eh~ feeling damn hiao these few days.

want to colour my hair like crazy. but i'll probably look crappy like an over decorated christmas tree or something. and i've already dyed my hair dark auburn in colour + purple hair extensions. so it already looks overly decorated. ohwells. but I won't be dying my hair black when school reopens. You know why? Coz the dark auburn colour, despite the fact it's supposed to look really blonde, is extremely dark, living up to it's name, dark auburn. ohwells. and my extensions feel like really spoilt hair, for a simple reason: it's synthetic hair.

and when I told Leeping this just now, she asked me why I didn't want to use those extensions made from real human hair. And I chose synthetic hair over those made of real human hair for 2 reasons.

Firstly, the synthetic hairs were tonnes cheaper. duh?

Secondly, and most importantly, where did those hair come from? Scarly those hair came from some random dead chick who died out of some weird cause, and the people conveniently shaved her corpse bald before making her long flowey dead hair into hair extensions for hiao people to conveniently kiap onto their heads. and what if she decides while floating around one day that she didn't want to be a bald ghost, and decides to seek revenge on the one gladly wearing onto her hair one day?!?!

okay i know this is extremely lame, but how sure are you that they don't get the hair this way. or at least, some of them. humph. so i'm extremely safe from pontianaks with my hair like this: no human hair other than my own! all SYNTHETIC!

ohmanz. those who hate me must be really sad that I would not be able to be haunted by some random dead chick. it's okay, you can have her. I'm very fine without her. (:

Anyways, as i was mentioning many times in my previous posts, I am super craving to shop for many many many many clothes!!! but now, there's a freaking problem: I'm still too fat!! DDD:

I mean, really lor. when you want something that's really super duper chio, but you realised that it probably won't look good on you coz you (or at least, me) are bloody fat, you confirm damn sad one lor. and photoshop doesn't help in real life. I would photoshop all I want in photos, by making myself look slimmer, and for others to look slightly fatter so we'll look like we're on par or something (not that I do it very often okay. i still look very fat in photos. i'm very honest about this.). but really lor!!!

I ought to lose weight. but too many temptations around me. argh!!! very difficult to lose weight lor!! now i totally agree with lelia: dieting is difficult!!!! DDDD: