ARGH!!!

Summer test is coming soon, and i seriously haven't even started studying lah.. Ok nevermind i know people won't believe me even if i tell them this, but it's true!!!

I dunno why these few times i get so cranky and tired out easily. As in, seriously leh. I feel like sleeping all the time lor. Den i get like, ''omg omg omg. wad if i fail summer test? I must study this, i must study that.'' but in the end, i end up not studying, but only worrying day and night about it. Like what the hell lahs... Worry worry worry. Somemore got so much homework to do.. plus cca and other stuff. not like I can't cope. I would be able to cope, if only i wasn't a human. Only if i didn't have to sleep/ sleep only 30mins a day.

Confirm cannot one lor. That night i stayed up to do GPP (only finished at around 4.30am, before i did maths tutorial).. The whole day i felt super lousy and I slept at like, 8.50pm that day (i reached home at 7.30pm). HAIZ... I must really start mugging.

Manz, this month is a real busy month for me. Summer tests, Leadership camp briefing (CG chairperson), Leadership test (New Media Arts), Morning broadcast, OCIP meeting, Kota Tinggi Camp, and PW pilot test!!! ARGH!!! not to mention, mugging of course.

WOW. Seriously I was never this busy in my entire life. Nvm. I can cope one. *can I?*

I dunno leh. This few days (especially today) I was exceptionally cranky lah.. Seriously lor. Super bad mood nowadays. And obviously Jq isn't making it much better for me. Somemore my left eye is like, swollen or some sort of infection. It's not visible on the surface, but i just keep tearing non-stop. it's super sickening. and i have to rub it rather often, if not i'll look as though I'm crying or some sort of crazy person who just cried out of no where. So stupid.

And wth. Today was damn pissed during civics lah. Coz we were supposed to go to LT1 for the briefing for our Kota Tinggi camp. and the teacher seriously pissed me off damn badly lah. Just coz students came late, he kept scolding and screaming and said that we're wasting precious time, and that we shouldn't let those trainers wait for us. OR like wad he said, ''You all are making the COMPANY wait for u.''. So pro hor, whole company wait for those students. Erm, there were only 2 people. Anways, SO FRIGGIN STUPID i tell you. He kept wasting time scolding and scolding people and asking people to sit on the stage or the floor just to punish them, when they could have moved into a seat near the back, since there were lotsa vacant seats. See? He wasted time by scolding them and asking them to move lah. So stupid can. And this whole thing kept on for like 20mins before he said someting like, ''ok we shall not delay further coz of these students and start.''. And i heard this malay guy *dunno who he is* say, ''Now then he know. And he's the one delaying lor. not the students.''. I SERIOUSLY AGREE LAH.
PST: I was also irritated coz i was seated near the speaker when he kept screaming into the mic.

RAWR. And DANG! i had to redo my napfa 5 items while the rest played because i saw the chart wrongly!!! AH!!! sit and reach need 31cm at least to pass... I saw it wrongly as sit ups, and thought 18cm pass liao... in the end i only pushed till 30cm last week. SEE?! so i had to redo it today. Ok la, passed everything better den i did last week. *phew*. But the rest got to play basketball. LUCKYYY.. Nvm, i'll join them next week :D

And then after school, Junqiang, Leeping *i spelt ur name correctly okay* and I went to Gelare to eat. The pasta was damn nice lah. I had the pork rib one while leeping had the seafood one. Yea. Jq wanted to try the pork rib at first, and so i generously gave him a big piece lah. *i'm so nice*. and he was describing how good it is and stuff. and yea, he sorta liked it. Yep, so despite me being rathe hungry, I left 1/4 of it for him okay!! I'm so nice right!!??!?!?! and he was happily eating and digging off my bones. *wait, not my bones. the pork..''

And seriously i think Jq is a damn mean person. I mean, seriously! I'm always nice / try to be nice to him, but he's never nice to me lor. Even after i do something for him, he never appreciates it and is always either sarcastic or being just a plain asshole to me lah. Slap him.

Anyway, junqiang told me today that Jinxiang is scared of me coz i always give the dao face.

Eh seriously lah, it's not i dao or what lor. must clarify this coz i know i got this type of face. It's seriously natural.. Really, not that I'm dao or what. This is what happens / how i look when i'm deep in thoughts / mere spacing out, which i am 99% of the time. ya... must clarify, if not people think i'm super not approachable and unfriendly :(
I'm very nice one okay.. LOL. :D

Anyways, just now in Kiddy palace, Junqiang mentioned about liking some green Den-o model, and how he likes it, but it costs $29.90 and he can't afford it, and he'll save money to buy it some other time. And it happened to strike me to buy it as a small gift for him.. Should I? not that i can't afford it lah, but will he like, get the wrong idea or something? I mean, It's just a gift for a FrIeNd.... right? :S