we all attempted to escape the sun during archery..

we were supposed to be doing pw and chinese. but ohwells.
me, leeping's and sujunqiang's badge. (:




Thanks Mr Bryan Lim


Thanks Mr Lin Furong





ohmytian! you know what, mr lim told me that after moderation, I managed to be pulled up to a pass for chemistry!! and initially, i failed maths too. but i failed like, extremely border line. and mr lin said that after adding in CA and stuff, i almost confirm pass liao. which means....





yay! 7 credit points!!!


;DDDD





okay... anyways... nowadays i don't feel like having anything to do with any of those people.


I'm just tired.


after being deluded for so long, i decided to wake up.





besides, if i do manage to promote, A levels is in less than a year's time.


I can't afford to waste my time with you! i shall refer to you as "YOU".





but seriously, i've wasted enough of my time on "YOU".


it's been years. like seriously!!!


i should get on with life.





anyways, I've decided to keep a clear cut from "YOU", as though we're mere aquintances.


ever since I found out THAT fact,


I decided that it was time that i should get on without "YOU".





Well... THAT fact.. was the fact when I failed bio and chem initially, "YOU" felt that I was going to retain, and "YOU" told other people about that fact that i am going to retain, and that you're very happy about it.





I mean, it's not just about "YOU". even if you were just a normal friend, I would be terribly upset to hear that from you. but... you were the last person i ever expected to hear that from.


and that ended our friendship.





last time when people asked us what is our relationship, i used to say "good good friends". from now onwards, we're mere aquaintances. it's sad. but that's life.





Anyways, I shall be done with these emo stuff soon. sorry to whoever who has been reading my blog. it must be a very boring blog coz all i used to talk about is about SJQ. yes yes. "YOU" refers to him lah. forgive me for having such a boring blog. i shall change asap.





ANYWAY..





ME and LEEPING went for the Mediacorp 女人大主意 talkshow with quan yi feng, hong hui fang, one doctor, one i-dunno-who, and one social worker. it was quite fun lurh.


our name cards!!
anyways, it was about teenage suicide stuff. so me and leeping, in a nicer term, is called there to provide views as a teenager. but in a not-so-nice way, we were calafares. ohwells. AND WE GET TO EARN 50BUCKS FOR TALKING RUBBISH. so it might possibly be quite worth it too! ;)

anyways, i was bloody shocked when leeping cried after talking about something close to her heart. i was like O.o!!! lucky it didn't affect my talking in anyway. well... watch it when it's on air bah. u will know what it means by talking cock. =_=!!! (cute hor this smiley). Channel U, Every wednesdays, 8.30pm. (:

anyways, i was rather emotional... coz i decided not to go too close to "YOU" and then i got relatively emotional at times. BUT!!! it's always good to have friends around at these times. especially people like leeping, johnia, zona, ruoting and abilgail. they never fail to make me lmao, especially when playing uno. hahahahas.

ohwells. today went to do pw with ruoting, abilgail, joanna and sujunqiang. started off with pw shit. was pissed when we did hand in the wr and yet mrhazrin said we didn't. pfft.

and we were at the kids section coz it was totally filled at the adults side with no powerpoint for us to plug our laptops in. and there was this whiney little kid beside us which made me bloody irritated. apparently, his dad wanted him to do some worksheet. and he refused to do, making a huge din in the library. apparently, joanna found him cute, while i so badly wanted to throw something at his direction. if it wasn't for the fact that my laptop is still considered new and it's considered expensive, i would have thrown it into his head, hoping that it would knock him dead or something.
I SMSED Ruoting at this point of time saying something like, "GOT ONE SICKENING LITTLE KID KEEP WHINING AND WHINING BESIDE US. Sickening shit.". and she replied back, "hahaha.. diao the kid lah.". and i did. many times in fact. but that unresponsive little shit didn't catch any hints at all.

when abilgail arrived, i told her, 'haiz... you're lucky u came now. u missed approximately 30mins worth of sickening kids screaming and shit.'. and she was like, ''aiyah.. i think i used to it. my sister also very noisy and stuff.'. just when abilgail said that, some random baby in a pram SCREAMED bloody loudly and pissed the hell out of me. ohmanz.

and after the wr thing was done, we started talking about the stupid things i did when i was much much much younger. and they concluded: I was a monster kid. and i told joanna, ''so after hearing what i did in the past, do u still think kids are cute?". and she said, "kids are cute. you're monsterous.". =_=!! (i still love this smiley).

after that me, ruoting and abilgail went to cold storage to get sushi, yoghurt and drinks, before going around to search for birthday present for sujunqiang, since his birthday is coming soon.

and then we went home, and i had my fav crab. ;D