I'm so exhausted. I'm so failing this chemistry test... :'(
i'm soo not gonna study today. I have too many things on my mind..
actually only one thing. or should i say, one person.
WHO ELSE CAN IT BE?!sigh. today i finally exploded. I totally couldn't stand it anymore.
Jq's getting overboard lor. he's like super mean towards me lah. like, wth did i do wrong?! today he purposely sat far far away from me during all lessons to sit with that idiotic fat ass turtle. Obviously he did it on purpose one lor!!! during lunch that time also. i merely wanted to sit on the same table as him, but obviously got told off and chased away. then before that i asked him to teach me chem during lunch. in the end he went off with that fucking turtle to study chem with him. like, WTF?!
Somemore lose temper at me coz of the pw grouping!? as if my fault!!! and he said until as if it was all my fault. and all the different treatments from other people as well?! HUH!?!?!?! WHY ONLY ME!!!
Next time i'm not gonna admit anything when it comes to Jq. when people ask me about him, this is what will happen...:
Me: I don't know Jq.
Just another random person: huh? y? i tot u same sch as him last time?
Me: Really? i think i didnt notice him.
JARP: but i tot u all same class?
Me: Really? maybe i just didn't notice he existed.
JARP: huh? but i thought you liked him for dunno-how-many years, and still on-going?
Me: nonsense. i've never met him before.
JARP: Really meh? but i thought last time dining eiquette u 2 were partners?
Me: nah. i didn't have a partner. there was just an empty seat beside me.
JARP: you've known him for 2yrs plus already right?
Me: Nah, i only happened to know him after JAE started.
JARP: but i tot u were once together/not together with him?
Me: Siao. i was single all my life.
JARP: are you sure u don't know Jq?
Me: duh
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Maybe jq will be nicer after that.
although he said that this isn't true, and that i'm tooo sensitive, and tt i inferred too much, and that i think too much...
but i seriously think i'm not thinking too much lor. Jq really is like that to me what.
but he said i think too much, and that he never thought of it that way...
ARGHZ.