yoyoyo! A levels are overrrrrrr! at least, for this year.
yayism!!
anyways... shall talk about the happenings of the past few days....
LAST DAY OF INTENSIVE:
me, abilgail, ruoting, johnia and zona stood in like, this circle and started talking about alot of rubbish lor. about like, chicken and how they actually have sex and fertilise the egg. hahahahaha. and we decided on: CAMPAIGN 124!!!
starting next week!
i think. hahaha.
and aiyah lazy to blog. next time when i free den blog. (:
it didn't used to taste like this lor. somehow today's is really bloody salty. really literally salt water. yucks..
anyways, after that long blog post, i've thought it over while watching TV blankly.
and i got an inspiration to write this post, which isn't very inspirational afterall.. ohwells...
oh. as a side note, i realised i shouldn't use RED colour for my fonts coz it's uber striking and it super hurts the eye. ohwells..
anyway, from what i was supposed to say..
i used to like those guys whom i can only watch from afar, and squeal at every single moment that i actually spot them, and gasp in nervousness when i am like 2metres distance away from them.
so shouldn't i be more den delightful this time? there isn't even 2metres sometimes lor. sometimes not even 1metre. plus.... we're friends (right?) and shit... sooooooo...... i should be happy already eh.....
oh yay i should be happy. i sound so convincing to tear while writing this..
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okay i'm not tearing. i'm just saying to add on to the mood. D:
Wanna know how i'm feeling right now? YES? no? either way, this is my blog, so if you dun wanna know, BYE BYE. if you wanna know den scroll down!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Yes. this is exactly how i'm feeling right now. i'm like.. emoing in my room right now... wells... i shall give you a nickname too. since one is called act sexy while the other is called geylang, den wad shall you be??? ah. call you pon (for patapon. i dunno why i chose that name. it randomly popped up. and pink for gay-ness). initially i wanted to pick purple. but i realised my blog's background is pretty near purple since it's so blue. so ya la. chose pink instead, since it's gayish to guys too. *pinkverygaymeh?* ahems. anyways...
anyways, so what if i like to be childish? your problem is it? i copy people's blogpost you not happy is it? somemore it's not called copy. i wrote it in my own style. OUR SPELLINGS ARE DIFFERENT. so it's not considered as plagerism when you upload it onto TURNITIN, DUMBASS.
anyways, just before i got rudely interrupted by something, yes, i was talking about how to nickname that person. somehow, pon seems to cute a name for such a fucked up asshole. moreover, pink is too cute to be associated in anyway with that fucked up asshole. AH!!! I KNOW WHAT TO CALL YOU!!! i shall call you FUA!
and what does it stand for? it stands for: F: FUCKED U: UP A: ASSHOLE
wow i'm so bloody creative at giving people names. i ought to get an award for this. =_=!! and since you're so bloody F***ED UP, the colour that i give you should be a shitty colour, like this! FUA. yay this is shit colour right? or... whatever. this is the closest to shit colour that i can find. okay i shall not defoul my blog further by writing profanities. it shall be replaced with asterics (however you spell this freaking word) from now onwards.
but somehow i realised that when you actually asterics words off, it actually makes it look dumber den it actually is. imagine writing my name as k******y? it's even more obvious coz not many people's name actually start with a K and end with a Y. it's just about the same as writing profanities in this form: F**K? freaking obvious eh? hmmm.
and i find it totally ridiculous when people who are obviously much more childish say that i'm childish. for example, people actually count the number of words written in certain points of my blog post? WOW! i never even do that myself. maybe one day i should put my blog posts into TURNITIN. ohwait. why should i bother? you know why? coz i'm not handing my blog into SEAB for examinatory purposes. and i never knew that teenagers are so free now so to count words in blog posts.
on second thought, i think that this might, possibly be a good idea afterall since we are (or at least i am), freaking bored everyday at home. and seriously, i would really prefer the school to give us J2 notes like, now so that we can learn even before school starts so that we can easily catch up when school reopens. see? innovative hor. give me an award for this. ok fine. give FUA a complimentary award too since he gave me this idea of counting the words on blog posts. from now onwards, i shall make his life easier by writing how many words i wrote in each post to faciliate his counting, so that he no longer have to count word for word. i'm so nice, give me a nobel peace award for this.
anyways, plagerism... hmmmmm. okay, i shall copy someone's style of writing and give comments on it. PW at my house was so sian. you know why? coz got SOME people around. that person lor. that j*n q***g lor. HUH?!?!?! the name very obvious?! how u all know who i talking about? ohhhh... coz i put the first and last letter then very obvious ah? oh i see......
and freedom? freedom of speech? where do you find that from? can you buy that? how much does it cost? i want 1KG of freedom. what? i'm demanding the impossible? i'm a spoilt brat? oh please you're no better.
don't like what i've said? don't wanna hear more? click the red cross on the top right hand corner of your screen, and get a life instead of wasting your life away counting the number of words that i wrote.
alternatively, you could possibly try the ingenious way that I've suggested to people who do not like what they see on my blog. the post that i did on 19th october. but me, being the aww-so-nice person, decided to copy and paste directly from my blog and put it here. i'm so nice.
STEP BY STEP INSTRUCTIONS: 1) open http://www.kim-x3.blogspot.com/ 2) for microsoft users: look at the top right hand corner for a red cross for mac users: look at the top left hand corner for a red cross 3) click it. 4) for microsoft users only: a pop-up might appear stating "Do you want to close all tabs?". Click YES. 5) turn around 6) run like a mad bull towards the nearest wall 7) Repeat step 6 until fainted
EASY RIGHT? try it. and pay me money for copyright laws coz i came up with this ingenious plan first!
how long has it been? 3 years? 4 years? a whooping 10 years? does it even matter? all it takes is just a spark to diminish the years into thin air, or to bring it to the next 10, 20 or 30 years. and your spark (yes i meant FUA's spark drove me toooo.... lemme see... i dunno where leh. hmmmmm...) oh wells. just know it pissed the shit out of me.
oh what the hell. this was supposed to be an emo post by the way. somehow the emo-ness disappeared when i starting off blogging. oh yay. blogging is a good way to express myself hor. just like how some people would actually defend off others through his blog. like WOW! blogs are so convenient.
oh by the way, thanks for dedicating that blog post to me. I got so touched that I decided to dedicate this blog post to you as well, with 50 times your sincerity since it's probably 50 times longer than your dedication. no need to say thanks. i can feel your sincere gratitute from miles away.
see lah. i wanted to write something emo. but i can't think of any emo things to write already. cheh... cannot cannot. i must write more emo things. apparently now i'm just feeling extremely indifferent and tired now (must be from the crying before i became indifferent). so i'm cutting short my blog post instead of fulfiling his dreams of seeing me write a 10 page long blog post.
actually, does it even matter how long my freaking blog post is? it's the content my dear, content. oh wait. scrap that. it's the content, NOT my dear, content. hmmm... yeaps. my GP teacher must be so proud of me for noticing such wrong usage language. or maybe he's mocking at my rubbish standard of english. hmmmmmmm. bah. no matter how wrong my english sounds, at least i still can READ, WRITE as well as SPEAK inproper, if not proper, english, unlike some people from a middle end school trying to reach out to be the top 5 schools in Singapore who decides to recognise the fact that people can understand him/her better if he/she communicates with sign language instead. at least for me, i bet i can understand him/her better when he/she uses sign language. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~
oh manz i'm soooo getting another dedication after today. nevermind. i shall do the honours for you okay j*n q***g? no need to think of a dedication for me. I HELP YOU THINK OF ONE. i don't mind you copying and pasting though. it's pretty fine with me. i'm so nice. i help you think of content. *feels so touched myself... i can't believe i'm such a nice person...*
dedication to me, from j*n q***g: This second post is also "dedicated" to ppl or shd i say 1 person who lyk to memorise other people's blog post and making fun of them. Come on K******Y! Wad did tt person do wrg? Mus u mock her lyk tt? u think ur english v gd is it? Stop being CHILDISH AND IMMATURE lah. GROW UP PLS!!
AWWWWWW. i'm so freaking touched by this second dedication, which i made up, which is probably wads he's gonna blog about next, that i decided to comment about it, again! wow you can see i'm really freaking free. hmmmmm...
maybe i should imitate him too. sounds like fun. The post is "dedicated" to people, or should i say, one person who likes to comment of what people write in their blogs which has nothing to do with him and he likes to kaypoh coz that about most probably what he knows how to do and commenting about it in his blog when the direct party involved isn't even doing anything about it. Come on J*N Q***G! What did I do wrong? Must you mock me like that? My english is not good, but nonetheless, it's better than hers. and i didn't write her name explicitly to mock her? i merely wrote my innocent lil thoughts down... my random thoughts of my colourful world!!
not like I said something like, ''ohmygosh! look at XXX (to protect the person's interest. i'm such a nice person.)'s writings!!! XXX writes mundane shit ass things. ohmygosh. freaking childish leh XXX. XXX ought to die for writing stupid things on her blog.".
and neither did i stop XXX about writing about the colours XXX likes and hates. i merely stated mine toooo.... *sniffles*.. arent i right? i really don't like the colour BROWN what. okay maybe not all shades of brown. i only hate the shit colour. some shades of brown are niceeeeee! (:
anyways... i forgotten what i was about to blog, but anyways... I shall continue. this blog post is seriously getting sourish. but you know what? I don't give a fucking damn. oh wait. i was supposed to censor profanities. scrap the above. I should be saying, 'I don't give a f***ing damn.'. yay i'm so angelic.
*on an extremely random note, i ran off to read ruoting's blog post just now about singapore, and realised her english is super super good. as in, seriously. i would never be able to blog like her! woweyness*.
oh crap. i really can't remember what i was about to blog. ohwells. shall end this here.... awww sad.
You know what kind of expression i'm having now? it's this!: . . . . . . . . . .
heh! prolly one of my 51 kids in future would look like this. *glomps that little chap till he suffocates*
by the way, this post is ENTIRELY dedicated to you, *FUA*, other than the Ruo Ting part. I can feel angel wings coming out, soon, with the company of 2 devilish horns.
you know what? despite having absolutely nothing to blog about, i decided to come back here coz i'm really freaking bored. and somehow i'm feeling cheeky today. i shall post a picture to express how i feel now! ;D
you know what? i'm bored again. after like 10mins of blogging from the previous post, i decided to come and post again. *sweatdrops*
anyways, i realised that my taste for music and the type of singers i like is seemingly loserish as compared to other people.
I would never forget i used to like F4 last time when i was watching meteor garden back in primary 5. apparently my mum didn't allow me to watch it last time coz apparently there were kissing scenes and my mum felt that such defouled scenes shouldn't be seen by innocent minds like me! but apparently, i was smart enough to watch it online (heh!). and yep. i liked F4.
I still remember at the start of meter garden, i used to like Vic. coz he's like so quiet and cute and stuff, while the others are kinda shitty. and yes, i liked him. all the way till episode 4 or 5 or something, i started liking Jerry Yan. hahahahaha. and ya. i thought he was hot and stuff.
and i didn't like ken and vanness, until i watched another drama by F4. and i concluded that i like vanness too. (apparently i never ever liked ken. ohwells.).
and after watching like meteor garden, i decided that i was a great fan of F4, and thus, bought many of their stuff. CDs, VCDs, Sticker book, stickers, pencil case, teeshirt.. EVEN PILLOW CASE ALSO GOT OKAY!
and and and... the crush on these few guys lasted for quite some time before it died off. and i never had crushes on any male singers whatsoever until last year, Junqiang lent me 西街少年, and i watched it for the first time (i know it's a freaking old show and i'm loserish to only watch it last year for the first time.) and i fell for sun xiezhi immediately. and i still like him, even till now. hahahahahahaha. but everyone say sun xiezhi not handsome leh. he not handsome meh... all the while i thought he's quite handsome one lor.. cheh!!! DD:
either way, i ran out of things to blog, although i still wanna blog. AWWWWW! D:
you know what? i'm bloody bored. and thus, i've decided to write extremely random things. whatever that comes into my mind now shall be here! muahahaha. *damn. i shouldnt read too much of bitch no.2's blog. making me sound more and more stupid, just like her*
and btw, since a blog isn't at all private, i decided to name my 2 famous arch enemies (okay lah not arch enemies. i don't even know them myself. i just see them not very shun yan only. :P )
but i realised that to call someone bitch no.1 and bitch no.2, it sounds very bad. so i've decided to come up with new nicknames, if not old ones for the both of them!
from now onwards, bitch no.1 shall be known as ACT SEXY(i think like half of 0811A would know who's this). bitch no.2 shall be known as THE GUAI LAN ONE (actually wanted to name her Geylang, as suggested by johnia. but being the awww-so-nice person, how could i possibly bear to call someone that? so yep, she shall be known as... *drumrolls* THE GUAI LAN ONE!
this is just a random MV. song by David Tao and Jolin Tsai. you know what, i still can't believe jolin tsai is actually G cup. plz lor. okay lah. in some photos, she do look like she's G cup or something. but seriously i don't think she is lor. look at videos where they can't do photoshop to it. she looks awfully flat chested lor. hah! bluff ppl. cheh! i think i've known of people whose boobs seem bigger den hers and they're only B cup lor. cheh! bluff ppl about your boob size. pfft.
anyways, today is Deepavali! so no school. and JQ was super weird this morning/last night at exactly 12am, he smsed me something like, ''Happy deepavali! Dun stress urself for op rehearsal tml ah... Its ur festival. (: ". and i went =_=!!! (see this smiley very cute hor! i barred Junqiang from ever using this smiley coz only cute guys can use it! (: hahaha i think some 0811A people would know who that cute guy is. )
Ahems... anyways, rather nervous coz we'll be getting back report slips soon, and that would determine whether i can promote to J2 or not. although i already know that I've passed most of my subjects and SHOULD be able to promote, but scarly they add my CA in den i fail or something den would be unable to promote to J2. D:
Please let me promote!!
but sadly to say, next year, most of the teachers would not be teaching me already... D: Mr bryan lim, my favouritest CT ever since i ever started my education, would be leaving IJC (heard he's going to YJC. lucky yishun people. D: )
Mr Lin Furong also... my favouritest maths teacher ever since (i'm serious! most of my maths teachers suck) i started schooling andheisalsooneofthemosthandsometeachersihavemetand he's not following us up to J2 (not confirmed, but most probably the case)
Mdm wong also... my favouritest bio teacher (coz i only had 2 bio teachers so far before??). and would really miss her suanning and her chronicles of 0811A. but i really don't remember her suanning me much. mostly is jinxiang and alvin who gets 89% of her suanning. 10% belongs to leonard and weijie while the other pathetic 1% is shared among the whole class. *did i get my statistics right?*
anyways, today they came my house to do PW. and seriously, we didn't do pw. we slacked like seriously alot lor. until the extent i almost felt guilty. they came, and we started eating. ruoting ate her mee hoon kway, i ate sushi plus the indian food that joanna brought from home. it's some prata look alike thing and some orange sweet paste thing. yeps. and i couldn't stop eating coz i'm a greedy pig.
and while we were walking up to my house, Junqiang spotted this big box with a keyboard (those piano lookalike ones. not the one u type on.). and apparently, he opened up, and inside, the keyboard, wires and everything is like, totally new and neatly packaged. and being the usual cheapskate, he decided to bring that home.
and we've gotten an inspiration from there! now, we do not need to fret on what to buy for Junqiang's birthday present! we know exactly what to get for him for this year's birthday present! but i dunno where to find his birthday present. people, you know those garang guni bell thingy? those that u press den got the PEE-POO-PEE-POO sound one? ah! tell me if you know where to get those. i bet it'll be super cheap lor. like 4bucks at most coz i gather that garang gunis wouldn't wanna spend so much money on a stupid honker thing. so if it's like 4bucks, den shared among 10 people.. hey! one person only needs to chip in 40cents. that's so smart of me! i ought to get a nobel prize for helping them save money. (:
ahem
away with nonsense. somehow, i got frightened by Junqiang, twice, today in my own house. pfft. the first time was when i was going to the kitchen to get plates and spoons for them. and since i'm usually a big scardy cat and dare not walk to the kitchen myself, Junqiang accompanied me since he wanted to wash his hands first before eating. and at first, he said that he was going back to my room already and was going to leave me there, and i distinctly saw him walk out. and i got bloody pissed and mumbled something like, 'what the hell... bloody asshole..' under my breath before i stood up, turned around, and saw him standing my the kitchen door with my huge doggie stufftoy, and was shocked abruptly. and he was shocked to see me shocked. =_=!!
the second time was when he asked me to go get plastic bag for him. and so, i did. and apparently, he did something bloody stupid inside my room when i was not around. apparently, that room didn't have a window, and as a result, it's always very dark and we usually have to switch on the lights. and JQ freaking hung the huge doggie plush toy on the ceiling and turned off the lights and told abilgail and ruoting to hide off somewhere before i enter the room so that they can freak the ass out of me. cheh! bohliao. and yes, i got shocked. =_=!!
aiyah. sian alrdy la. lazy to blog already. shall blog another day.
I'm bored. so i decided to blog about what i want:
WISHLIST PLZ ;DDD
1) PROMOTE TO J2
2) FOR THAT PERSON TO LEAVE JC FOREVER!!! (haha i'm so mean)
3) For that one who belongs to geylang (inside joke. probably only johnia would get it.) to just die now. (haha i'm so mean again)
4) For JQ to get ranking points of 75 for Alevels next year. (thinking why i'm so nice? haha. that's cause i seemingly lose to JQ in 2 points for every single major exam, aka, PSLE and OLEVELS. so if he get 75 ranking points, that means i'll get 73!! *dances around madly*)
i'm bloody bored now. i really got nothing to do at all lah.
boring!!!
i attempted to do PW. before i realised that i also finished memorising my script for pw already. and there's only pw tomorrow. location wise, i'm not sure lurh. SIAN D:
and to make things worse, i realised how much my computer suck. coz i'm unable to install any games at all!! NB!!! haiz... final fantasy 7.. 8... even microsoft office also can't install.
I suddenly got a weird inspiration to blog irritatingly like someone. So here goes my amateurish and childish blog post, just like someone:
erm. I don't know when i started to like the colour pink.. but i really don't like pink.. but alot of my things are pink?? pink laptop, pink waterbottle, pink laptop case. and i have pink shirt too! haha... and i DO realise that pink get dirty very easily.
I also dunno when i started to like the colour white.. but i kinda like white.. and alot of my stuff are white too?? white handphone, white bag, white shoes, white socks.. and i have white shirt too! haha... and yes, i DO realise that white gets dirty very very easily.
I also dunno when i started to like the colour brown... but i rly dun lik brown.. but alot of my stuff are brown too?? brown pencil case, brown uniform.. haha. n i have brown shirt too! omg brown... but i realise brown don't get dirty easily..
IJ001 came to my house today for OP practice. however we did have some time wastage due to the fact that we were still quite undone with our powerpoint slides. sian!!! DDD:
and so we waited for jo anna to do up the slides before we could start with the rehearsal. and during this time, junqiang was ransacking my bro's room, aka store room (which was the room we were in). and apparently, he was delighted when he found quite a number of ghost story books in the room. and yea, i lent it to him.
and he was horrified upon looking at the condition of the room, and he decided to pack the room! damn. should have asked him to come to my house long ago. den he could have made my house uber uber neat. i can pay!!! $2 for packing my house!!! too little? $2.50 then. it's not alot of work! seriously! look at JQ's face! it's definitely little work! *pinches JQ to give a convincing smile*.
while JQ was busy being a nice little housewife, Jo was saying that she don't like people to pack her room coz she know she won't be able to find her stuff when it's neat. oh wells. hahaha. it used to be the case for me. somehow i'm no longer like that.
anyways, JQ got amused with a fishing rod in my bro's room that he ended up playing with it the whole day, and also hung ruoting's bear onto the fishing rod and let it be the SUPERBEAR for the day. -_- i caught a video of the bear and his.. er... flying. hahahahas.
and i received an email from the father of the 2 beetles. wth... loser shit. I HATE THAT BEETLE WHO WEARS HIGH PANTS (inside joke. probably only me, Ruoting and Junqiang knows i think.). and plz, who wanna give birth to 2 disgusting little beetles with high pants? yuck! it's traumatizing when i think about that point. pfft.
i think this post is extremely random. coz i'm just typing anything that pops into my mind now coz i'm bloody bored. it's 8.24pm now btw and i'm still trying to pass time while waiting for 9.30pm where there is actually some show to watch.
pfft.
oh! and i went for facial at Mary Chia today coz my mum didn't wanna go anymore, and there was still 5 facials left for her. so i went on her behalf. the ambiance was nice i guess. cosy small room with soft yellow lighting and maroon silky bed. haiz...
*btw, the above was part of my draft coz i DC-ed halfway, and sadly to say, the remaining of my post is GONE. D: *
and anyways, i was trying to install the microsoft office into my computer, and i still cant. a fucked up error keeps coming out. so what do i conclude from this? VAIO SUCKZ D:
sighs. havent been blogging for quite a couple of days.
anyways, it's chinese and PW intensive these few days, and we'll be free soon!!
JIAYOU IJ001!!!
AND ALSO IJ002, IJ003 AND IJ004!! :D
haha. anyways, did our OP video. sucks like crazy. ok ok ok. not suck like crazy. i just look more ugly den i usually am in the video. D:
anyways, we did OP rehearsal yesterday with IJ004 and Mr hazrin. Wah piang... they saay i talk bloody fast, and that i keep swaying and moving when i present. and today IJ001 went to the staircase there to rehearse on our own. apparently i think i got the most problems one lor... i keep swaying and swaying non stop. somemore talk like choochoo train..
initially they keep telling me to stop swaying, but i couldnt stop myself leh. it comes naturally one leh.. haiz... and JQ decided to have drastic measures: to step on my feet so that i won't move. apparently, it didn't prove to be useful. you know why? he can only step on one feet at one time, and i started moving the other leg unknowingly. -_-
and he decided on another drastic measure: to kick me when i move. D:
stupid. D: okay lah okay lah. he very nice la. *pfffft*
LOL. joking la. he v nice la.hahahahahas.
and i'm still pissed bout SOMETHING. stupid beetle. fat ugly high pants BEETLE!! D:
after looking through old photos, i decided to post some photos when we were in sec 3!! to let everyone see the unglamness. i think JQ hasn't changed, except for the part that he's skinner now. and coz the photos r so slow, i'm gonna continue another day.
Sometimes i just don't get it. when someone sees something that he/she doesn't like to see, why can't he or she just f*** off?
it's very irritating when i see people comment about the things i write in my blog. some examples that people might possibly say *i made up these stuff. but it might possibly be speaking up for what was in your brain when u read my blog*:
1) ohmans. kimberly's such a vulgar girl. she uses profanities. O.o!!! my reply: SO? does it affect you in anyway??
2) ohmans. kimberly is so despo. my reply: is my despo-ness affecting you in anyway??
3) ohmans. kimberly is someone who deserve to die. my reply: i shall say the same to you.
4) ohmans. kimberly sounds like a damn kaypoh bitch. my reply: who's the kaypoh one reading my blog and commenting stupid things then?
5) ohmans. look at those personality tests kimberly put up. the description is so not like her! my reply: your problem ah? i delude myself cannot is it? sue the company or whoever who created the test.
6) ohmans. kimberly is sooooo fat and ugly. my reply: it takes one to know another, you fat and ugly bitch (if female)/ you fat and ugly MALE bitch (if male). duh.
7) ohmans. kimberly's blog is so boring. my reply: then why are you reading it?
Wells. I've deviced a special treatment and plan for those who feel any of the above. well.. it's just a couple of steps. Follow it accordingly and you'll be fine.
you know what? i'm f***ing pissed now. coz of 2 f***ing reasons.
1) heya!
see attached for comments. i took the liberty to correct your sloppy formatting. please ensure that proper citations are done. i did rephrase some weird espressions. need to run through, nah not run, scrutinise your points again. many others need to be done.
i am upset with your group for giving me a very sloppily done written report. where is the effort? this is a project which you all have chosen and where is the labour of love. nothing.
mr. h
yeps. this is the f***ing email i received. disgusting eh? bloody pissed okay. we did put in effort for our pw. and this is wad we got in return. and nothing much was told as to what to do. sigh..
2) some people just either take me for granted, or just didn't take me as a human. you know why? coz being around me is a disgrace to some people. let me tell you now.
your mere presence on earth is disgusting the guts out of me, and the only reason you're here is to compete with me for oxygen. you know why? coz u suck.
we all attempted to escape the sun during archery..
we were supposed to be doing pw and chinese. but ohwells. me, leeping's and sujunqiang's badge. (:
Thanks Mr Bryan Lim
Thanks Mr Lin Furong
ohmytian! you know what, mr lim told me that after moderation, I managed to be pulled up to a pass for chemistry!! and initially, i failed maths too. but i failed like, extremely border line. and mr lin said that after adding in CA and stuff, i almost confirm pass liao. which means....
yay! 7 credit points!!!
;DDDD
okay... anyways... nowadays i don't feel like having anything to do with any of those people.
I'm just tired.
after being deluded for so long, i decided to wake up.
besides, if i do manage to promote, A levels is in less than a year's time.
I can't afford to waste my time with you! i shall refer to you as "YOU".
but seriously, i've wasted enough of my time on "YOU".
it's been years. like seriously!!!
i should get on with life.
anyways, I've decided to keep a clear cut from "YOU", as though we're mere aquintances.
ever since I found out THAT fact,
I decided that it was time that i should get on without "YOU".
Well... THAT fact.. was the fact when I failed bio and chem initially, "YOU" felt that I was going to retain, and "YOU" told other people about that fact that i am going to retain, and that you're very happy about it.
I mean, it's not just about "YOU". even if you were just a normal friend, I would be terribly upset to hear that from you. but... you were the last person i ever expected to hear that from.
and that ended our friendship.
last time when people asked us what is our relationship, i used to say "good good friends". from now onwards, we're mere aquaintances. it's sad. but that's life.
Anyways, I shall be done with these emo stuff soon. sorry to whoever who has been reading my blog. it must be a very boring blog coz all i used to talk about is about SJQ. yes yes. "YOU" refers to him lah. forgive me for having such a boring blog. i shall change asap.
ANYWAY..
ME and LEEPING went for the Mediacorp 女人大主意 talkshow with quan yi feng, hong hui fang, one doctor, one i-dunno-who, and one social worker. it was quite fun lurh.
our name cards!! anyways, it was about teenage suicide stuff. so me and leeping, in a nicer term, is called there to provide views as a teenager. but in a not-so-nice way, we were calafares. ohwells. AND WE GET TO EARN 50BUCKS FOR TALKING RUBBISH. so it might possibly be quite worth it too! ;)
anyways, i was bloody shocked when leeping cried after talking about something close to her heart. i was like O.o!!! lucky it didn't affect my talking in anyway. well... watch it when it's on air bah. u will know what it means by talking cock. =_=!!! (cute hor this smiley). Channel U, Every wednesdays, 8.30pm. (:
anyways, i was rather emotional... coz i decided not to go too close to "YOU" and then i got relatively emotional at times. BUT!!! it's always good to have friends around at these times. especially people like leeping, johnia, zona, ruoting and abilgail. they never fail to make me lmao, especially when playing uno. hahahahas.
ohwells. today went to do pw with ruoting, abilgail, joanna and sujunqiang. started off with pw shit. was pissed when we did hand in the wr and yet mrhazrin said we didn't. pfft.
and we were at the kids section coz it was totally filled at the adults side with no powerpoint for us to plug our laptops in. and there was this whiney little kid beside us which made me bloody irritated. apparently, his dad wanted him to do some worksheet. and he refused to do, making a huge din in the library. apparently, joanna found him cute, while i so badly wanted to throw something at his direction. if it wasn't for the fact that my laptop is still considered new and it's considered expensive, i would have thrown it into his head, hoping that it would knock him dead or something. I SMSED Ruoting at this point of time saying something like, "GOT ONE SICKENING LITTLE KID KEEP WHINING AND WHINING BESIDE US. Sickening shit.". and she replied back, "hahaha.. diao the kid lah.". and i did. many times in fact. but that unresponsive little shit didn't catch any hints at all.
when abilgail arrived, i told her, 'haiz... you're lucky u came now. u missed approximately 30mins worth of sickening kids screaming and shit.'. and she was like, ''aiyah.. i think i used to it. my sister also very noisy and stuff.'. just when abilgail said that, some random baby in a pram SCREAMED bloody loudly and pissed the hell out of me. ohmanz.
and after the wr thing was done, we started talking about the stupid things i did when i was much much much younger. and they concluded: I was a monster kid. and i told joanna, ''so after hearing what i did in the past, do u still think kids are cute?". and she said, "kids are cute. you're monsterous.". =_=!! (i still love this smiley).
after that me, ruoting and abilgail went to cold storage to get sushi, yoghurt and drinks, before going around to search for birthday present for sujunqiang, since his birthday is coming soon.
Kimberly is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Kimberly learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget. Kimberly is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate. She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most. Kimberly is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Kimberly basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average. Something is incomplete in Kimberly's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Kimberly's sexual needs.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Kimberly has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Kimberly fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Kimberly has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Kimberly just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Kimberly finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.The need for admiration and to be regarded as 'someone special' is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special. This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this 'complex' by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play, or in the home. Stop trying so hard and you will find that people will like you for who you are - not for who you are pretending to be.
got back most of my results today, except for maths and econs.
damn. i'm freaking screwed.
I passed GP and chinese only so far leh.. I failed chemistry and biology...
But i hope they will moderate like crazy for chem and bio. if they moderate like crazy I confirm can promote liao.
PLEASE LET ME PROMOTE!!!
Mdm wong!!! Mr Lim!! let me promote!!!
and i was bloody shocked today. i got highest in class for gp leh.
I'm totally shocked can?! I hardly ever passed english in sec sch, much less to say, in JC.
at first i was damn scared about wad i would score, and went to ask mr sim as to what i got. and he was like, 'hey kimberly, i was shocked when i saw what you got.'.
and i totally stunned on the spot. die, means i score damn badly, before i asked him, ''erm.. is it good shock or bad shock?".
and he was like, keeping me in suspense for damn long lor. *actually few seconds only* and i almost had a heart attack there and then lor.
and he was like, ''seriously leh... u beat my fav student. ur summary and AQ quite high leh."
and i was like O.o!!!!
GP was the best news of the day lah!! tian~
THANKS SO MUCH MR KELVIN SIM!!!! ;DDDD i hope paper 1 would do just as well, if nt better.
and mr lin furong kept me in suspense when he don't wanna tell me how much i scored. pls let me pass, mr lin!!!!
oh my tian! if i can promote, i promise to do ANYTHING lor. plz let me promote to J2!! i will study like mad. i'm serious.. let me promote!
pardon my current blog skin. coz i know it's abit over lapping. hmm. anyways, shall squeeze few blog entries here today. and photos too! cause i realised that nowadays, my blog posts are becoming more and more lengthy, and less and less photos, and this gets awfully irritating. so i decided that today should actually have more photos than usual. okay.
10/11: firstly, Happy birthday Leonard! we went to jurong entertainment centre to celebrate his birthday. by we, i meant the people who went are, leonard (duh?), me (duh x2), Junqiang, audrey, lee ping and the special guest, Mr Lin Fu Rong. hahahas. we went to kbox from 11am to 2pm.
but before that, we went arcade to play!
Surprisingly Mrlin's singing quite nice lor! hahahahaha. and we found out that he's really really really super super super kentang lor!! hahahaha. he knew the tune of the song, but he couldn't read like most of the words on the screen. Lol. we kicked started the whole thing by the song, Jailhouse Rock by Elvis Presley. IT WAS BLOODY HILARIOUS!!! seriously leo was damn enthu for that song. hahahaa. and Junqiang was like zao xiaing on purpose the whole time. damn funny. i recorded most of the session down on audio. haahhahas. not bad la. hahahahas. we became high in the end lah. hahhas. and leo changed into his birthday tee shirt we got for him. hahahahahaha. damn cute xD after that we went for pool session with mrlin. I partnered with audrey and leeping, while Junqiang partnered with leonard and mrlin. hahahas. they thrashed us lor!! WHAT THE HELL. HUMPH. but after that, we changed group members, and i ended up partnering leonard and mrlin. AND WE THRASHED THEM BACK!!! actually no lah. hahahaha. mrlin and leo won straight lor. i only won after i joined them. means... mrlin and leo rly very pro. hahahahas. too bad mrlin had to leave soon after, and we went to IMM to eat at Fish & Co.
My Sweet and sour fish
The Clam chowder! it was nice! Our cola tonic sorta drink. it was quite nice though. and er.. pool pics. lol. sorry for the random events arrangement.
Junqiang's fish and chips
mine!
and then we went to Daiso and Giant. damn fun. we wanted to find the inflatable boobs that Ruo Ting mentioned. but we totally forgot about it when we saw the damn amazing things in daiso, and we ended up playing with those christmas stuf that little kids wear. Lol. we also wanted to go giant to buy the 99cent fruit juice, but we ended up playing with the halloween stuff.
er. my fish again. idk why the arrangement is liddat.
Some labixiaoxin cookie box from daiso!
WORK HARD @ Daiso! "Look! beetle!", says JQ.
This is reindeer ears by the way
JQ being retarded, but cute.
Leonard and his birthday teeshirt, which he really liked!! ;DDD JQ and Me (extremely blur) @ Fish & co. Audrey's moomoo. Lol.
after that we parted, and I toddled off back to marsiling to meet Leeanne and huiming for slumber party at my house. leeanne came late. so i went home with huiming first to wait for leeanne. apparently, she didn't know what crayfishes are, and thought they were just small lobsters. -_-
and after leeanne came, i got damn pissed with huiming coz of something: me: hey later wad time u wanna start watching movie?huiming: *no sign of response*me: *looks at leeanne* eh she nv hear me or is she just slow again?leeanne: idk? OI HUIMING AH!huiming: what? u all ask the questions not important so no nid to answer what.
and that really infuriated me damn badly lor. like wth? she was the one who suggested a slumber party. and u know wad she did when she came?! all she did was stick her head into her laptop to msn, totally ignoring me and leeanne's existance. so what's the point of even coming over anyway?!
and then we watched The Exorcist. initially before i watched it, i was freaking scared lah. coz it was supposedly one of the most scary movies around, and i couldn't help it but sms JQ for help. apparently he laughed at me lor. he was like, 'scared for what? Lol. xD' . and yes, the movie was scary, but not as scary as i expected. and then we watch the Son of the Mask. funny. but bloody hell, the disc so basly scratched and couldnt be watched properly. haiz... and then we slept. at 4.30am..
12/11:
woke up when huiming made alot of noise in the morning. watched Exorcism of Emily Rose and then went to meet Junqiang Samuel and Zhenqin at Newton mrt station to go to Melvadoes cafe. sad christian didn't come. i ate apple crumble with ice cream and very berry frozen yoghurt, while the others majorally ate brownies and carbonaras. quite nice (: not very expensive also. Shiok! (:
Taking photos of JQ taking photos of his own food. Lol.
My apple crumble and cookies and cream ice cream ;D
The transparent glass of water. hahahas.
JQ's brownie! (: and then we went walk around a little before going to yishun with junqiang, samuel and zhenqin to walk around and stuff. yea. fun lah, although they do get irritating at times. Lol. and here i am now, blogging, ready for school tomorrow. ;D
and getting back results tomorrow. haiz... wish me luck, although i doubt it will be of much use. oh wells.. D: