ard. i hate this new blogger thingy. cant even copy and paste properly. so stupid. *or is it the user stupid?* aiyah who cares. either way, it sucks. =)
tmr will be our last paper. seriously, i have not much confidence in this exam... my amaths is confirmed dead this time, and so is my emaths. well, i'm ust hoping that i'll do well for my emaths paper two tomorrow and try to see whether i can scrap from a perhaps fail/just pass into a B4 or if lucky, B3. cos i know my amaths is totally DEAD. i'm just glad if i dont get an F9 for my amaths. sigh. to think i was aiming for distinction... it's like, i cant even secure a pass now... much less to say, distinction... my confidence this time is reall horrible. i dont have confidence in any papers.... maybe chinese... but that is provided that i do not get the meaning of the passage wrongly... cos the passage is a lil chim, so if i didnt misinterprete the meaning, i should be able to do relatively well. maybe not an A, but better den failing all my papers. must work super hard for o levels.
for the class tests in term two, we havent gotten back our compos yet, but i do hope that i can get around B3? or maybe B4... but lets just let me comfort myself and say that i got B3. in that case, my L1R5 for the class test 2 would be 15, and my L1B4 would be 10... ok, that IS an improvement from the previous time... but i dont think i'll get this kinda results for my mid years... which means i'll have to greatly increase my study time, and sacrifice my sleep!!!!!!!! >____< sister was also commenting tt i appeared stressed cos my so-called "flawless" face has becomed pimpley... gosh. i so hate this. but no choice. IT'S O LEVELS!!!!!!! so tt's what u get for sacrificing ur sleep to study. try sleeping at mid night and waking up at 4 am to study, b4 going to school at 6.30, and studying again in school, and play for about 30mins b4 going back to books till mid night. well, i exaggerated in this. i had 2 hrs of break in between cos i wanna watch the 5.30pm show and the 9pm show. hehe. so yep, i did slack too. and i cant be considered to be mugging, cos i believe i was stoning most of the time, which is why i havent even completed what i'm supposed to learn for mid years, which means i'm so gonna die... and for some reason, my confidence level in this exam is so slow that it's definitely tonnes and tonnes slower than normal exams in previous years. well, at least, i hope my L1R5 this time is below 20... otherwise i'm really gonna die frm excessive studying/stoning..
somehow, i expect my results to be just totally average this time... i'm realli not confident of getting what i want... ok, here are what i expect the max. i would get for all subjects:
english: B4 *hopefully*
chinese: A1 *hopefully* or maybe A2
maths: C5??? *lets just hope so*
amaths: D7??? E8??? *i just hope i'll pass....... T___T*
biology: B4?? *hopefully*
chemistry: A2 and if possible, A1 *Crosses fingers*
physics: A2 and if possible, A1 *Crosses toes*
social studies: B3 *hopefully*
geography: B3 *hopefully*
in this case, the L1R5 i'll be getting is............. hmmm... 18? or if lucky, 16... and the L1B4 would be 11... i'm not very upset with the expected L1B4... i'm just upset with the L1R5.. 18 is totally not what i want... and i'm giving myself a big discount on english, cos i know it's impossible for me to score B, when i usually cant even secure a pass... and i know i'm also lying to myself about the emaths, cos i know i'm definitely a goner. so..................... bye bye JC..... T_______T
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