OMG. today during Pw period we managed to type finish the decision matrix and sent it to mr. hazrin, and i received a reply from him saying that it's well done!!! omg! super happy lah!!!

and so, i sent to everyone in my PW group, ''YAY! mr hazrin said we did well for the decision matrix! Woohoo! Well done guys!!''.

and everyone's reply was quite standard, ''YAY!!'' or something like that. only jq's one was different.

Quote from Jq's sms: Of course lah... We hav kimberly... wad is ee (exceeding expectations)? we hav eee (exceeded exceeding expectations) leh... Nay nay...

from this, i can only ask something... What the hell is Nay nay?

O.o

Can you believe it? I actually told Jq that I don't like him anymore. O.o actually i also don't know. I think i still do lah, but very little as compared to last time. Actually i think it's all Jq's fault that I'm so crazy about it now lor. If it wasn't for last year's november incident, i wouldnt even be like this now. In fact i think i would have forgotten about Jq already lor.

ALL THANKS TO WHAT JQ DID/SAID TO ME LAST YEAR IN NOVEMBER!!! I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT IT'S ON THE 14th NOVEMBER 2007!

by the way, if you do not know what I'm talking about, you can click HERE to find out what exactly happened. Although it's more than half a year ago, but i still haven't gotten over it. SIGH...

YAY. just finished nma camp. hahas. actually quite a few days before i last blogged... anyways... hahas. shall talk about thurs, till the end of camp (:

Thurs:
Had pw. apparently, mr hazrin say the pi that we chose not good lor. den in the end we had to choose a separate pi... which was Joanna's one. Lol. but aiyah, still can lah. den we went to consult Mr Bryan Lim during lunch. He's super super super nice lah. Help us with our project work. best CT around. :D and ya, we settled with jo's one... and then after school, me, Junqiang, Abilgail and Ruoting went to meet mr hazrin outside the staff room to consult him on project work again (manz we're such a kiasu group). and then coz it was raining and everything, ruoting and Abilgail took the bus home while me and Junqiang walked to causeway point. Luckily didnt rain. and Junqiang was nice enough to pei me go popular buy tys. sadly it wasn't in stock. wth. students nowadays so kiasu. so fast out of stock liao. cheh. and ya, on our way to popular, we saw Yen shan. Lol. Jq was like, ''We're Jc students, Jc students go popular one. We now going buy tys so that we can beat you.''. I was like, ''Lol...''. hahas. ya, and obviously didnt get to buy the tys lah..

Friday:
Had school as per usual, just that we had NMA camp after school. ya. early in the morning i was like, running around school to get things settled.. And lessons as per normal... and then NMA CAMP!!!! we were supposed to assemble inside LT2 at like, 3.30pm? ya. and me, felicia, en noi, abilgail and bernaldine went into LT2, and i heard a familiar music playing and went, ''hey felicia, their song damn funny. sound so power ranger.''. Oh man, and the moment i said that, the music suddenly went, ''GO GO POWER RANGER!''. I WAS LIKE, WTF??????!!!!! den felicia was like, ''omg can i just turn back and walk out..'' lol. and ya. awhile later, the song track changed... ''Bob the builder, YES WE CAN!''. I was like, ''-___-'' . ya.

and all of us were in different groups lor.. sad. i got into Donald Duck. Haha. Jinxiang and Felicia was in Addam's Family. Ruo ting was in freakazoid. Bernaldine and Ziqin were in Elmo. Lelia in Banana in pyjamas i think.. den Abilgail is in Cow and Chicken... Yen shan in Hulk. Zona in garfield. I can't rmb liao. lol.

A: Addam's family
B: Banana in pyjamas
C: Cow and chicken
D: Donald Duck
E: Elmo
F: freakazoids
G: Garfield
H: Hulks
So cute right? Ahem. ahahs.

Ya, and yes, my group turned out to be a bunch of fun people i guess. and my facilitator for the day was Jun Yang! seriously he's a super duper nice guy. and Marvin was super entertaining. hahas. and ya, when they were showing us all the various group facilitator name, i was like, WTF when i saw the name of the facilitator for Freakazoids. JUNQIANG. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! J2 got one guy called Junqiang too?! WTH???!!! omg. hahas. Wonder what's his surname. Lol. if his surname is Su i'll laugh my head off. hahahas.

And we embarked on our first part which is to film an advert for nma. we did on teletubbies. hahas. super lame and crapped up. and then... dinner *is it?* ya. den war games and stuff. before we went to bathe. and ya, that sorta wrapped up the day. during the 1hr study break, i was on the phone with Su Junqiang *must state surname* with obviously alot of interruptions from everyone. hahas. Wanted to ask him how to answer exco interview questions. obviously it didn't work out very well lah. and when it was sleeping time, people got excited over my old pig. Lol. middle of the night yen shan somemore come steal my pig. tsk tsk tsk. Lol.

Sat:
Woke up breakfast... and stayed for sports heats with Johnia, Lelia, Lee ping and Jolene. Ya. we were supposed to run, but somehow our names weren't in the list. stupid ppl. and then we received info about exco interview, and we immediately chiong from the grandstand to LT2. lol. and we were choosing commitees. lol. Me and Ruoting got into discipline commitee. haha. Felicia and En noi too. hahas. and marvin was like, ''IBCS people are getting too disciplined.''. Lol. and then we went for exco interview by Mr Lee Peck Ping and Mrs Karen Yap. I think it was quite okay i guess. Ya, and we went back for station games... had abrasions lah. wl.. stupid floor in the futsal court.. and after that was lunch, before the telematch and war games. hahas. we were shooting each other with water guns lah. lol. And then... nothing real much after that also.. just dinner and all the small talks by seniors before we're released... hahas.

and i went home n slept till 3pm. LOL.

WEDNESDAY. Was damn shiok can. today i finally caught up with bio and chemistry. YAYS. :D

Anyway, today was pop talent showcase. Felicia got 3rd. Hafis *however u spell his name* got 2nd. and that guitar guy got first. like hey!!! 2nd and 3rd came from IBCS from NMA okay!!! :D YAY! Congrats!!!

And Elaine (campus superstar) came as a judge too. ya. and she sang a duet together with Mr Kelvin Sim. I thought it was damn nice. But!!! The moment the music played... It was Lian Ai Ping Lv... OMG!!! Me and Jq were like, ''omg! *stares*''. Brought back alot of memories of *don't tell you*... But it will never come again.. haiz... sad... :'(

Ya. and i got alot of photos.. lol. ok ok. again... the photos...

I'm so exhausted. I'm so failing this chemistry test... :'(
i'm soo not gonna study today. I have too many things on my mind..
actually only one thing. or should i say, one person.
WHO ELSE CAN IT BE?!

sigh. today i finally exploded. I totally couldn't stand it anymore.
Jq's getting overboard lor. he's like super mean towards me lah. like, wth did i do wrong?! today he purposely sat far far away from me during all lessons to sit with that idiotic fat ass turtle. Obviously he did it on purpose one lor!!! during lunch that time also. i merely wanted to sit on the same table as him, but obviously got told off and chased away. then before that i asked him to teach me chem during lunch. in the end he went off with that fucking turtle to study chem with him. like, WTF?!

Somemore lose temper at me coz of the pw grouping!? as if my fault!!! and he said until as if it was all my fault. and all the different treatments from other people as well?! HUH!?!?!?! WHY ONLY ME!!!

Next time i'm not gonna admit anything when it comes to Jq. when people ask me about him, this is what will happen...:

Me: I don't know Jq.
Just another random person: huh? y? i tot u same sch as him last time?
Me: Really? i think i didnt notice him.
JARP: but i tot u all same class?
Me: Really? maybe i just didn't notice he existed.
JARP: huh? but i thought you liked him for dunno-how-many years, and still on-going?
Me: nonsense. i've never met him before.
JARP: Really meh? but i thought last time dining eiquette u 2 were partners?
Me: nah. i didn't have a partner. there was just an empty seat beside me.
JARP: you've known him for 2yrs plus already right?
Me: Nah, i only happened to know him after JAE started.
JARP: but i tot u were once together/not together with him?
Me: Siao. i was single all my life.
JARP: are you sure u don't know Jq?
Me: duh
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Maybe jq will be nicer after that.

although he said that this isn't true, and that i'm tooo sensitive, and tt i inferred too much, and that i think too much...

but i seriously think i'm not thinking too much lor. Jq really is like that to me what.

but he said i think too much, and that he never thought of it that way...

ARGHZ.

I gotta say something. KOTANI KINYA IS SO HOT!!! :D

Jq u lost. tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk.

I LOVE KOTANI KINYA!!!

ok i was just kidding... i prefer jq. BOO!

Wah i can't get into the mugging mood!!!!!

initially i was planning, okay, saturday, must mug whole day, like what i used to in sec 4. now... HAIZ... cant find the mood to mug. somemore chem test is on monday, and i'm still procrastinating now. GREAT.

i used to be super anti-angela zhang shao han coz i thought her voice sux. Surprisingly now i'm starting to accept her as a singer. like, wow, i even have 3 of her songs in my hp now lah. see? impression of people do change over time. maybe her voice really sucked in the past. now it doesn't sound so terrible i guess. Lol. :D

I must really mug soon. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! :D

YAY saturday, finally!!! finally can sleep for long hours. was damn shiok! i slept for more than 13hours!!! WOOHOO!!! I'm so loving this. and we supposedly made fruit tarts today at home coz we were so bored. but... lol. considering that i was the one who made it, and we used whipped cream instead, hahaha. u can expect how nice it looks... LOL. but it taste not bad lor. i dun care. xD.

Yesterday we all left school at 8.30am for suntec to go for some citibank challenge thing. Those who went were me, Junqiang, Lee ping, Zona, Jin xiang, Leonard, Lelia, Shu wei, Ivin and 2 other 11D girls. *i think this was all bah. is it?* ya. Me, Junqiang and Lee ping were in the same group, and we were quite stressed thinking of what to say and everything.

we were supposed to reach there at 9am. but there was a huge jam on the highway coz there was an accident, and at around 9.40am, we were still on the high way. Lol. but we managed to reach there soon enough. yepz. (:

me, lee ping and Junqiang were super stressed lah. but after the interview, we were like PHEW, and hi-5-ed each other. Junqiang was so nervous that he grabbed my hand during the hi-5. although i did shuang dao... yea...

after sports heats and everything, me and lee ping stayed in school till quite late. yea. until going to 8pm leh. leonard and lelia joined us too, and we were chatting and gossiping there and everything. Jq wasn't with us coz he was at council... and lelia suddenly asked me, ''are you still waiting for Junqiang?''. I was like, ''huh?'', coz i thought she was asking me literally, and of coz i wont wait for him lah, he wont end school till 9.30pm leh. and lelia was like, ''i dun mean literally as in like waiting for him now. i meant... ya, u know.''. and i was like, ''ohh... er. ya.''. was super paisae coz lee ping was there.

quite stupid of me right!?!?! i dun wan to wait for him lah.. i want to forget lah... so stupid lor. rawr.

Seriously Mac Books are the chio-est laptops on earth, although I still feel that mac users are usually very stuck up coz apple stuff is expensive (actually not that expensive now in comparison). Loaned the Mac book from IBCS to record the morning broadcast jingle with Charles (my morning broadcast partner). WAS DAMN CHIO CAN!? even jq's msn personal message now. Lol. mac bk is chio!! haha.

And i agree with Zhenqin. White gadgets seem more expensive all the time, while black paper is more expensive than any other colours. heh.

Anyway, this month has been a real busy month for me, and it will be even busier for the rest of the month. firstly, I have to observe morning broadcast tmr at like, 7.10am in the Blue studio, submission of PI, Nlb talk show training from 6pm to 8pm next tues.. New Media arts camp from next fri immediately after school till sat night at 9pm. heh.

Anyway, we were playing with the Mac book's camera and it's effects throughout Project work today. hehe. how camwhore could we get. ;)

wl. feel damn idiotic. i keep dcing, and zq they all have to re-add me into their conversation over and over again.

WHAT IS THIS?! LOUSY WIRELESS. LOUSY LAPTOP!

I WANT A NEW COMPUTER!!!

no wait. Laptop.

today was so dumb in school!!!

kena suan by GP teacher lor. coz Jq was sitting beside me during GP. this was how the whole thing went:


Teacher: Hey Junqiang, now you student councillor then who's taking over the chairman position?
*Junqiang points at me and i raise my hand*
Someone in class, forgotten who: His wife lor!!!
Me: *BLUSH but decides to act blur* huh? my wife?
Teacher: Huh? you two couple ah?
Me and Junqiang: NOOOOO!!!!!! Some people in class: YESSSSSS!!!
Teacher: oh. i thought you two really couple. Aiyah Junqiang too skinny for kimberly already.
Me: WAH LAU! TEACHER YOU DAMN UNFAIR LOR YOU!! *i was fucking pissed*
Some people in class: Wl...
Leonard: that's a nice one. *wtf leonard like u damn skinny liddat. suan me. wl...*
JQ: *seriously didnt noe how he reacted*

IDIOT LOR.

i was damn pissed with Jq after that as well coz he was like happily saying that he wants to tell samuel that, as though it wasn't bad enough for me. was damn angry lah. kena suan for no good reason. and jq had to add on to it. so i was damn pissed with jq.

but zona was v nice lah. during bio lecture i received her sms asking how i was, and tt she knew i was fuming mad. she somemore told me,'' nvm, nx tym i wud support u! =D so fear nt, zona's here!! dun sad le k?'' . SWEET RIGHT!!! Awwwwwww...

我终于提起勇气

向他问起一个我闷了很久的问题

虽然得到答案后

我们还是一样的保持原味的感情

但是我很开心的

我终于提起了第一步

毕竟这是不可能改变的事实

我们之间有着太多的未知数

有着太多的不可能

只能感叹

缘分来的不是时候

或者老土地说

我们是有缘无份

我们彼此之间的承诺

会何时到了截止日期

每封信息的想念

每通电话的不舍

只把承诺说得像天上的星星

虽美丽　但难摘

认识了你

到底是好事一幢

还是自找麻烦

你身上的能量

永远都会传递到我这里

让我有勇气的面对眼前的困难与困惑

塔罗牌大师说　

你是一个魔术师

你把我的生活　

变得如此的魔幻　

如此的不同凡响

但是这些　

只会把我陷入一个很深的漩涡

让我无法自拔

所以我决定　

承诺会继续兑现但　

我是时候　

开始　

自己的旅程

不在封锁在不可能的困境里

拒绝你是我永远都无法做到的事

但我觉得　

是时候　

要学会了。。。

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back.

Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away.

Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.

I don't want to let that happen so I'm gonna tie all of you to my heart so I never lose you all.

i love you guys forever...

Lee anne
Junqiang
Zhenqin
Samuel
Christian

and my beloved classmates of 0811A. (:

oh gosh kill me.
my mum is screaming her head off my brother outside my room. so sickening!!! what does it even have to do with me!? they can scold and whatever they want, but why are they torturing me with their irritating quarrels. damn irritating lah. what the hell.

friggin irritating. brother screaming that he can never stand him. mum screaming that she can never stand him either. THEN DON'T SEE EACH OTHER LAH. what does it have to do with me!? why am i the one hearing all these? like it has anything to do with me. i'm the one innocent in my room studying and this is what i have to hear. so irritating!!!!!! urgh!

irritating!!! irritating!!! IRRITATING!!!

GO AWAY!!! sickening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm the one studying, i'm the one taking my alevels at the end. so can you all PLEASE SHUT UP. want to quarrel? want to scream? go somewhere else.

thank you.

YAY! went out with Junqiang, samuel, christian, zhenqin and leeanne today, finally!!! *i chose to forget huiming*. LOL. initially it kinda sucked. we were supposed to meet at around 2pm, but i reached earlier at like, 1.45pm. so i decided to sms jq to ask where he was, so i could go find him. apparently, he was at the library with tys. -___-

and ya, i still went to go find him there. kanina. bleahx. when i reached there, i saw him, tys and another 12f girl sitting on the floor doing some stuff. the 12f girl was mugging herself while tys and jq were using the laptop and typing their speech for the student council campaign thing. yea yea whatever... i was damn extra there lah. i was like smsing lee anne and zq, ''where are you all? you all coming already? come faster leh. i feel very third party leh.'' was damn paisae lah. so i decided to act studious and started ''reading'' econs notes and silently hoping that zq and leeanne would come faster.

Anyway, they did come quite soon later, and we 3 chatted at the library while waiting for jq. leeanne came first, before zq came. and zq was damn funny when he came. he saw my ''bloody hell jq with tys'' face and started giggling. lol. throughout the whole time i kept giving the, ''他妈的，俊强还在 flirt'' face''. and zq kept laughing at me. i bet jq didnt know what was going on. hehe. we then left for ice cream!!!

i ate the new milo mcflurry. wasn't that bad. but it seriously tasted more like horlicks than milo. SERIOUSLY. and it's damn sweet. they should do something about it. jq ate the oreo mcflurry, zq ate the chocolate sundae and leeanne ate the flavour burst thingy. but she ordered chocolate, but they gave her mocha i think. stupid ppl. >_<

and then we just stood by some railings and started talking and talking and talking. but jq was damn quiet throughout. i kept getting him to join us, but he didn't want to. just 2mins later, i received one sms from samuel. a friggin lame one.
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Sam: Jq say u all nv tok to him.
Kim: Where got?! i ask him tok to us den he emo there.
Sam: Wad u all say? how come nv interest him?
Kim: we were talking abt our friends and birdshit wad. nothing more what.
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and then i related it back to jq. apparently, he said it wasn't like that lah. but aiyah, heck care lah. not my problem. bleahx.

and then.... we went to play arcade. i played inital D racing with zq, leeanne and jq. and then zq and leeanne went to play House of the Dead. and so i played with Jq too. but obviously we lost quite soon enough lah. haha. and then!!!! CHRISTIAN AND SAMUEL CAME!!! we then went to eat pizza hut. and apparently, i think there's something wrong with my taste bud. my ice lemon tea was supposedly damn sweet, as said by Junqiang who tried my ice lemon tea, but seriously i thought it was rather tasteless and disgusting. yea. oh wells. hahas.

we were damn high lah. we started walking all over the place and we ended up cheering the Assyrian cheer under the mrt tracks for very long. and started playing silly games too. i ended up having one forfeit. haha.

but it was fun! however, that would be one of the last times we would be meeting up.. :'( sob..

i love you guys... Zhenqin, christian, leeanne, samuel, Junqiang... <3

note: i chose to forget huiming, again! haha.

didn't go school today coz i was sick.

Smsed Jq early this morning at like, 6.15am to tell him that i can't go to school and stuff. well, smsed and chatted with him abit till around 6.45am before i fell asleep again, all the way till around 6.45am before i smsed Zona to tell her I won't be in school.

Woke up at around 12.30pm, only to look at my phone, and i received 4 smses. 2 from Jq, 1 from leeping and 1 from Zona.

7.27am from Junqiang: So u got come sch?
7.42am from Zona: Huh y? u sick ah?
8.51am from Lee ping: You not in sch today?
10.16am from Junqiang: e maths lecturer v funny... she told us 'i can draw straight lines... Can u?' remind me of mrs boey.

Ah ya. Lol. heard that during bio prac today, leonard got suanned till he turned emo. oh wells. who cares about tt mdm wong. she can suan all she like. she's just jealous.

STRESSED UP IN SCHOOL.
STUDIES.
And Jq is making it worse. tonnes worse.

We got our project work group today. It was seriously random. We don't get to choose our group mates and stuff, but the guys got to be all separated, since there were only so few of them. but anyway, due to choosing lots and other factors, Jq and I became group mates... Which means we're in the same project group.

So my group consists of me, Abilgail, Ruoting, Joanna and Junqiang... Okkkaayyy. quite fun group. However, Jq wasn't happy that I'm in it. Whatever..... Don't like you man Jq.

WTH.

since when did Jq wanna go medicine? i thought only me?! He said he wanted to go marinetime in uni one lor. how come now become medicine? is it because tys also wants to go medicine school in the future? is it? is he following her?

but he mentioned that he don't like her, and he's promised not to go into a relationship. HUH........ i dunno!!!!

but he just told me that it's nt cause of her...

I'M SO CONFUSED! someone, shoot me in the head now!!!

NEH NEH!!!
now i know the little little secrets of the girls in o811A le. LOLs.

we had this little sharing between... I think it was Jo Anna, Jolene, Leeping, Johnia and me. Ya. was damn funny and cute lah. wells... we all know the little little secrets of everyone now. Lol.

but still very unfair lor. everytime is i say den they dunwan say much one. aiyoh. but still got some little secrets out. SWEEEEEEEEEEET. :D

Jo Anna: Y U NV SAYYYYYYYYYY.. Y_Y

Jolene: Seriously still abit blurrr. but i'm starting to get it. Haha.

Johnia: AHEM AHEM... LOL.

Lee ping: NAIII!!!! and I still can't believe it. Haha.

Seriously these people are damn cute lah. Always sharing little secrets and gossips of this sort. haha. :D

I'm really very tired of JC life.
Not that I really really hate it or what. But I think it's getting overwhelming... I used to be more cheerful and less lethargic. But what has happened now? I'm having black face very often now, with the super super frequent mood swings. And Junqiang always make it worse by insulting me all the time. What did I ever do wrong to offend him?!

Seriously don't know what's wrong with me nowadays... I get upset at the slightest things. Can you imagine that I actually lost my temper at Junqiang this morning because he told others that I mugged till 3am in the morning during olevels? Yep, now you can see how unreasonable I can get.

But I think getting Junqiang off my mind would be the best way to relieve my stress now. My stress level is like, 101% now. As long as he's no longer on my mind, my stress level would immediately drop to around 25%?? So that I can channel all my energy to studying. Seriously. I've been held up by Jq for far too long. It's high time to get him out of my mind.

It's like, damn stressing that whenever I sms him, and he doesn't reply in like, 1/2 a minute and i'll start worrying. Worry that he's avoiding me on purpose. Worry that he's in trouble, that's why he can't get to his phone. Worry about every single thing under the sun. When he replies 5mins later, i'll start getting pissed off: Why he so late then reply me? must be talking and flirting with some other girls and forget me right?! Although I think most of the time it's true though. He and that ''book''... Seriously he keep saying that there's nothing going on between him and that ''book''... But I just can't help it. I'm petty and jealous in nature. Who knows whether it's true or not?! DAMN.

But seriously, I have never deleted a single sms from Jq since last month, which explains why even my memory card space of my memory card is running out. Bu she de delete... OMG i'm so despo. D:

I must start to slowly forget Jq... I want to start mugging again. I want to be a mugger again. Who cares whether i become a nerdy mugger to everyone. I must become a mugger again!!!

YAWN. just woke up from my nap. Anyway, Just gonna show some photos from the flag day that I have not uploaded. Yep yep. Here goes the photos before I continue a whole lot of my usual rants. HAHAHA.
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The Guys Really Do Grow Tall Fast!

Seriously.

Just before I talk about the guys growing tall fast... Wells. Yesterday was FLAGS DAY!!! And obviously, we didn't collect much donations. :P Of course, given my slack personality in such stuff, I only approached two people, and thank goodness I didn't get rejected. :D

One of them was this lady coming up from the escalator. She was rather nice and didn't ask questions and just gave me a dollar. (: However, she's not the main point.

The main point was the other guy. It was this ang moh that Junqiang and I spotted. He was holding his Zip-Lock case, and I can see many $10 notes and money inside. $_$ and so, I decided to approach him. *no offence Junqiang*
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Conversation between me and the chao ang moh:
Kim: Sir, would you like to donate?
Chao ang moh (Cam): Just for you. *puts in $3 into my donation bag*
Kim: Thank you.
Cam: Do you like chocolates?
Kim: Huh?
Cam: *Gives me chocolates*
Kim: Oh, thank you.
Cam: *Looks at Junqiang*. Nope, this is not for you.
Kim: *gasp coz I knew Jq will get angry*
Cam: Where's your other girl friend? *refering to Ruo Ting*
Kim: *Taps Ruoting's shoulder*
Cam: *to Ruoting* This is for you.
Ruoting: Oh thanks.
Cam: Good luck girls! you did great! *walks away*
Kim: ...... *looks at Jq while he angrily walks away, emoing*
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And I knew it. Jq did get damn pissed off. He walked towards one of the walls and emo-ed there. And when I went over, and OBVIOUSLY, i got told off and chased away by Junqiang. 好心没好报. Everytime like that one. :(
And so, I just walked back to Ruoting, and watched him walk away till he was out of sight. Guo fen lor. He angry at that CAM but he emo and throw temper at me. Wth. Not my fault that I'm a female, and that the CAM only wants to give chocolates to females right? :(

Very soon, it was 12pm, and Ruoting and I decided to find the others for lunch. and then, I don't know who called Ruoting, saying that they're at Funan eating ice cream. WAH LAO. Not enough friend seh, never call us. So Ruoting and I decided to go and have ice cream with them, and walked all the way to Funan. And when we reached there, I received a call from Audrey..
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Audrey: Hey Kim, where are you all?
Kim: Oh. We just reached Funan. Finding you all. You all at which level ah?
Audrey: Huh? We just walked back to the mrt station to look for you and Ruoting leh.
Kim: WTFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!
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yep, which meant that me and Ruoting had to walk back to the mrt station, AGAIN. But we met Jo Anna and Zona. YAY! at least we don't have to walk back ourselves. And when we reached back, I realised something: GREAT. Junqiang's missing. And Audrey, me Jo Anna... We tried to call him, to no avail. Luckily we had Lee ping around, and he answered her call. Jo Anna was like, ''Blood thicker than water''. And i was like, ''erm. I don't think I'm water. Maybe oil bahz.''. :P

And ya, Jq did manage to catch up later. The remaining time was fun i guess. We wanted to go Burger King, but on our way, we spotted this balloon guy giving out balloons. and YAY! BALLOONS!!! :D and so each of the girls, except Audrey took balloons and went to Burger king, where we decided the balloons weren't enough, and decided to get Jq to go take more balloons for us. And while I was eating, Jq, the balloon man RETURNED, with 5 balloons. LOL. Damn cute lah. He was like, running into burger king with all the balloons. CUTE!!! But obviously, it wasn't enough because we're greedy people, and we decided to go back to that guy and take more balloons!! hehe. So we ended up with definitely more than 20 balloons!!! haha.

But, URGHZ, little kids keep coming up to us to get the balloons. WTH>< and if we don't give, they will probably start crying or something, and so, yep, we had to give one to every single kid we saw, and by the time CIP ended, we have no more balloons. :(

And after that, Junqiang Leeping and I went to find ZQ and sam at AMK hub, while waiting for Zq to finish cutting his hair. Lol. And after that, we went to somerset... blah. but leeping didn't come with us. Sad. Anyway, we were at orchard for whole day, till around 9pm before we went home. And we all compared height:

Junqiang and Kimberly: I'm like, half a head shorter than Jq!!! I'm at his nose I think. Don't know lah. I just know I look short beside him. X.x
Samuel and Kimberly: Similar to Jq, i also look very short beside him. X.x
Zq and Kimberly: He's still taller than me by half, or slightly more than half of a forehead. X.x
Christie and Kimberly: TADAH! I'm taller. By 1 or 2 cm... X.x he used to be tonnes shorter than me.

SEE? Guys really grow tall very quickly. X.x

Anyway, the usual Saturday trend : There hasn't been a single saturday that me and Junqiang has never quarrelled. And for every single saturday, it has been because Jq always manage to successfully tap on my jealous nature. Obviously he made me jealous by talking about that GIRL A again. That ''book''... URGH.

Anyways, that's besides the point. PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS!! :D
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BACKKK!!! didn't blog yesterday cause I reached home too late.. Went back to phs to collect olevels cert with Leeanne, Jq, sam, Zq and Christie. :D

After that we decided to walk to amk for japanese food. but it started raining halfway, and we had only 2 umbrellas to shelther 6 people. Lol. Jq, leeanne and samuel shared one umbrella while me, Zq and christie shared one umbrella. however, when we were about to cross the road, Zhenqin felt that 3 person under one small umbrella was impossible, and ran out into the rain so that me and christian will not be wet. HOW SWEET OF ZQ!!! Anyway, after we managed to get into a small shelter, we had to be in the rain again. This time, I didn't allow Zq or christian get into the rain anymore. I went into the rain instead.

As a result, I fell badly ill today. x.x had a relatively high fever, but i still went to school despite the fever coz i had cca today, and didn't want to miss it. but Jq was rather sweet I guess...

TIRED today. Shall blog another time. but before i end,


Thanks Junqiang, you're the best..

DAMN TIRED. Seriously damn tired. It's like everyday that I'm going home late. Oh manz...

Had CCA today. Never knew it was so damn slack. But nonetheless, I still enjoyed myself during CCA. :D

Anyways, too many unhappy things happened today.
Actually it's only one event that made me so unhappy. haiz..

Who else can it be? Obviously him again lor.

We were in the library today and I was using the computer beside his. *actually not really beside, since the so-called computer table was rounded*. anyways, I was busy blogging my previous entry. Zona was in between of me and Junqiang, and both of them were listening and watching whatever that was showing on his computer by sharing ear piece. I didn't really care about it and continued blogging my previous post that you could see.

After some time, Yen shan and the others came over, and since I was getting pretty bored as well, I decided to let them have my computer and went over to Lee ping, who was busy doing her english homework on another computer. And suddenly, I heard Junqiang say very angrily, ''Don't want then don't want lah!!!''. And shut down his computer promptly to Zona. I bet everyone was held aback. Me too, because I didn't know what went wrong.

And I always have this feeling that whenever someone is angry, it DEFINITELY has something to do with me. So I was busy recalling what went wrong, and what did I do to make him so angry, before I realised that it's impossible for it to be me, since I didn't even talk to him throughout the whole period of time. So I decided to ask Zona what happened.

And apparently, she told me that it was because after I left my computer, she wanted to watch some show on my computer, and needed the ear piece. Just at that moment, Jq asked for the ear piece, which she refused, because she needed it, and Jq apparently became super pissed off.

After knowing the real reason, I was like, -_- ... yea. So I went over to find him, who was between bookshelves reading some bio resource book. and he was like, all normal at first saying how good and precise the book was until I mentioned, ''Erm. Zona told me why you angry le. and i find the reason quite lame.''. And it's like, WTF. he immediately show me attitude lah. WTH. I never even do anything wrong lor. GRRRRRR. And I tried to cheer him up via sms. Apparently didn't seem to work very well.

And it was after school then, and he kept speaking to me as if I was totally to be blamed for what happened. As in like, he kept emo-ing and showing me some kinda f.u.c.k.e.d up kinda attitude. I even have to keep ''begging'' him to come with us to causeway point to buy.. ya. Sickening lah. On the way, i kept asking him what happened. Other than occasionally turning around and say, ''WHAT???????'' in that bloody sian+pissed off tone, he merely said, ''sometimes you just need to learn to shut up.''.

FREAK YOU LAH. LAO NIANG OWE YOU IS IT?!

nb. was damn pissed lah. like wth, people showing you attitude for nothing. your good friend somemore. nb nb nb nb nb nb. then after that one of his pae ex classmate came over and talked to him, because she didn't know he was pissed. and wtf, Jq can immediately change tone sia. talk so nicely and friendly. SEE? NB. I just walked away quite pissed off and joined the girls. After we reached causeway point and the ex-classmate of his left, he seemingly TOTALLY forgot how pissed he was and continued talking to me as per normal, as though nothing ever happened.

WTF. Lao niang almost wanted to blast him off by screaming into his face something like, ''WTF. Got your friend come only you talk like so friendly liddat. NB. You think lao niang what!? Friend come only then you totally forgot that you were so fucked up previously is it?! NB! you strictly know her few days only leh! LAO NIANG KNOW YOU 2 YEARS PLUS LIAO LEH!!! got thing no thing anyhow get angry with me for what!? NA BEH! chicken nana.''.

However, I felt that it was pointless to make him continue on with his stupid attitude, and decided to let go of it and pretended as though nothing happened, and managed to force a smile and few questions out although i was still damn pissed off over what he told me with that F _ _ _ ing attitude.

I even lent him my edusave form to photocopy lor. I'm damn nice right?! I even jia you for him before he went council interview. But seriously, my goodness, this kinda attitude get into council. MY GOODNESS. However, it's not surprising, since he seems to be able to be all nice in front of everyone except me and people close to him. FINE. no wonder zq's like that.

I told Zq what happened, and Zq was like, ''Cheh. not surprising. you dunno that he like that one meh?''. Haiz.

Seriously I'm starting to find maintaining and sustaining this friendship with him more and more tiring. It's like, he loses his temper over the slightest reasons, and always refuses to say why he's so pissed off, and gives me the damn $$%^&ed attitude as though I'm always the one at fault. It's like, twice this week that such a thing happened. I'm really very tired. Is it really that difficult to maintain this friendship? If it wasn't for the fact that i likeddddddd him, I wouldn't even bother about such a person anymore. It's like, utter stupidity. Seriously. No offence to Jq, but i'm finding it very very difficult. And why does he always have to show that attitude to me whenever he's pissed off, regardless on whether it has anything to do with me or not? WHY ME!? is it cause I'm the only one bothering about him after such things?

Maybe, cause I realised that today after he lost his temper at Zona, i'm the only one who spoke to him *other than during chinese lecture, coz I wasn't in the same lecture as him*. Even Yen shan was saying, ''why he suddenly so angry...? he very scary leh.''. And even after the chinese lecture when I went to find him, he was still showing me the idiotic attitude. SEE? ME ONLY. but i know he smiled at his cousin when she tried to take a picture of him emo-ing, although that smile didn't last for long.

On our way to Causeway point, I saw him totally forgetting how angry he was supposed to be and chatting with his ex-class mate, I went to ask his cousin, ''eh. Jq acting not bad huh? Zou huo ru mo already. Somemore can forget that he was angry ah? is he always like that?''. And his cousin was like, ''he since young like that liao. Even i know him 17 years I still don't really understand him also.''. So yea. inevitable for me not to understand him then. Oh wells...

PS: Seriously, I wasn't THAT pissed off yet when I started blogging this post. However, as I tried to recall on the whole incident, I remembered everything vividly, and decided that I was absofuckinglutely pissed off, which explains the vulgarities in this post. Nothing can describe my anger. ARGHZ.

In school blogging now because teacher never come during gp. haha. slackerrr... supposed to go online to do homework but decided to slack and blog in the library, just like everyone else. LOL. actually library quite empty. only got a few sleeping, mugging, and people who are watching videos online, aka Jq. hahaz. (:

Damn sian. I've been stoning in lessons all the time, and I don't know what the hell is going on during lessons all the time. Sian. I'm so gonna die. plus bio test is just 2 weeks away. Damn it lah. haiz. surely fail, which i hope i don't. Oh manz. :(

Anyway, Jq's student council interview is today. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! :D haha. Hope you get into your favourite position in the exco. Aiyah, to put it more bluntly, you just wanna get into exco as president lah. winner lor u winner lor. haha. Jia you bah! :D

Today will be the second time I go for nma! yay! nma rocks!!! *i think*. LOL. ya lah. but surely will be good. won't be worse than stupid Jq's cca. But nma really a lot of people joining... me, Lelia, Zona, Johnia, yen shan... From my class only leh. YAY! so the population would definitely be much bigger than Jq's cca. haha. Aiyah, but his portfolio surely will be nicer than mine one. He got the ''i want to be leader and I'm desperate to be so just nominate me in'' kinda face. LOL.


I'm so mean.

Haizzzzzzz...

Feel very weird now that Junqiang is going to join Student's council. As in, it seems weird. As though he would be leaving forever. Seriously I don't know why I'm thinking so much about it also. Not as if he'll be leaving forever once he join council.. Will he? Obviously not lah. Why am I even thinking so much about it... Cheh. But... Still can't help feeling that way. As though he's in a totally different league from us. :(

However, 俊强，加油！我知道你行的！不要太紧张哦， 不要忘了，你永远都会有我这个死党在你的背后默默的支持着你！就算我不在你的生边，但是，我一定会在某个角落默默的支持着你！ 加油加油加油！不要让我失望哦！

Anyway, yesterday Junqiang was suddenly rather cold to us after chemistry lesson. And seriously, I don't think it's my fault lor. I never even talk to him throughout the entire lesson coz I didn't even sit beside him or something. Can't be Leeping also what. She's probably busy listening to her music anyways. Can't be Zona as well... Initially I thought it was because we didn't wanna let him know our blog urls, especially me, because of obvious reasons. like, hello? Would I be so stupid to let him know my blog url so that he can read everything that I wrote (majorally about him) in this? Like, omfg. But anyways, spoke to him about it last night, and sorta cleared everything up, although I have seriously the slightest idea of why he was so pissed off anyway. Yep. But, yea, we obviously patched up. Duh.

And by the way, I have already told him my blog url. How embarrassing will it get if he actually comes in and decides to read my embarrassing posts. Like, WAHHH. Neh-mind. This is what you should expect when you decide to come and visit the blog of a teenage drama queen. :D

Had maths test today. I have only 3 letters to describe it: W-T-F. Seriously wtf. I'm not very sure on how to do the questions!!! In addition to that, everyone's answers are different!!! which leaves little room for me to check whether I really got it correct or not. Sigh. And Junqiang had to sms me asking me whether I'll full marks again. Like, hello? I should be thanking God if i managed to pass this paper. I already have difficulty passing now, let not say, full marks. I'm exhausted... Yawn. Shall blog tomorrow!!! Sweet dreams everyone! :D

I MUST MUST MUST COMMENT ON THIS!!!

Warning: Highly exaggerated post.

WL. STUPID ZHANG SHAO HAN. I was watching MVP again when it was this scene that shows zhang shao han and sun xiezhi. WAH PIANG. Go through so much trouble for what!?!? sickening leh. Sun xiezhi super sweet, then that zhang shao han.. WAH PIANG. If I was zhang shao han, things would be damn different.
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Sun xiezhi: U are the target that both me n duan cheng feng competed for. But have I really won u over?
Me: AH BOH!!! still need to think is it?! i won't like that bloody horseface one lah!!!
Sun xiezhi: But I thought you like him?
Me: NB lah. have to follow script mah. boh pian. I prefer u a million times over!! who cares about him?! CHEH.
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Aiyah. can't think of what to say liao. but pls lah, sun xiezhi is a GAZILLION times better lor. Humph. :D i'm so outdated. :P
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