Kimberly

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Monday, June 30, 2008

ARGH!!!!!!!

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tomorrow is 1July 2008.. AH!!!!!! THE ANNIVERSARY!!!

SIGHZ.

oh. if you don't know what I'm talking about, yes, it's the anniversary to me liking JQ. again.

SIANZ.

Anyways, I still remembered why I even started liking Junqiang lor. It was damn stupid. I shall repeat. I'll never forget, it was firedrill back then in PHS. I liked yongpin then. and then I decided I should put a stop to the YP thing, since... ya, it was kind of difficult liking yongpin then since he have a girlfriend. So i decided to anyhowly point my arrow to someone whom I really didn't like then: Su Junqiang.

Yes. So it was totally random. initially i had this feeling: ok! since I don't really like JQ, after I have forgotten yongpin, i can immediately dump JQ off my mind as some random trash that I temporarily used to forget YP. *yes i know i was super mean to try to make use of JQ*

and YES. I managed for forget YP entirely. Not even a single bit of feeling left for YP.

BUT!

My feelings for JQ grew. FFFFFFFRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEAAAAAKKKKK!

and initially I thought I could easily get over it, just as i did for YP. BUT HELL NO!!! I couldn't get over him at all!! in fact it grew stronger and stronger each time I tried to get over it. NB.

and it lasted. till today. the next anniversary after idk how long. SIGHZ.

And i know veryy well that I'm not the typical type of girls that guys will actually like, but well.... Liking someone doesn't mean that you have to be super eligible to do so.. right..? well... D:

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

Found a couple of random photos in my hp. Decided to post them.

Leonard and Junqiang outside LT1. apparently, they were doing some push up thing. wells..

Jq and his super sweet lips outside causeway point. OH wells..

Jq's head at science centre on display

ok nvm he looks freaky. next.

Me and Lee Ping at science centre, trying to act like scientists, but obviously failed. wells.

Ahem. Leonard and Johnia :D
Johnia: why you zoom in at my backside there D:

3:40 PM

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很有意義的十句話

1. 沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人

2. 付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底
保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞

3. 通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人

4. 有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重

5. 冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具

6. 如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離　你只要跨出第1步
我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步

7. 為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人

8. 就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個 lie

9. 真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬

10. 朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

and I agree with every single one, especially number 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 9, 10. okay, i think i agree with every single one. oh wait. I repeated... :x Lol.

3:06 PM

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FINALLY we finished A levels chinese oral :D:D:D:D

The bloody passage sucked manz. Seriously lor. I was like, the 12th or 13th to take the exam coz they let the private candidates take first. And seriously the first private candidate damn LAO lor. seriously leh. JQ was the first in the other group to take the oral. and then we were all like, attempting to have super radar eyes and look at the passage, which apparantly, none of us succeeded. yes, and Junqiang was the first one in IJC to finish A levels oral. and apparently, he has to be quarantined on the stage. and all of us in the first group S.T.A.R.E.D at him, hoping he could give us some clue of some sort. at least just smile or something to show us that it's difficult or easy. and apparently, it's either we're all blind, or that guy just refused to give us any clues.

And after staring at some time fruitlessly, Yenshan was like, ''eh kimberly, you got telepathy with Junqiang or not? try getting clue whether difficult or easy or not leh.''. and i was like, no telepathy, too bad. hahaz. and somehow, i happened to catch a glance of him turning over to our direction and smiling at us, so i assumed that he meant that oral was easy. yeps. and we were trying to get weijie to hint hint to us (not considered cheating). shuwei was like telling weijie, ''if singapore topic, den touch right ear. if environment, den touch left ear. if you dunno, den anyhow scratch your head.''. It was something like that lah. I can't remember the exact instructions though. yar. But i bet weijie couldn't remember also, coz we also didn't remember to look out for any hints that weijie has to give. haha.

and so, it was my turn soon. at first i was trying to calm johnia down. and by the time she left, i got nervous myself. initially i wasn't nervous at all lor. wah lau.. and then when i went to read the passage, WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so many weird weird words dunno how to read lor. so i decided to 有边读边, 没边读中间, and just randomly came out with weird sounding characters, which eventually proved to be correct when I asked Junqiang later on.

and after the 5minutes of preparation time was up, I had to sit in the centre chair myself while waiting for the examiners. and then one of the examiners told me to go over, and i walked over. when I was about to reach, suddenly they signal to me to ask me to stop. -___-

and i was so !!!!!!!!!!! that I walked back a few steps. walked back another few steps, before i turned around to go back and sit *yes i gave the dao face*. and the girls were like lol-ing at me. LOLZ. and yes, finally they decided to ask me to go over.

I was generally quite happy with my performance, other than random stuttering, and going out of point, as usual. lurz. and after the oral, I was so jing zhang that I couldnt stand up properly without shaking like crazy lurhz.

oh manz i HATE oralz... luckily no more orals for the REST OF MY LIFE!!! YAYZ!! :D:D:D:D

and after that, I went to meet En Noi, Felicia and Bernadine for the deejay training thing. wah lauz.. DAMN BORING.. and throughout the whole period of time, I was looking at ''someone'''s behaviour, which obviously most of us hated. wells. shall not elaborate.

and yes, i'll start mugging :D

10:35 PM

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

heya people! just a side note that I won't be blogging very often on weekdays from now onwards, gotta mug!!!

coz i reach home late and i'm tired everyday. yawns. so only on weekends ppl. (:

unless impt things happen.... such as..... wells...... fill in your own blanks :D

8:18 PM

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Monday, June 23, 2008

Sigh...

got back most of my summer test results

it SUCKED.. seriously.

I'm worried that I can't be promoted to J2... :(

GP: unknown
Chinese: E (pass)
Econs: D (pass)
Maths: unknown
Chemistry: U (fail)
Biology: D (pass)

Wah lau... damn sad.. this is super lousy.. i need to pass maths in order to promote lor. which i don't think i can.

and my results is nothing in comparison to people like JQ. *i hope he dun mind me displaying his results*.

GP: unknown
Chinese: C (pass)
Econs: S (fail)
Maths: unknown
Chemistry: E (pass)
Biology: B (WTF pass)

haiz. at least he still got B and C lor. the best score i have is like.. wtf? d?

haiz.

I really hope I can start my mugging spirit soon.

Really super tired nowadays.

I shall start mugging. tomorrow. for you. and you only.

7:56 PM

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

You know what?

It just dawned upon me that now I'm in a JC.

Seriously I haven't been really adapting well to JC life.

As in, it's weird lurh..

Don't really feel very comfortable in 0811A..

as in, not 0811A not good.

the people there are nice and stuff.

but i'm kind of not used to it.

as in, given a choice, I rather go back to secondary school and mug amaths day and night

provided that's with JQ, samuel, ZQ, christian, leeanne and Huiming.

HAIZ.

and i havent really been studying

in fact I didn't study..

Mind bogged up by too many things.

It just feels weird.

results hasn't been proving anything..

and I know it's coz i didn't study

which i really didn't.

how can one hr of studying a day before the exam help?

I should really revert to those times in secondary school where i mug 12hrs a day straight.

wait till I find something that makes it all worthwhile...

I don't like JC. :(

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

GROUP 4 ROCKS!! :D

The kids: Yu Hoon (YOOOHOOOOOO!!! in orange shirt), Chicken Little (seriously I dunno his name. I called him Chicken little coz Lelia said he looked like one. hehe. he's in blue), Hui Ting (the cute small one in the pink + white shirt. btw, she's P5. we totally couldn't tell. she was too tiny), Samantha (the one in the totally pink shirt! btw, she's p4. look at the difference between samantha and huiting. now you know why I can't believe Hui Ting is P5? and somemore Samantha is quite tiny too.)

The instructors/ICs: Me! (in black), Lelia (blue IJ shirt), Lynette (red taurus tee), Ruo Ting (brown random tee) and Jonathan (haha the one who kena cut off, for some reason i do not know).

YAY, the instructors! Me, Ruo Ting, Lelia, Lynette and Jonathan

Samantha, Jonathan and Lelia :D

This world really has too many JQ. Or to be more precise, it's SJQ. even random people from random websites using his full name as some story character. LOL. shall kop from the website. (:

话说～那小子真没很萌耶ＸＤＤＤＤ

苏俊强要加油喔！！！！

彭翰毅这个笨蛋！！！！！！！！！这个笨蛋！！！！给电话？！看到美女就这样，心里有没有我啊！！！！「ㄟㄟ，韦翰你去问问俊诚为什麽脸这麽臭？」苏俊强推推陈韦翰的肩，有点害怕低气压的说。被点到陈韦翰吓了一跳，拼命摇头「我不要啦．．．俊诚好可怕～～」「那怎麽办？．．．」苏俊强哭丧著脸，现在休息是只剩我，韦翰跟诚俊而已．．．文骏你快回来啦～～～当苏俊强这样想时，休息是有人走了进来，当苏俊强看到来人时，高兴的飞奔过去。「怎麽了吗？俊强，不舒服吗？」刚进来就被爱人抱个满怀，高兴虽高兴，不过怎麽在颤抖啊？「文骏～俊诚好可怕喔．．．」苏俊强蹭蹭李文骏的胸膛，语气颤抖的说，让李文骏好心疼。在一旁的陈韦翰也点头的说，心有馀悸的说：「对啊对啊～俊诚真的好可怕．．．」「乾脆我去找翰毅好了，他应该会有办法吧」

李文骏拍拍苏俊强的头，讲出让他们安心的办法「不要！，我跟韦翰来找好了．．．」苏俊强听到是李文骏要去找，连忙提议自己跟韦翰去李文骏挑高了眉的看著苏俊强，这家伙．．．正要开口拒绝「就这样！！待会见～」苏俊强在李文骏脸颊留下一吻之後拉著陈韦翰就跑。李文骏失笑的看著爱人离开的背影，唉．．．低气压啊．．．，转看向不远处的低气压中心－邱俊诚，叹了一声。

hahaha you see?! so many Junqiangs. (all in red). LOL. I kopped this part from his website.
http://ww2.myfreshnet.com/GB/literature/li_cosplay/100094752/index.asp

you can go read it if you want to. I personally didn't read it though, since it was so wordy. LOL.

EVEN for some 5566 talkshow he also involved. LOL.

第二組：蘇俊強(19歲)、沈佑愷(17歲) 第三組：吉祥(27歲)

www.5566club.com/bbs/read.php?tid=63652&page=5&fpage=1

hahaha i'm so boh liao.

he even have things to do with *AHEM*breast*AHEM*. LOOK AT BELOW!!

据苏俊强等报道，隐性乳房炎的阳性率随胎次的增加而增高，5胎以上为38.88%，显著高于前4个月；随泌乳月的增加而增加，3个月以后显著高于前2个月；左乳区发生率明显高于........

from the website: www.dyjzbjb.com/082ZS11.htm

yay. now he's a baby.

宝宝姓名：, 苏俊强. 宝宝乳名：, 强强. 宝宝性别：, 男宝宝. 宝宝生日：, 2006/11/20.

verywed.com/babyMe/member.php?m=264199

LOL. somemore birthday also quite close. hahahahahaha.

Now he's some weird ass politician

苏俊强, 男, 徐闻县畜牧局局长

www.zjfeed.com/slxh/lsh.asp

LOL. I'm so boh liao.

*PST: none of the above is the Junqiang whom i know. Lol.*

the one whom i know is this one!!:

Presbyterian. High School. Facilitator: Anne Kang. Team Members:. 1. Eudora Low. 2. Eugene Tan. 3. Su Junqiang. 4. Aaron Chia. 5. Eudora Low. 6. Ho Guanlin

www.moe.gov.sg/media/press/2006/files/pr20060320-annexb.pdf

hahaha. :D

*AHEM*

enough of boh liao ness.

anyways, today went for ocip thing. brought kids to go hike at somewhere near harbour front. was with lelia, lynette, ruoting and jonathan (I dunno who is he at first though). our kids were damn active. one of them somemore look like chicken little. Lol. seriously. hahahas.

and it was damn lame when we reached yishun student service care centre can? I thought the kids were autistic or something, since they say so. in the end... NO LOR! they were a bunch of tiko kia(s). *they too young to be tikopek*. The boys were like shouting loudly, ''EH! I DON'T CARE HOR! I WANT MY INSTRUCTORS TO BE GIRLS. YOU ALL TAKE THE BOYS!!!". and then there were screamings here and there from random kids saying that they don't want any guys. Lol. Tiko kias.

and at first i thought it will be damn chialat, coz hike mah. and from the traumatising gunung panti.. who wouldn't be scared? *actually now i kinda miss kota tinggi, other than the fact that there were millions of mozzies and irritating houseflies*. but in the end, the hike was around 5.4km, and the roads we walked were carefully laid out with clean pavements and nice laid out bridges. no different from just walking on normal roads lor.

and i was wearing shorts, so i was super scared that surely kena alot of mozzies. in addition, i didn't apply any insect repellent of any sort. in the end, i didn't even get one mosquito bite. in comparison to kota tinggi, it was better. however, i realised that at kota tinggi, i only came home with 2 mosquito bites (I sprayed insect repellent every morning before going out). and this was nothing in comparison to what i experienced in pulau ubin lor. seriously. I sprayed like, hell lots of insect repellent before i went out, and when i was there, and when i was halfway there, and before i returned back to mainland singapore. and I suffered tens of insect bites. NB. i even had insect/mozzie patch on me on the pulau ubin thing lor. SEE! singapore mozzie not scared of insect repellent one lor. malaysia mosquito too lazy come bite me liao.

and comparing pulau ubin and kota tinggi, i think kota tinggi not as bad as the pulau ubin one lor. seriously leh. when i went to kota tinggi, i came back without ANY injuries (other than leech bites and one teeny weeny scratch that disappeared after 1 day without any traces). but when i went to pulau ubin, I returned with 2 cuts (until now haven't disappear. more than one week liao), many many many many BRUISES. and the bruises is not the small small not pain type lor. Lemme tell you how big the bruise was. It is of the size of my hand. no kidding. seriously it was huge. that was the biggest one found on my leg muscle there. and it was friggin swollen that johnia called me Kimston, coz seriously looked super muscular (except the fact that it was only for one leg). and the random bruises around was around the size of 3 fifty cent coins put together. Yeps. and the colour of the bruise is damn disgusting. especially for the huge bruise. it's like, purple+brown+red+pink+green+yellow+green. no kidding! serious! rainbow sia, but it's not nice lor. it sorta got mixed up into a lau sai colour near the end of the bruise, and it's damn sick.

oh wait. I digressed. I was talking about the hike today. ahem.. actually nothing much to talk about the hike. nothing happened, other than knowing more little kids. and we decided to walk to vivo for lunch at the food court together with random ocip people. (let me see if i can remember: Me, Lelia, Lynette, Ruo Ting, Jonathan, Fion, Yu Hui, Qian Hui, Genevieve, Nuraini, Kah Kiat.....). hehe I really can't remember all sia... I do remember that it's 12/13 people though. Lol.

and after that, Ruo Ting and I decided to walk around Vivo (SHOPPING!!!). it was seriously random leh. we went daiso ( and spent alot of money on weird stuff, including nail buffers (???) and the fish flakes that you usually get when you buy Takoyaki or something. Seriously it's damn nice. :D). and then we went to random gift shops with cute cute stuff, and then to OP (coz got offer then must go see mah. AUNTY). and then arcade (only walk walk nia. nv play.). and then to the pet shop with all the super super cute + adorable puppies. we even went to like, Toys R Us to relive our lost childhood, now that SHE is 17, while I'm still 16 :D

we even went to play with the turn turn machine. you know... the put in one dollar then you turn then you get some random toy thing? yaya. that's it. and ruoting got one ducky keychain. hahahas. and we saw random toys that we used to play.. lol..

and ahem. yar. we went back. -___-

Lol. so anti climax :D

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Junqiang I LOVE YOU. Samuel I LOVE YOU. <3

(eh don't get too shocked yet. Will say why laters.)

Went to school for extra lectures today. Met Leonard outside school and walked in together, and saw Junqiang (!!!) and Johnia sitting under LT5 doing some stuff. and I was damn nice to Jq last night okay, i wrote out all the econs notes for him lor. I'm damn nice right? I even drew out the illustration of teachers example for him okay! So cute right? (:

And we went for maths lecture. NB lesson today was supposed to be easy lor, then the teacher say so much until I super confused. -__-

and after maths lecture, it was supposed to be chem lecture. but apparently, Mr Lim is in New york. -___-

and then we went for lunch at causeway point (sad that Junqiang couldn't come with us coz he had council meeting). So we (Me, Johnia, Lee Ping, Leonard, Lelia, Zi Qin, Ivin, Yenshan, Cindy, Jin xiang, Alvin and Audrey) went to Swensens to eat after a gazillion minutes deciding (although I would really much prefer Seoul Garden). hahahas. and it was fun! everyone was fun. haha. and ivin carved out a face from ziqin's ice cream. super cute. hahahas.

Anyways, Leonard, Johnia, Lee Ping and I went back to school to study (we're t3h nerdz manz). and it was damn funny. we laughed and laughed and laughed lah. but thank goodness, we're almost done with our maths!!! YAYS. only left the last exciting question. and then we waited for Junqiang to finish his council and we left together.

and if you didn't know why I mentioned the I LOVE JUNQIANG AND SAMUEL part, it's coz today Junqiang gave me 2 laminated photos. One is of Sun Xie Zhi (!!!!! MY LOVE!!!!!) and one is of Zhang Shao Han (......my hate.......). LOL. contrast. so sweet right? they go out still got my heart (有我的心). Still won't forget to make fun of me (NB lah.). LOL. But still?

Thanks Junqiang and Samuel.

Love you two lots lots.

I love you 2 first. SXZ is third.

hahahahaha! :D

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Wah lau.. these few days have to keep going to school lor. sianz man.

Anyways, went to school for econs lecture today. the lecture was.. fun. entertaining i guess. Lol. The lecturer was quite hilarious (or tries to be hilarious to try get our attention, and she kinda succeeded i guess). oh wells. and that lecturer like machiam got something against 0811A lor. nb. hahaha. ok ok ok joking joking.

and after econs lecture, it was the stupid bio timed assignment shit. at first I thought it was a test. and then mdm wong came with our papers and was like, ''eh ok. u all go do this test. you wan go where do also can. it's open book, which means u can ask ur frens, find answers in books, internet whatsoever.''. and we were like YAYNESS.

and so, there were 3 questions, and we ''helped'' each other. I did question 3, Ruo Ting did question 2, while Jo Anna did question 1, and then we exchanged answers. LOL. It's called TEAMWORK. and teacher didn't say we couldn't do this, and so we were honest. INTEGRITY. and then we each did a question, fairly. SEE? FAIRNESS. oh manz we're such model students :D

and I have a feeling that Jo Anna passed her despo-ness to me sia. I mention AHEM more than she mention Y lor. Wah lau.. :X

Ahems. Anyways, we saw the student council people walk past us. and then they gathered around the parade square to sing school song. and initially, they were so super out of tune that we were all asking each other, ''eh wad song is that ah?''. and most of us had no idea. until the part, ''Innova aspire'' was heard, and I went, ''I think they singing school song.''. And Ruo Ting was like, ''Really meh???????!!!!!'', and she tried hearing more closely and then she went, ''OH YA HOR. it's school song.''. and Lee Ping started singing along and said something like, ''I think I can sing in tune more than them.''. LOL. K lah k lah. SC very pro la.

And then we waited for Junqiang (oops I mentioned the name again) to break camp, before waiting for Johnia for super super long before we decided to leave without her first, and she'll come join us much later. and sad, Junqiang (second time) didn't join us for lunch coz.. he was tired after camp?

aiyah anyways, we (Me, Ruo Ting, Audrey and Leonard) went to eat first at Cavana. I ordered this Cavana Wings meal. which is just a plate of rice with 3 huge fried chicken wing, potato chips, a few baby carrots and a few cauliflower and brocolli. and it was damn difficult for me to eat lor. The chicken wings was super bent (if you get what I actually meant). and it was damn difficult to scrap the meat out lor. I was struggling with the meat can. leonard saw how much I was struggling with the meat and went:

Leonard: Hey girl, Junqiang not here lah, just use ur hands.
Me: Don't want.
Leonard: Why? He not here so you no need be demure liao.
Me: Who cares about him lah. I just don't want to get my hands dirty. then have to wash. so mafan.
Leonard: *skeptical looks*

LOL. and coz it was super difficult to eat, my chicken had like random bits of flesh stuck here and there, and still got the wings part untouched. and leonard was like:

Leonard: hey.. liddat the chicken hasn't served it's full purpose on Earth.
Me: It's purpose on Earth is to get eaten by me????
Leonard: It must be totally eaten, and then it goes up to heaven and stuff.
Me: Huh? So it goes up to heaven in a pack of bones (broken apart)?
Leonard: maybe. liddat you cause it to cannot go heaven (he was totally crapping).
Me: Must be totally only got bones den can go heaven one meh?
Leonard: At least not like that lah, somemore got random pieces of meat sticking out one. Now I know where zombies came from.
Me: *thinks* zombies came from chicken meh? I thought is normally human form one?

AND i was thinking seriously then okay, I was seriously blur lor. hehehe.

and after that Ruo Ting and I went for OCIP meeting at yishun student service care centre. and apparently, we have to be befrienders for some hike at some random park for approximately 2hrs or so. With kids with mental disabilities of some sort (not those super siao type lah). aged 10 to 13. and then the whole meeting was to teach us how to handle such kids, and what are we supposed to do and stuff. and there was this DOs and DONTs list that Ruoting and I got fascinated with. LOL. there was this DONT

Do not scold/call the kids names, eg, Stupid Boy, Idiot, Lousy Bum.

And somehow we got really amused by the Lousy bum thing. LOL. it's like, loosely translated to chinese as 烂屁股 (lousy ass) lor. damn funny. I also don't know why. I've never once scolded someone LOUSY BUM before lor. hahahaha. Should try it someday :D
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LOUSYBUMLOUSYBUMLOUSYBUM

hahahahaha i'm so boh liao. (oooo. I just realised I picked traffic light colours. hahaha). ok lame. -___-

LOUSY BUM

HAHAHA. I'm so childish. :D

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

hahaha. I was browsing through random blogs, and I found this weird looking survey, and since
I wanna kill time, I guess I'll just do it :D

SEVEN THINGS THAT I HATE:
1. being dirty
2. people who interrupt me when I'm talking (although I always interrupt people myself)
3. random strangers that just walks up to any girl and flirts (ahem)
4. Insects (basically things that aren't invited into my life, especially flying cockroaches and mozzies)
5. people who think they're like super chio when they are super ugly
6. random people opening my room door
7. very very loud thunder D:<

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1. JQ!
2. LOL.
3. hahahahaha.
4. OMG!
5. WTF/WTH?
6. Eh.
7. huh?

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. I like JQ
2. I like SXZ
3. I can't stand irritating people
4. I like to camwhore (not with myself, but with others)
5. I sleep ALOT (literally ALOT)
6. I fantasize myself to sleep (not those dirty minded one la)
7. and I'm very random

aiyah aiyah aiyah. lazy liao lah lazy liao la. super feel like sleeping sia.. nb. homeworks not done. *slaps twice in the face*

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see lah. make me paisae liao. now dare not come out face people le lah. *shys* LOL.

Aiyah, neh-mind.

today morning went school. and at first I was like thinking, ''ok! go school then can see JQ liao.''. but at the same time I was already mentally prepared to be disappointed, coz I know I probably won't see him. and then.....

I stepped into the canteen, and saw a whole group of black tee shirt wearing people. and the black tee shirt had the words, ''LEAD ASTRA'' printed on it. STUDENT'S COUNCIL!!!!!!! AHH!!

And from far, I could see this guy who had this heart shaped hair from the back view. Needless to say, it was Junqiang. AND!!!

AND!!!
AND!!!!

I ran away!

Kua kua kua~~~!!!

Wah lau. how stupid could I get man. Run away for what. crazy..

and during chinese lesson.. Seriously chinese lesson was DUMB. literally. I have a teacher who likes to praise himself okay. It was revision for our chinese A levels oral. and the teacher was telling us a short story about this student during chinese oral.

The topic for that day's oral was, ''do you think chinese is interesting?''. and this was how a small part of the oral went:

teacher: 你觉得华文好学吗？(do you think that chinese is easy to learn?)
student: 华文不容易学，但是我觉得华文非常有趣。(chinese is not easy to learn. However, I find chinese very interesting)
teacher: 为什么你觉得华文非常有趣呢？(why do you feel that chinese is interesting?)
Student: 因为我觉得学习华文就像潜水一样。开始的时候能看见美丽的珊瑚，但一旦在沉入海里，虽然一片黑暗，但是却有很多宝藏，跟多让你意想不到的奇迹。(It's because I feel that learning chinese is almost the same as diving. when you're still at the shallow portion, you can see all the beautiful corel reef. However as you go deeper, it becomes darker. and despite being darker, you can find many treasures, and many random surprises.).

And after my teacher said this, he was like, ''And the examiner was SOOOOOOoOOoOoOoOoooOOO friggin impressed with the student.''. and the whole class stared at him. and then my chinese teacher said, ''you know how i know about this incident?''. and someone (I think it's Jinxiang) said, ''coz you're the examiner?'' (before this he was talking about his days being an examiner). and you know what my chinese teacher said?! he was like, ''nope. I'M THE STUDENT.''.

KUA KUA KUA~

the whole classroom felt cold at that particular moment. wah piang. say himself until like so good liddat sia. somemore whole lesson kept emphasizing that we will never be able to speak as good as him. Bloody cheena old won't die （老不死）

And then he was telling us about words with more than one way of pronouncing. and he gave an example, and wrote this BIG word on the board:

强 (qiang)

and throughout the whole time he kept repeating things like, ''Qiang, cannot be pronouced as merely Qiang (2). It can be pronounced as Qiang (3)" blah blah blah. and I was lazy to count how many times he mentioned the word ''Qiang''. hit me on the head a gazillion times. :X

Ahem. Anyways, after that we went for lunch at causeway. and I think I irritated the whole world lor. coz i kept mentioning JQ like every moment. LOL.

and after lunch again we went back school study. then as we were on our way back to school, Zona left coz she needed go home. and johnia decided to ask me:

Johnia: Eh Kimberly you realise someone not here hor? (she meant Zona).
Me: *daydreams* ya lor... JQ not here...

LOL.

ok la... very despo la.. hahaha. obssessed le lah aiyoh. hahahas. and Jo Anna couldn't pronounce Jun qiang's name. She kept pronouncing it as Jinxiang. hahahahahhaha.

Anyways, after we reached school, we saw Junqiang sitting at a table, having lunch with 7 other girls. -____- cassanova. and then we talked to him for awhile and decided to go library study. but i got so obssessed that I kept pestering them to go canteen for ulterior motive. hehehehe.

and NICE NICE Johnia pei me go canteen talk talk to JQ :D:D:D:D:D:D

OMG johnia I love you. HAHAHAHAHA.

and yes, after that I was totally in the mood to mug liao. hehehes.

and they don't believe that I could mug one whole day straight during olevels period lor. :( nvm better that they dun believe anyways. (: I'm da slackkkerrr now. wait. it isn't a real good thing to be a slacker. :S

And we mugged, and laughed ALOT. LOL.

I have no idea why we laughed so much also. too many random things to laugh over, and too many things to poke fun of also. hehehehehehehehe. oh wells. :D

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Monday, June 16, 2008

*Don't bother to read this post if you can't stand anyone being despo*

I miss JQ lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111 :(

He went for 3 day 2 night council camp le... and today is the first day.. and it's not even night yet lor... and i'm already going crazy.. :'(

Still got like, 2 days and 2 nights to go leh!! HOW TO TAHAN!!! *cries dramatically*

I'm so gonna be damn paisae if JQ reads this post lor. But I don't care le lah!! I've already emo-ed whole day lor. somemore got extra pimple grow out liao *cries dramatically again*. WAHHHHH!!!!!!!! :'(

somemore JQ never reply my sms (like duh, he's at camp. stop being such a whiney bitch). :'(

WAH!!!! HURRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2Days + 2 Nights more to go.... :'(

nvm. I shall mug and mug and mug while waiting for that 2 days and 2 nights to pass. bury myself in books to forget about him. I know I can.. right? *thinks* no wait i can't...

Tmr will be going to school for chinese lesson, and then staying in school with leonard and the others to mug. I wonder if I can catch a glimpse of him... I wonder if he'll even notice I'm looking at him. :'(

ALAMAK DESPO. :(

End of despo relapse

Updates: Now it's 8.16pm... and I'm sitting in my room beside the window now, and apparently, there's super cold breeze blowing into my dark, unlit room.. Thanks ah, add on to the i-miss-jq atmosphere...

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

Sun Xie Zhi V.S. Su Junqiang

Yep, and as the title suggests, I'm gonna make a comparison between the both of them to see who I prefer. Oh mans I'm so boh liao. *all this is based on my warped taste*

Appearance

From this photo, I come to a conclusion. Sun Xie Zhi is better looking. *Sorry JQ if you happen to be reading this*. Ok lah, but abit not fair if I just compare through this photo.. Real person looks different in photo. Shall compare the different physical features. hahahahas.

Eyes

Both have small eyes. LOL. I realise I have a fetish for guys with small eyes. However, JQ looks like he hasn't slept for years. As in, black rings.. eye bags.. etc. As for Sun xie zhi, I can't really tell whether he has the above lah. like duh, artiste leh. sure got alot of make up one. so most probably sun xie zhi has got black eye bags too. ok fine, fair enough.

Junqiang: 1/5

Sun Xie Zhi: 2/5

Hair

LOL. Needless to say, Junqiang won in this catagory. Sun Xie Zhi is balding lah. Junqiang still got alot of hair. hahaha. But sometimes I really think Sun Xie Zhi's hair quite nice leh.. Junqiang's hair is an occasional kind of thing. As in, he looks weird after he just cuts hair. Well, maybe I'm just not used to it when he actually cuts his hair. But when it grows abit longer, it looks quite good, but it'll eventually grow into a mushroom. Similarly, I cannot really compare the hair.. Coz Sun xie zhi is an artiste. He'll have his hair styled by professionals. so not fair to Junqiang. But i'll just rank it nonetheless.

Junqiang: 4/5

Sun Xie Zhi: 3.5/5

Lips

Sorry to say, but I think I'll have to say that Sun Xie Zhi has won in this aspect. Not that Junqiang's one not nice lah. But it's abit thin in my opinion. But still not bad lah JQ. (:

Junqiang: 3/5

Sun Xie Zhi: 4/5

Body built

Ah boh confirm Junqiang win one what. Junqiang is taller and skinner than Sun Xie Zhi lah. And somemore Junqiang *in my opinion* has a better looking back than Sun Xie Zhi lor. But Junqiang abit skinny ah. :(

Junqiang: 4.5/5

Sun Xie Zhi: 2.5/5

Smell

LOL how i know. hahahas. But hor... the smell from Jq after PE, especially after netball in secondary school, is XIONG one lor.

er.. i wouldn't rate their smells. LOL.

Singing

Actually to be frank, I'll choose Junqiang's over Sun xie zhi's. Jq's singing actually not bad leh. Not that I don't like Sun Xie Zhi's lah. But... Junqiang's one, although softer, is actually better than Sun Xie Zhi's. :D

Junqiang: 4/5

Sun xie zhi: 2.5/5

Character

er... it's abit unfair if really need to compare character, since I don't know Sun xie zhi in person. But according to my personal impression of him from other people's description of him, I personally feel that both of them are actually on par..

According to other artistes, especially his fellow 5566 members, sun xie zhi is a very filial person, although he can really get naggy. But it isn't really a bad thing lor, considering that he nags to get things in place and on-going. Good what! But not really fair to compare him with Junqiang, coz I don't know him in person, and it's difficult to judge just purely based on comments from people.

As for Junqiang, although he's an occasional asshole (actually he's a frequent asshole. hehe.), he's really a nice guy. I usually pick on his bad points and don't like to mention about his good points. so I shall make up for it in this post lah. don't say that I always very bad. Lol.

1) He's really very very very nice. LOL. i know it doesn't really make sense lah. But i'll quote examples okay.

My 15th year old birthday present

Yes. *points to the above picture*. he actually sew this teddy bear for me by hand lor. I was super touched when he gave me lah. and it was exams period. *yes the present for late for 5months*. but still! it's the thought that counts lor.. although the legs fell off after one day and he needed to bring it back home to re-sew that part. hahahahaha. ahem. but anyways, thanks lah Junqiang. (:

My geography paper

Ahem. yes my geography paper.*must haolian abit first wait ah. I got 21/25 okay!! :D *. Ahem. Anyways, I was super pissed off when I got back my geography paper last year. and i tore my paper into bits, and threw it at Junqiang and asked him to throw it away for me. The next day, Junqiang was almost late for school. and after school, he actually gave me this *points to picture*. o_o

despite me being so mean to him and throwing my torn up paper to him, he didn't throw at away, and even brought it back home to fix it up for me, and was almost late for school coz he realised that he forgot to bring my paper out with him, and rushed back home to take it.

He's so nice right??? Thanks Junqiang (:

OK. cannot say too many good things about him also. HE GOT ALOT OF BAD POINTS ALSO LOR. NB. slap you ah. kkk.. hahaha. cannot be so mean. I already scolded him all over my blog. for once, must only write nice things about him. hahahahahahaha.

IN CONCLUSION: JQ is better. hahahahahaha. so boh liao.

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Saturday, June 14, 2008

was looking through all my blog posts since I started off this blog. Seriously I think I seem to be talking about the same thing over and over again lor. Tsk. I'm boring D:<

Anyways. Wah so paisae.. now even Leonard start to make fun of me and the you-know-who liao.

Coz we went to science centre for the DNA experiment. *later then I talk about the experiment*. Then after the science centre thing, we (JQ, Johnia, Leonard, Abilgail, Jo Anna, Ruo Ting, Zona, Lee ping and me) went to eat at Long John Silver. And then Jo Anna noticed that my hand was shivering as i ate.. and it sorta went on like this:

Jo: Eh Kimberly ah. Your hand shivering leh.
Me: Er ya. I'm always like that one...
Jo: are you cold or something?
Me: er.. no..
Jo: Or are you very conscious of yourself?
Me: er... *glances over*... kind of..
Jo: OHHHHH!!!!! that's why I never sit near Y and eat at the same time
Me: *grins*
Leonard: Huh?
Jo: You don't get it meh?
Me: *stares at leonard*
Leonard: ohh.. I GET IT. jqjqjqjqjqjqjq.
Me: *blushes in embarrassment and looks down and continues to eat silently*

hahaha so paisae. yesterday also. I told Leonard that I'll not be going for the 0811A PAE class outing. and he was like, ''HUH?! WHY! oh. must be going on a date with JQ right?''. LOL. I was like, LOL WTF no.

PAISAE x100

now even leonard making fun of me liao.. :(

Anyways, yep, I sat with Yenshan and Cindy and Leeping during the science experiement thing at Science centre. *don't ask me why I didn't sit with JQ. I've no idea why I didn't also.* and we wore labcoats. and cindy seriously looked super professory with the labcoat on. hahaha. Bo shi leh! pro pro. hahas.

and yes....... ahem ahems...

NVM don't want say liao. say liao also paisae. *blushes*

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Friday, June 13, 2008

Heh. walking towards the bumper boat. yes, i was super unstable. and i had a weird colour combi of clothes. hahahas. black shirt and blue shorts. Lol.

Welcome to Pulau Ubin! (:

Trying to cycle with the help of Junqiang, which was obviously not very helpful afterall... Well...

Woah, sexy position ah Jq.

Not bad ah. Still in that position.

Aww...

Woooosh, look at his muscles :O

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Thursday, June 12, 2008

I hate Pulau Ubin!

I think Pulau ubin has over 1 million mosquitoes. and all the mosquitos there are like, insect-repellant-resistant lor. Seriously leh. I spray dunno how much mosquito repellent + insect patch on me also no use one lor. I still kena mosquito bite like crazy liddat. bloody hell. slap you ah mosquito. nb u.

Anyway, ahem, if you do not know what I'm saying, yesterday i went to pulau ubin with Ruo Ting, Johnia, Abilgail, Leonard, Junqiang, Samuel, Zona and Lee Ping to do chinese project. At first when I went onto the internet to research about Pulau Ubin, I was like reading from the website ''soft white sand with 5star resorts'' and stuff. so i was like thinking, ''ok, there would be like tropical place and stuff.''. and it was a facade i tell you. later then tell you.

I was supposed to meet Samuel and Junqiang at Yishun mrt station at like, 8am, and Samuel's dad was super nice. He fetched me, Junqiang and Samuel to Tanah Merah mrt station lah. Super nice. Thanks samuel's daddy (:

However, something super horrible happened during the car ride lah.. I got super nauseous lor. Wah lau.. and it's really till the can't-talk-or-i'll-puke extent. and i was super super..er. yar. trying to hold it back. it had several relapses. and Jq knew about it and was like, ''do you feel that your chest is tight and stuffy?''. and i managed a weak, ''uh huh yes...'' out and Jq went, ''omg!''.

And when we finally reached tanah merah mrt station, yep, i started getting better. on our way to walking in, Jq asked me jokingly, ''eh last week you ask me the question about a 14 year old girl who got pregnant, and then her boyfriend/the guy don't wanna take responsibility.. are you talking about yourself? omg. who's the guy? I go whack him. so irresponsible.''. and I was like, ''LOL WTF.''.

and yes, abilgail was there first, followed by me, Junqiang and samuel. and we introduced samuel as Junqiang's darling. Lol. and then Zona, Johnia and Ruo ting reached. They were telling me much later that Samuel looks like a girl. hahaha pretty boy. xD

and we were saying, ''ok! now only left leonard to wait for, since Johnia, Ruoting and Zona are here liao.''. and there was a dead silence for around 20seconds before I suddenly exclaimed, ''OH YA LEEPING! I FORGOT ABOUT HER!!!''. and everyone else was like, ''oh ya!'' LOL. we forgot her. hehehe.

hehe. and leonard reached later on, and we were like, ''where the hell is Lee ping ah?! live nearest to Tanah Merah, in the end she's the latest.''. and yes, she finally reached and was late. :X

Anyways, we waited for bus no. 2 to go to the Changi point ferry terminal. WTF the bus damn slow. slow still nevermind.. the bus was so friggin small until is confirm cannot squeeze in one lor. So we decided to break into 2 groups to take cab there. Junqiang, Lee ping, Samuel and me took one cab. and then I received Johnia's message saying that they will take a bus coz no one wants to fetch them coz they got 5 pigu(s) and we got 4. ok, so we took a cab there to wait for them.

and i was super worried when i reached the ferry terminal lah.. was super scared that I'll puke or something on the ferry. In the end when Johnia they all arrived, we went to take a ferry there. and I realised that it's merely a super old and run down toot toot boat lor. Wah lau. somemore pay alot can!? slap their face ah. make a nicer boat can? cheh.

and cheh. I thought will rock alot then I will giddy giddy one. in the end not even rocky lor. in fact the boat move so slow. cheh.

And when we reached there.. I was looking into the waters.. WAH LAU. Super polluted lah. smelt totally of petrol lor. Eeeeyerrrrrr!!! and somemore the sand was super rough with ALOT of stones and rocks. somemore got random styrofoam boxes there. and Samuel was telling me that he saw a group of random people from china throwing all the stones and stuff all over the place until it's damn... disgusting. I was like, ''YUCKS MAN. i so wanna go home now.''.

Machiam like Kampong sia. got those typical typical dirty dirty shops around one. then alot of people come out to get us to rent bikes from them. But seriously the bikes quite cheap leh. like, as cheap as 2bucks for whole day lor. I thought was hourly one leh. And I didn't know how to ride bicycle.. Leonard didn't know how to as well. And I decided to ask the bicycle uncle this:

Me: Uncle ah, got the 4 wheel bicycle one or not ah?

Bicycle uncle: Er xiao mei ah, the 4 wheel one only for age 5 and below one.

Me: HUH. really don't have ah.

Bicycle uncle: But got the 2 seater one ah. you could try.

and so i tried it with Junqiang. I bet Junqiang almost went crazy with a screaming siao char bor behind him. Lol. and he finally decided after a few rounds that he confirm cannot balance with a shakey siao char bor behind him. and we decided to rent individual bikes. and ter ner ner ner... I got to learn how to ride it.. together with Leonard (who was also a new bird in cycling).

Before I continue on with my gibberish, must really thank these people:

Junqiang: Thanks, without you teaching me the basics of cycling, I don't think I would have been able to get it. and also encouraging me on the way on. Thanks.

Samuel: Thanks for coming, and also teaching me alongside Junqiang. Thanks alot. :D

Johnia: Thanks for being super super super patient with me and eventually teaching me to ride the bicycle, and encouraging me as I went on, even when I was lagging badly behind.

Abilgail: Thanks for always being behind me and waiting for the slow me to catch up (:

Ruo Ting: Thanks for also teaching me how to cycle as well as encouraging me on the way (:

As well as everyone else who went on the Pulau Ubin trip. (:

ok anyway, I really broke down alot of times while learning how to cycle. Seriously damn chialat. Leonard gt the ropes within 15mins. i took several hours, and still not okay yet.

Shall not go into the details. haiz. I had lotsa injuries.. Coz i banged into trees and fell into ALOT of lobangs along the way. So in the end, I had countless bruises, and my muscle was so super swollen now, I look more muscular in one leg.. As in, it's seriously damn muscular lor. Wah lau.. :(

And yes, was super tired when i went home. Shall post the photos in the next blog post. (:

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Chia lat. so many people start mugging liao.

and the only thing i did was... tutorial 8 for maths. Die liao die liao die liao..

ok i'm gonna mug :D

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WAH LAU

Junqiang, I'm so gonna K.I.L.L you!!!

our pw become i do everything, and then you help other people do their pw stuff. Slap you ah. Nb.

I'm so NOT gonna do anything about pw. Kill you ah.

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Monday, June 09, 2008

OMG. next anniversary coming liao.. and I haven't over gotten over it yet!!!! SHITTTT!!!!!!! CANNOT!!!!

and yes, the concert yesterday..

we kept looking out for shuwei. and laughed when we saw her. the song was... er.. abit.. sexual??? I dunno. hahas. and yes, we took photos. shall post the photos when i get them. :D

Anyways, i met up with leonard, lee ping and audrey to have dinner first before going to NUS. we supposedly had a wEiRd dinner. as in, the lady taking our order didn't understand us (es. leonard). LOL. it sort of went on like this:

Leo: Can i have an earl grey tea please?
lady: oh you want a lagsana?
Me: *giggles*
Leo: no no. an earl grey tea.
lady: so it's an extra set of lagsana?
Me: *laughs even harder*
Leo: NO NO NO. EARL GREY TEA.
lady: beef or chicken lagsana?
Me: *tearing coz of too much laughter*
Audrey: EARL GREY TEA.
lady: OHHH... one earl grey tea is it?
Leo and Audrey: YESSSSS.... Sigh.....
lady: ok.

and she came back 2mins later with a cup of tea. leo took a sip, and then looked at the tab enlongated from the bag of tea leaves, and so badly wanted to faint.

It read, ''English Breakfast Tea.''.

WTF?!?!?! Repeat so many times liao, somemore she can repeat it's earl grey tea.. LIKE THAT ALSO CAN WRONG AH!! Wah piang!!

Lol. but was damn hilarious lah. hahahas.

and there was this ang moh family sitting behind us *seriously that area got alot of ang moh, since it was near the holland village area*.

and i turned back and looked at what they were eating coz i was so bored.

WAH LAU EH. their whole big plate full of veggies leh. and it's not as pleasant as you think it is lor. it's like, leafy and raw without any form of sauces of any kind leh. it's like plain, green, leafy raw veggies leh. and to make it worse, it looks like they merely plucked it off the grass and served it to them lor. as in, seriously lah! the roots were barely gone lor. I was like, wth? Eeyer..

and coz we didn't know how to go NUS from there, we took a cab, and Leonard paid. Thanks DADDY! :D

Anyways, met up with Jo, Junqiang, Abilgail and Ruo Ting to do pw today. They didn't want to pei me eat lunch... Crys. *yes i did the spelling thing on purpose*... seriously i think my pw group damn slack lor... like when meet up that time then will get distracted all the time.. then everytime i try to get people back into action, they're too distracted already. Wah lau. then i end up doing some stuff alone. :'(

I don't care lah. I want to step down as group leader liao. Someone else should take over and assume all responsibilities lor. Wah lau.. GRR.. I'm gonna appoint Jq as group leader. He plan all the meetings and everything. See whether got so easy or not. Nb..

Going with ALOT of people to Pulau ubin for chinese project on wed :D
with Zona, Johnia, Leonard, Ruo Ting, Abilgail, Junqiang and Lee ping :D
and maybe SAMUEL!!! <3

hahas.. if samuel come then it would be damn fun lah.
but they say going to cycle leh... but I don't know how to cycle!!! ARGH!!!!

but Leonard doesn't know how to too!!! YAY!!! BUDDIES!! hahas. welcome to the dunno-how-to-cycle club man! (:

and we said we'll take those trainer bikes (those 4 wheel one). and then we'll take a video of us... waist up... so pro and serious looking.. and then so pro, cycle so fast.. and slowly pan down the camera to our 4 wheels bike *faints* -_______-

WAHHHHHH!!!!!!!

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omg... i think i like sxz. O.o he's so handsome!!!!!!!! ahahaha. *don't think too much about who he is lah*. LOL. random artiste only.. LOL.

Today met up with leo, leeping and audrey to go NUS to watch shuwei's dance recital together with lotsa PAE 0811A classmates!! got Joshe, Lelia, Isaiah, Annette and Kiawoon. :D shiok! (:

And yes, i sat between Joshe and Audrey :D

AIYAH. alot of things lah. tomorrow den i blog. now late ler.. :X

ANYWAYS:

PAE 0811A RAWKS!!

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Sunday, June 08, 2008

Haha i just chanced upon someone's friendster acct.. and one photo taken in starlight cafe caught my attention.. Both me and Jq were unknowingly in the background. Both in our sec sch uniform!! I super missed the times where both of us were still in that uniform... :( LOL. :D

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Saturday, June 07, 2008

I was watching this Jap show... not very interesting, but super related to GP.

14-sai no Haha: Aisuru tame ni Umaretekita (14才の母～愛するために生まれてきた～, 14-sai no Haha: Aisuru tame ni Umaretekita, "14-year-old Mother: Born to love") is a Japanese television drama broadcasted on NTV. It was aired from October 11, 2006 until December 20 of the same year. The drama concerns 14-year-old Miki Ichinose, who becomes pregnant with her boyfriend's child. After struggling with the fact that she is pregnant, she decides that she will keep the baby and raise it by herself. The show follows what this means for her, her family, her school life, the life of her boyfriend and his family, and the society in which she resides.

Super controversial right? omg i think i'll have alot of things to write in gp essays regarding the topic of family after this.. it has a total of 11 episodes, and i'm currently at episode 7. yea. and i've asked people about this topic also..

as in, if you're a 14 year old female who got pregnant, and the guy dun wanna acknowledge it, and that he starts to avoid you and stuff, what would you do?

and if i'm talking to a guy (who happens to be Zhenqin at the moment), i asked him what would he do if his 14 year old daughter gets pregnant coz of this idiotic guy who doesn't wanna take responsibility.

I shall review their answers later (:

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omg. I was damn shocked.

I woke up at like, 3pm today lah!! GASP. and i didn't wake up on my own accord. my mum was like, ''omg!!!!!!!! GIRL AH!!! NOW 3PM LIAO YOU STILL HIBERNATING IN YOUR ROOM!!!''. and i jerked awake and was like, ''WTF?! TODAY CCA STARTS AT 3PM!!!'' before i realised that I already went for cca yesterday. pfft. scare me..

but cannot blame me lor. yesterday I chatted with Zhenqin (: till around 1.30am, when he had to go to sleep. and we were talking about electricity bills, and he was saying that I ought to turn off my aircon and sleep without it for a night. I was like, ''SIAO AH. i've been sleeping with aircon every night without fail since I was 3years old leh.''. but yes, i decided to try it out, to see whether I can really survive without aircon for a night. and guess what happened?

I was fully drenched when I woke up in the morning.

NB..

Coz i turned off the aircon, turned on the fan (at high speed), and opened the windows to sleep for ventilation. And it started raining heavily in the night. and as i was i heavy sleeper, i didn't wake up despite being almost 95% drenched. *and yes, my bed was wet too*.

And yes, I had a few other guests sleeping together with me also. (unwanted guests, to be precise)

Mr. Grasshopper!! and Mr. Cockroach too! Miss Lizard as well. WOW.

KILL ME.

Worse night mares ever lor. so i've learnt my lesson:

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Never sleep without aircon. and if you do, bring in insect repellent, and spray a whole can of insecticide at any possible entrance.
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Anyways, I went for lunch with Samuel, Junqiang, Zhenqin and Leeanne yesterday at AMK hub. Had pepper lunch. waited for almost 20mins (no wait not almost. it is 20mins) with Junqiang for Samuel and Zhenqin. Haiz, what to do? Samuel is empress dowager, while Zhenqin's the prince what... Commoners like me of course have to wait lah.

And yes.. Went pepper lunch... blah blah blah.. and some strangely stupid thing happened (shall not mention. if you strongly wanna know then ask me..)... and Lee anne came from school to join us. Yep. nothing much, and then Zhenqin went to cut hair, while I had to go for cca... and left. :'(

Yes and at cca, it was damn boring lah!! It's all about technical shit lor. all the technical stuff makes me zzzzzzzz..... and yes, there was this part when Mrs Karen Yap suddenly said something like, ''Kimberly I think I must apologise to you.''. and I was like, ''huh?''. and she mentioned that it was coz she sounded rather harsh to me during my first morning broadcast, coz she really couldn't hear me throught the PA system. I didn't really take it to heart though. and was like, ''oh nvm it's okay.''. and apparently, she said that she DON'T LIKE Charles, and that he really pisses her off each time she sees him. Lol. okayyy... hahas.

And ya, after cca, I went to causeway to eat with Felicia, En Noi, Melissa and Ting en at Pasta Mania. Seriously, now pasta mania quite ex lo.. last time it didn't cost that much. luckily now they never add service charge, and GST was already included in the food. and Felicia, En Noi and me seriously couldn't stand *somebody* coz he/she was so friggin ACT CUTE. FREAKKK!!! damn er xin lar.. Eeeyerr.. and got this point of time I couldn't shake him/her off.. and had to entertain him/her. Wah piang.. suay suay suay...

ok.. nothing much really happened. hahaha. :X

shall blog when SOMETHING else happens (:

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Friday, June 06, 2008

okays
i'm fine now (:

shall be back blogging tomorrow. super tired today.

YAWNS

oh yes, btw, the LOVE meter for *ahem*JQ*ahem* is almost dropping to 0% now i guess. lowering drastically. i think now it's like, 15%? Yeps, i'm confident it would not last till the next anniversary. right? (:

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Thursday, June 05, 2008

Don't know why these few days i feel super super pissed off with Junqiang. It's like, he never do anything to me (in fact we just talked normally as per usual), and yet I got really pissed with him.

So I listed down a couple of reasons that makes me super pissed with him (no offence Junqiang, if you happen to be reading this portion. It's the truth.)

Oh yes, forgot to say that I told him most of the things listed here liao.

1) He's a coward
Seriously ok, not kidding. He doesn't stand up for his own actions, and worse still, denies it. When people confront him, he start avoiding. please? gossiping behind people's back is a damn cowardly action. Anything unhappy about a person/ an action? Tell it to the person straight! don't have to tell it to the third party, and let the third party tell the others. Seriously, grow up man. And telling lies to cover up the initial big lie is worse. and somemore the lies don't tally.
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2) Act secretive
Ya seriously this one i super kan bu shun yan lor. everything also must secretive, i also don't know for what. what makes it sound more stupid is when I actually find out what the secret actually is, it's seriously DIAO~ one lor. is those type that isn't considered a secret, den also must make until like secret like that. And this point can be substantiated by many other people too okay.

3) Act superior / exclusive
That you can see for yourselves. as usual, this point can also be substantiated by others, who pointed this out to me.

Aiyah, can't rmb liao. I only remember it was a whole list to begin with. but i got distracted and i forgot everything. nevermind. i'll recall it one day.

But seriously, all these happened because of a stupid reason. It's coz I couldn't let him off my mind. And all this is thanks to HIMSELF!! no one else!!!

If it wasn't for the fact that he started off that huge nonsense on 14 November 2007, none of this would have happened!!!

I was on the verge of forgetting him before that date. As in, if a meter from 0% to 100%, in which 0% means no more crush on him, and 100% means crazily in love with him, I was around 10% then.

and he started on that huge nonsense that made my 10% rise high up to 100%, or maybe even more than that.

Er.. Just a slight recap of what I received that night. EXACT WORDS:

JQ: 2moro is wad time meet? At where? and can I ask a favour frm u? B my gf leh... can?
Me: huh? did u send 2 e wrong person?
JQ: I send correct person wad. U kimberly rite? So 2moro is wad time meet? At where?
Me: uh huh... eh. i not sure. i haven't called christie yet... and... whats up with the second part?
JQ: Ok lah tell u the real thing. My parents were guessing whether u my gf or not as I spend a lot of time on the phone with u. Lol. Sorry if i had scared you.

OK! fine. given that he was joking on this occasion, which i assumed so since he mentioned something like that in his last sms to me that night. (He did send me crushing down though).

The next day, which was Christian's birthday... Oh mans. Many things happened that day, i wouldn't wanna mention it again. I shall just say that it was supposing the happiest day of my life.

And yes, that night, he called me again, and we chatted for i-don't-remember-how-long.. and before we ended the convo, something STUPID happened again.

not exact words, but exact meaning.
JQ: eh. you still haven't answered my question to you yesterday yet leh..
Me: *acts blur* huh?
JQ: the one in the sms?
Me: oh.. *no way to escape liao*
JQ: so how? yes or no?
Me: umm... ah... orh... *ahem*okay*ahem*
JQ: YOU SAY ONE AH YOU SAY ONE AH!!
ME: *shys*

YES! see?! see!!!! and the next day, we had to go to school for some PAE briefing. and after that we went yishun for burger king together with christian, zhenqin and samuel. at the yishun underground tunnel thingy linking northpoint and yishun mrt, something STUPID happened again.

not exact words, but exact meaning:

Me: Eh. wad made u ask me the question last night? *trying to hint to him for some confession*
Jq: I don't know..
Me: Where got dunno one? *eh pls la, confess la.*
Jq: I don't know. but you agree le hor!
Me: *keeps quiet and squiggle off to samuel while am chio-ing*.

AH YOU SEE YOU SEE!!!

and still got okay!!! i'm not done listing!!!

GRAD NIGHT: the happiest day of my life, but the worst night ever.

Just before grad night started, he denied he mentioned any of the above! AT ALL! LOSER LOSER LOSER!!!

and after that, i confronted him as to why he even told me such a huge lie.

he confessed, that he didn't know what to say, except deny that he even said this. COWARD!!!!!

And he even mentioned that before grad night, he THOUGHT i rejected him. and gave me a whole lots of excuses (you may refer to my posts in november. I think it is all stated in every post there).

Now you all know why I am still unable to forget him?
Thanks Junqiang for your venom.

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Monday, June 02, 2008

WAH LAU. I'm so damn pissed lah.

Just now went with Junqiang, Jo Anna and Ruo Ting to do PW.

and then after that we went Yishun to sam's house to meet him, and we went to eat at Long John Silver (LJS). and then something damn stupid happened lah!!! !#$%$

I went out of ljs to answer a call. and then when I stood up, Junqiang exclaimed, ''OMG!!!'' and i thought he was up to his usual nonsense again and turned around and snapped back at him. After I finished answering the call and was about to walk back, samuel ran out and told me, ''your bag!! RED!! kena stained!!''.

I was like, WTF?! dun tell me it's my period... before i thought, eh? period got so high up one meh? and i immediately went back and saw that my stupid WHITE bag was stained with RED chilli sauce lah. I was damn pissed can?! Confirm can't be me. I didn't open any chilli sauce. Confirm can't be samuel and Junqiang also. I doubt they can shoot that far (twitches). and was super no mood to eat liao lor.

And throughout the whole meal, Junqiang and Samuel (majorally Junqiang) was listing out the suspects inside ljs that could be behind the curse of the chilli sauce. Like pls, we were around all along, and we didn't see anyone do it at all lor!!! Seriously damn scary. when did the bloody chilli sauce end up on my bag and back!! ARGH!!!

I shall curse whoever who did this to me:

If you are a guy: I hope your balls gets bitten off by a dog and thrown into a pot of boiling oil.

If you are a girl: I hope your boyfriend's balls is dipped into strong acid over and over again. Or maybe your boobs will do.

If you are a tranny (ah gua): I hope you turn back into your original sex, and for your nose to fall off, just like Michael Jackson's did, and for your plastic surgery to cause your flesh to rot.

Good luck to you enjoying the punishment for squirting your chilli sauce onto me.

heh! never ever offend me or i'll curse you with all the above.

Well if you ask me stupid questions then maybe i'll just curse you silently (:

Anyways, before i was interrupted about the curse of the chilli sauce, yes! we were at library. Seriously I think our project work group too slack liao lor. nvm. at least we DID do something today... right? we managed to test out the website lor. which means now we only need people to participate and some random crap to start the pilot test le!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111111111111 :D

And hor and hor and hor, i confronted Junqiang about the purposely avoiding me during the camp. apparenly he said he was trying his hypothesis, and yes, i proved his hypothesis right. he stood far away from me each time to test if I would purposely go near him, which I obviously did, sometimes unintentional, and sometimes intentional. but he really too 'on-purpose' already lor. SLAP YOU AH you bitch. why? you want to further tell the whole world that I like you is it? nbnbnb. LOSER JQ!

Aiyah no mood blog today lah... blog another day, or maybe later.. (:

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Sunday, June 01, 2008

I have no idea why I'm so crazy over many many things nowadays that I super wanna buy many things. And I'm so gonna go broke from that. I'm a hiao girl (:

Seriously lor, I super wanna get a nice watch, plus alot of nice accessories lah! Oh mans, I'm so materialistic.

Anyways, they cheat my feelings lor. The New Media Arts exco thing not confirm one lor. The other day after the camp they called me to school, and said that it isn't confirmed yet, and that we'll be playing games and everything and from there, they would pick the exco people as the final round of selection. Like wth... Nb cheat my feelings. and Yenshan was late, so I thought I would probably sms her to ask her if she was coming, which she wasn't. anyway, before i reached school, i was like super paisae to sorta just go into the seminar room without anyone to accompany me. Luckily I had Lelia and Vanessa (:

So we waited awhile for the late comers (some were damn late lor. It was supposed to start at 1pm, and some people started coming in at only like, 1.35pm?), and then we got separated into 3 or 4 groups... I can't really remember though. And my group had Huda, En Qi, Kam Hung, Candice, Ting En and me. ya. we were supposed to introduce ourselves as well as something about us. Apparently, I could tell that En Qi was trying hard to vie for the president position coz for the intro, he said that he is very patient and blah, hopefully, the teacher heard him, which I think he didn't.. and we sorta -___- at him. yea. and i remembered everyone's name and characteristics and names lor.

Huda: plays the kamelan (however you spell it)
En Qi: Super patient and everything nice
Kam Hung: The one with the cute voice. Lol.
Candice: not singaporean (philippino chinese. Cool~)
Ting En: Likes to talk (yep i could see that)

And apparently, I introduced myself as someone very emotional, which is true okay! I really get very emotional at times lor.

And then all the groups had to be combined, and we had to remember everyone's name and characteristic and introduce each other. And this guy started by introducing me as, ''this is Kimberly and she is emo.''. and everyone laughed.. DOTS!!! I'm not emo la.. I do laugh alot like crazy okay. And some others introduced me like, ''That is Kimberly and she likes to emo.''. Pls lor, I don't like to emo, it's just natural (:

And yeps. we then went to seminar room 2 coz the J2 nma exco wanted to celebrate their stepping down in seminar room 1. and i never knew our school had 2 seminar rooms lah! and it was seriously in a damn ulu place in school lor. I had never been to that part of the school. and yes, we played other games and had this presentation thing, which i volunteered to present for my group la. and apparently, the whole world could tell that I was damn nervous coz i was stuttering my way through. okay i know i suck at presenting things.

And then I went off to meet samuel, Junqiang and Huiming. and apparently, they laughed when they saw me, and i had no idea why until much later, when they told me that before i came, huiming mistook some Indian for me, and wanted to call her. -_____-

to make things worse, Junqiang said that the other lady was super super super tanned lah. wth.. blur jiu shi blur.

And to end off, I'll say something to 0811A.
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Guys of 0811A: You guys are our heros! you guys rock! Especially Ivin, the KING! (:
Girls of 0811A: You girls rock too! and you all did well for the Kota Camp, and managed to stay together despite everything!

0811A, you people ROCK!

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Camp PHOTOS (:

Tired Lelia and Jolene on the bus on the way to Kota (:

Photo by Jinxiang (most probably)

Tired Weijie and Ivin on the bus on the way to Kota (:

Most likely taken by Jinxiang as well..

IVIN the KING OF THE WORLD!! And it's serious okay. :D
Eh.. Yes.. the waterfall. we walked the whole day just to see this.. thing.. :S
YES! Pelepah waterfall. Too bad this wasn't the one, although it looks more decent... And I managed to climb through this okay! and i'm damn proud of it.

PS: Lee ping ah, I can easily spot your pink bag from here.

Ivin and the Girls fom our class :D

oh slap that Gunung Panti, walk so long way just to walk back down again. Damn tiring lah.. :X but still fun (:

Lol. Cindy dropped into the water. :X

YAY 0811A @ Kota Tinggi before heading back to Singapore!! (:

And for once, Jinxiang is finally in the picture.

Yes yes.. the wonderful water fall we saw.. :X

hehe i photoshopped this one coz i looked hideous :X anway, it's supposed to be cindy, Yen shan, me and Johnia lah.. :X

YAY 0811A. Wah piang jinxiang not in the picture..

ok, waiting in school for approximately an hour before we set off to Kota tinggi. I was damn sian. so was JunQiang i guess.

Oh mans, i always had the feeling i'm bobbing up and down this bridge whenever I walk on it. Seriously!

Heh. Mr Bryan Lim, our ever oh-so-cute-and-funny form teacher who didn't come along with us to Kota. :(

I'm back!! and yes, i've also thought it through, and I'm alright now (:

As i was saying in the post on friday, 30th May, I stopped blogging coz i was already quite sian, thanks to being in school and meeting up with Junqiang, Samuel and Huiming.

Anyway, I shall continue on my post about the camp. :D

1st day:

YES. the food poisoning incident. Initially, we thought that it's kinda a lady's thing. Lelia alerted us about it first, and I thought she merely had her period or something. But I realised that things weren't that smooth. Lee Ping and other girls started having stomach aches. I was like WTF?! Very soon, almost the whole room, except Yen Shan, Ruo Ting and me (I think), didn't get the food poisoning. And so, Ruo Ting and I decided to run around the place to find teachers for medicine. And we realised that we're not the only room. Many other rooms got it too. abish... and to make things worse, halfway through the running, I realised that I've got the fucking food poisoning too. wtf?! and yes, the whole night, the room smelt of lau sai. :X

2nd day:

Nature elements training. Played the Indiana Jones thing. I didn't play though.. I just stood by. I'm so emo.. :X Lol. Joking. And after that was the jetty jump... in which.. we jumped off a jetty lookalike thing? oh wells.. and i did jump a few times lor.

But it was damn Ew.. coz the water was like, dirty and stuff. but fun lah.. Junqiang laughed at me when I jumped in lor. wth.. And when JQ jumped in, the instructors all gave the WTF? face. Lol. coz when he was running in, he looked so pro. but in the end, he didn't even jump in lor. he merely dropped in. Lol. Sorry Junqiang if you happen to read this part.

And then we went to the Johor River for the Kayaking expedition. Firstly we were supposed to have some confidence building thing, in which we have to wear our life vests and then walk into the river with our arms interlocked. YES. I had my arms interlocked with JQ's.. so what.. and the usual stuff about this confidence thing.. and then when we got up, Junqiang was like, ''All I could feel was Kimberly's waist. Of course lah, so big, of course can feel lah.''. I was like, wtf, like yours very small like that.

And yes, we went kayaking. It was some special kayak that allows 3 people in the same kayak. Yep. And so, i partnered Junqiang and Lee Ping. seriously that kayaking shit was a nightmare lor. We were super not coordinated lah. and we kept blaming each other, and eventually, i friggin lost my temper. has been quite long since I lost my temper till that extent. But the instructor said that must quarrel to grow stronger! which means cannot quarrel too much, if not become too strong den become she-male. :X lame nvm..
and yes, we slept in the tents. I slept with Lee ping, Ruo Ting and Johnia. Apparently Johnia said that Leeping snored again at night, but I was so tired and busying pigging and sleeping my head off that I didn't notice, despite sleeping beside Lee Ping. Oh wells..

And yes, Junqiang was walking in a damn funny way (look like penguin) coz he had abrasions in his inner thighs due to excessive walking. Lol. Ruo Ting and Johnia called it the Scrotum problem. Lol. but he recovered one day later. hahahas.

3rd day:
GASP. Gunung panti expedition!! Damn tiring lah. and seriously I was tired and was already panting before we even reached the mountain :X

And it was really damn tiring, and alot of people broke down due to the fatigue. And seriously, Ivin's the king. Abigail was so exhausted out that she kept falling and couldn't stand up right anymore, and Ivin, despite carrying a bag that weighs 15kg +++ volunteered to carry her bag (which is also quite heavy) for her lor. Rock on Ivin!! :D

And we climbed all the way till we were already inside the clouds lor. When we looked out, we could only see white clouds. and it was seriously super friggin cold!! I was never that cold for a very very very long time. Seriously more cold than air con or Genting. To make it worse, it was raining. and then they called for all the guys to go onto the summit of the mountain to unpitch all the tents and for all the girls to carry everything and go back down the moutain to the campsite for the outdoor cooking. We walked and walked.. Fell and fell. and it grew very dark, and we couldn't see anything anymore. and the instructor just refused to on his bloody torchlight. It was seriously damn dark and we couldn't see anything anymore.

and i was in a fucking bad mood, coz I was worried about the guys, especially Junqiang. As in, I know how stupid he can get at times lor. plus he isn't really that careful.. and his waterbottle is with me.. he'll die of thirst lor, if throughout the whole thing he has no water. to make things worse, the only guy who supposedly have a torchlight is Jinxiang, and his torchlight is with me, again! How can they come down in the dark without any torchlights at all?!

and I was so worried about them that I seriously couldn't eat at all when I went back to the camp, and i decided to cook for the guys, and refill Junqiang's waterbottle at the restaurant so that he can eat and drink his water the moment he returned. and after waiting a long time, he finally returned, safely, without injuries, luckily... and yes, they ate and drank and everything.

and the girls slept in the conference room (got aircon), while the guys slept in the canteen (with flies). Lol. and yes, now that Junqiang recovered from his ''scrotum'' problem, it's Leonard's turn. Lol. damn funny.

LAST DAY:
yes, we did all the sai gang. we washed the sai tents. Seriously I find it damn stupid lor. Group C brought the tents up the mountain and pitched it, Group A brought the tents down from the mountain, shouldn't it be group B doing the cleaning of the tents?! So stupid. and Junqiang was saying how stupidly bimbotic I looked when I brought up the tents to him and leonard. but seriously it's damn sick lor. group C people shit on it/ clean their shit on it okay! what makes them think I'll be super pleased to fetch it for them!? to make things worse, one tent needs around 4 people to carry it. however, the whole class sorta disappeared, leaving only leonard, me and Junqiang. And since leonard and Junqiang hav to stand on top of the barrels, it leaves only me to transport the tents to and fro. and it was seriously fucking heavy and disgusting.

And yes! we left for home!! in the bus, we were all happily eating and stuff. Sad that Junqiang and Jinxiang sat right in front, while the class was at the back. and Jinxiang's gay. he kept saying that the ming xiong guy is damn cute, and even wanted his number. the Ming Xiong freaked out when we told him. Lol. and we even sang and sang lor.

After we reached school, Leonard, Junqiang, Lee Ping and me went to Causeway point to eat. Seriously i was damn happy that I finally had cold coke *try saying cold coke repeatedly very fast. you sound like a chicken* lah. I was super craving for it at Kota lor. and for once in a very long time, i felt full :D and Junqiang said I live the life of a princess, or maybe even more. Seriously it's exaggeration lor. I don't okay. I have my constraints too. humph.

and yes, i slept like crazy the next day. hahaahhas.