If you can't stand emo stuff, don't bother to continue reading from this point.
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actually i think i'm much better now.
*i'm gonna refer "you" as xx *
last time i felt that xx was the best guy in the world.
i never felt that anyone could be as good, or better than him.
he really felt perfect.
I looked at other guys in the past.
but none of them could be compared to xx.
they aren't even close in comparison to him.
but recently
miraculously
i opened myself up (not literally) to take a good look at other guys.
it feels much better
both lavi and ***.
however, i still feel that they're inferior in comparison to xx.
i really want to forget.
I try to think i've forgotten xx.
but i really cant do it.
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it was a total mistake to try to use xx to forget yp.
i did succeed in forgetting yp.
but i ended up really falling for xx.
given another chance,
i would never used xx to forget yp.
i would not even go near xx.
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I want him out of my mind!