showing me some kinda f.u.c.k.e.d up kinda attitude. I even have to keep ''begging'' him to come with us to causeway point to buy.. ya. Sickening lah. On the way, i kept asking him what happened. Other than occasionally turning around and say, ''WHAT???????'' in that bloody sian+pissed off tone, he merely said, ''sometimes you just need to learn to shut up.''. FREAK YOU LAH. LAO NIANG OWE YOU IS IT?!nb. was damn pissed lah. like wth, people showing you attitude for nothing. your good friend somemore. nb nb nb nb nb nb. then after that one of his pae ex classmate came over and talked to him, because she didn't know he was pissed. and wtf, Jq can immediately change tone sia. talk so nicely and friendly. SEE? NB. I just walked away quite pissed off and joined the girls. After we reached causeway point and the ex-classmate of his left, he seemingly TOTALLY forgot how pissed he was and continued talking to me as per normal, as though nothing ever happened. WTF. Lao niang almost wanted to blast him off by screaming into his face something like, ''WTF. Got your friend come only you talk like so friendly liddat. NB. You think lao niang what!? Friend come only then you totally forgot that you were so fucked up previously is it?! NB! you strictly know her few days only leh! LAO NIANG KNOW YOU 2 YEARS PLUS LIAO LEH!!! got thing no thing anyhow get angry with me for what!? NA BEH! chicken nana.''. However, I felt that it was pointless to make him continue on with his stupid attitude, and decided to let go of it and pretended as though nothing happened, and managed to force a smile and few questions out although i was still damn pissed off over what he told me with that F _ _ _ ing attitude. I even lent him my edusave form to photocopy lor. I'm damn nice right?! I even jia you for him before he went council interview. But seriously, my goodness, this kinda attitude get into council. MY GOODNESS. However, it's not surprising, since he seems to be able to be all nice in front of everyone except me and people close to him. FINE. no wonder zq's like that. I told Zq what happened, and Zq was like, ''Cheh. not surprising. you dunno that he like that one meh?''. Haiz. Seriously I'm starting to find maintaining and sustaining this friendship with him more and more tiring. It's like, he loses his temper over the slightest reasons, and always refuses to say why he's so pissed off, and gives me the damn $$%^&ed attitude as though I'm always the one at fault. It's like, twice this week that such a thing happened. I'm really very tired. Is it really that difficult to maintain this friendship? If it wasn't for the fact that i likeddddddd him, I wouldn't even bother about such a person anymore. It's like, utter stupidity. Seriously. No offence to Jq, but i'm finding it very very difficult. And why does he always have to show that attitude to me whenever he's pissed off, regardless on whether it has anything to do with me or not? WHY ME!? is it cause I'm the only one bothering about him after such things? Maybe, cause I realised that today after he lost his temper at Zona, i'm the only one who spoke to him *other than during chinese lecture, coz I wasn't in the same lecture as him*. Even Yen shan was saying, ''why he suddenly so angry...? he very scary leh.''. And even after the chinese lecture when I went to find him, he was still showing me the idiotic attitude. SEE? ME ONLY. but i know he smiled at his cousin when she tried to take a picture of him emo-ing, although that smile didn't last for long. On our way to Causeway point, I saw him totally forgetting how angry he was supposed to be and chatting with his ex-class mate, I went to ask his cousin, ''eh. Jq acting not bad huh? Zou huo ru mo already. Somemore can forget that he was angry ah? is he always like that?''. And his cousin was like, ''he since young like that liao. Even i know him 17 years I still don't really understand him also.''. So yea. inevitable for me not to understand him then. Oh wells... PS: Seriously, I wasn't THAT pissed off yet when I started blogging this post. However, as I tried to recall on the whole incident, I remembered everything vividly, and decided that I was absofuckinglutely pissed off, which explains the vulgarities in this post. Nothing can describe my anger. ARGHZ.
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