weird day in sch today. was without junqiang most of the time during lesson for first half of the day cos he was on IT duty. so had the company of zhenqin, christian, samuel, leeanne and huiming... yep... quite fun though. lol. but more fun with jq around. anyways, he came back later too. so doesnt rly make much of a diff. anyways, dunno why junqiang suddenly so sad today. its like, he was so emo on our way to the back of the school to eat... and cos it was raining super heavily and we only had 2 umbrellas, so we had to make many trips to and fro to get 7 ppl across. it was quite fun though, cos it had been such a long time since the whole grp went out together. den cos i wanted to keep a clear distance and border from junqiang, and also cos there were not enuf seats, the guys sat at one table, and we sat at another table. den we were all drenched, especially me... then got this tiko pek on the table beside us keep looking and looking lah. BASTARD. idiot old tiko pek. feel like using chopsticks to gauge his eyes out. sickening asshole. samuel was telling me tt this guy's eyes were like, looking at me and following me when i walked away frm the table lah. WTF. gauge his eyes out lah. idiot. *digs* anyways, samuel suddenly came over and told us tt junqiang was crying. i totally freaked and blanked out and turned around.. and he was really crying lah... wtf. i didnt know what i could do, so i just went over with leeanne to comfort him a lil. poor boy. overstressed with exams. hais. and made him so low and exhausted. poor guy.

to junqiang:
dont be so sad about your results. u've done ur best kaes? really, you're not a loser. if u're a loser, i'm worse. so dont reprimand yourself anymore. i know u've done ur best, just tt u feel tt ur best isnt enough. i know... cos i believe tt i did study too, yet i only scored 1.5marks more den u... and dont forget, u won me in chinese by 0.05%. and i will never forget tt. u promised me tt u wont hurt urself le. dont ever break yur promise to me kaes? =)
and just to add on. if u dont feel comfortable about some actions, you can just tell me. i wun mind de lahs. must kaes? 我们还是会永远支持你的！！！ 加油！=]



i dunno why they say my actions and some behaviour towards jq is very misleading... maybe it happens out of my concern bah. forget it. i'll just keep a clear distance from junqiang, just to prevent unnecessary rumours that he minds hell big time, and also to make him feel more comfortable, although he said tt there's no need to. but i'll do it all the same.