you know what? since I simply don't have a life during this holidays, i really have nothing to blog about my current life. let me just share my daily routine.

WEEKDAYS
10am: alarm clock rings (me: snooze)
10.05am: alarm clock rings (me: snooze)
10.10am: alarm clock rings (me: set the alarm clock at 11am and sleep again)
11am: alarm clock rings (me: snooze)
etc etc etc until....
1pm: wakes up, and goes to wash up/bathe
1.30pm: turns on my router
1.31pm: goes online, and starts blogging, like now.
2.30pm: starts doing homework.
5.30pm: watches tv + eat dinner.
6.30pm: continues doing homework
9pm: watch tv + random snacking (if any)
10pm: goes online + continue doing homework
11pm: gives up studying coz i realised that there's a question that i do not know how to do.
11.05pm: wash up for the night.
11.20pm: goes online for awhile
12am: attempts to sleep
1am: on the verge of sleeping, before i realised how to do a question, and jumps awake to complete the question
1.20am: satisfied after completing that question and continues mugging.
4am: realises that i've completed most of the questions for the chapter, and that it's already 4am
4.10am: goes to sleep.
5am: probably not asleep yet, coz for some reason, i always have a hard time trying to sleep. but there's always an exception. i always feel like sleeping during lessons.
5.30am: okay maybe i fell asleep already.
10am: alarm clock rings (me: snooze)

and the process repeats.
see what a boring life i lead? so stupid. and guess what? i only went out like 3 or 4 times this holidays, which means that i only go out every 12/13 days. SO NO LIFE RIGHT. okay lah. not so sad lah. next year alevels. bohpian. wait till after alevels. I will go wild lor. confirm one lor.

and i have a very weird brain. my brain functions best at the moment that i'm about to fall asleep. I still remember that day when i started doing chem revision package, and i realised i didn't know how to do a single question from stoichiometry, and i got very sian and decided not to touch it anymore. and miraculously that night, just before i was about to sleep, i suddenly thought of how to do the question, and quickly jumped up to do. and miraculously, i managed to do all the questions from stoichiometry.

and that day, i slept at 7am coz i was over engrossed in doing my homework, and i had to wake up at 9am coz johnia zona and leeping were supposing supposed to come at 10am to do homework together. and then! they all overslept. *sulks* LOL. and zona and john came at 11am. ohwells that's not the point.

the point is, my brain works a different way from others. maybe i should have my exams like, 3am in the morning. maybe i can get all As for my Alevels. that's why it's even called alevels, in my opinion. you're supposed to get As. :D

anyways, today, i decided to talk about MYSELF.
yep, i realised after blogging for more than 3 years, i haven't talked about myself in my entire blog before. hahahaha. okay, i shall list random facts about myself.

1) I am secretly scared of little kids.
YES I AM. not that i hate kids, but somehow they're really scary. especially those sitting in front of you in the bus, and then they will like, turn around and keep smiling at you and stuff. I'm seriously very O_O by kids who behave like this. and by kids, I mean those from babies to toddler age. I'm quite fine with kids above 4years old, since they usually become slightly more shy from that age and don't anyhow ga chiao random people along the way. at least, that was how i was like when i was much younger. i'm not sure about singaporean kids nowadays, since i do try my very best to avoid them.

2) I am easily jealous.
I think this fact is almost like a world acclaimed truth already. lol. I get jealous over every single thing. when i see people having something that i do not have, i secretly bear a grudge over them, and then try to suan them where ever i can.

For example, when person A had this object that I really like, and when A shows off the object to me, i will say something like, 'oh. i see this everywhere. all the ahlians on the street are holding onto it. i wanted to buy this one quite sometime ago. but after seeing so many ahlians holding onto it, i decided not to buy it coz it would deem me as ahlian, and ahlians have bad taste. I don't want to have such bad taste. Oops. i'm not trying to say you have bad taste.....'

3) I'm a big time stalker.
Not literally. and i don't follow people where ever they go or what. I meant, virtual stalker. Ya. I follow like, almost everyone's blog almost everyday. and i secretly curse and swear at the way certain people blog. something like, if people blog extremely stupidly, i would scoff at them and stuff. hahahaha so loserish. next.

4) I'm extremely paranoid.
ya i am. seriously i think alotalot. like for example, when a walk past a random group of people, and happen to overhear their conversation that perhaps is something like, '.....so sickening.....'. and i automatically will think that they're talking about me, and i'll be like, 'shit shit shit. they don't like me. i better go away.'. and after that i'll find it damn stupid coz it would be impossible that they're talking about me coz they don't even know me to begin with.

5) I'm almost scared of everything.
seriously, i'm generally quite a useless person. i'm scared of almost every single thing. especially the dark. at night when i walk out of my room, i would run instead of walk, coz i'm scared that when i turn around or something, some pontianak or something will appear and boo me or something. i still remember last time when i was much younger, i read from this ghost story book that ghosts possess people by slipping their "feet" under our feet when we tiptoe or something. and for quite sometime, i would drag my feet on the floor instead of walking properly coz i was afraid that "something" would put their "feet" under my feet. hahaha.

another thing that i'm scared of, is under beds. I don't dare to walk near beds with open bottoms coz i'm scared that a bloody hand might suddenly appear and grab my ankle or something. hahahaha. the result of watching too many ghost shows. Lol.

6) I'm a very revengeful person.
LOL. yep. whenever people do something bad to me, i make sure i do something that's twice as bad to them. that's why junqiang said that my life machiam like the Internal Affairs. LOL. whenever someone says something bad to me or something, i will make sure that person really gets into trouble. shall list a mundane example that i did few months ago.

we were at woodlands library doing PW. then coz all the powerpoints were taken, we went to the children's section to use the powerpoint there. *and there were no one else there*. and then this stupid uncle security guard came up to us.

stupid security uncle: eh! here children section. u all cannot come.
us: ...ok.. *packs up*
SSU: you all very selfish you know! the children only have this place to themselves in the whole library. adults cannot come here!!!
us: .... okay.... *about to leave for the adults area, which is only 2 footsteps away.*

seriously we're only 2 footsteps away from the adults section coz we're leaning against the gladd panel separating the children's section from the adult's section.

and i got freaking pissed at that SSU's impoliteness and I glared at his name tag and went downstairs to the customer service counter to complain coz i really cannot tahan liao lor. i was already damn pissed off that day, and was in the quarrelsome mood and that SSU came and talk cock. ta ma de.

AT service counter

me: EXCUSE ME. I would like to ask whether the children's section is just for children?
the person at counter: erm. no. it's for the public.
me: ORLY. just now i was there with my friends using the powerpoint, and the security guard named **** *** ***** chased us away, saying that the children's section is only for children, and adults like us can't go in. Is that the case?
TPAC: erm... it's not true... anywhere in this library is for the public.
me: I see. do you mind to get that security guard down to clarify matters?
TPAC: okok. hold on.
me: *pissed*
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and that stupid security guard was hanging around and came to the counter almost immediately.
TPAC: *tells the stupid security uncle about what happened*
SSU: but really what. the children section for children only. these people cannot be so selfish what. the children only have that corner in the library to themselves only leh. the adults have level 1,2,3 to go to leh.
TPAC: *tells the uncle* but since the adult section got no more powerpoint, it's okay that they go to the children section to use the powerpoint what.
SSU: but the children only have that particular area you know. children only have that children section leh. Adults got the rest of it you know.
me: *extremely pissed already but have to go back to do pw already* OKAY. i get your idea. the children are so poor thing, and they can only go to the children section. SO FROM NOW ONWARDS, I can lodge a complaint whenever i see a single kid in the adults section.
me: *about to walk away, before i noticed 4 primary school kids at the adults section table studying*.
me: *says very loudly* UNCLE. SEE THAT TABLE GOT PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS STUDYING? CHASE THEM AWAY. THIS IS ADULT SECTION. THEY SHOULD BE AT THE CHILDREN'S SECTION.

7) I am very emotional
nothing much to say about this part also. But whenever i watch drama series or something, i will start crying during parts of the show when it gets touching and stuff. hahahaha.

aiyah, i'm sian of typing already. will update this part when i get the mood to blog again. (: