haiz. it wasn't till recently till I understood how fragile friendships can get. Maybe because I usually end up cherishing them too much, until I can't take it when I lose it. Or perhaps it's only applicable to exceptional cases, such as Junqiang. Seriously I'll go crazy one day. :(

sad lah. everytime I don't know what's wrong when things happen to go wrong. sigh... :'(

Was just watching My MVP Valentine. *ok i know it's a damn old show, but i only managed to watch it online here. yep. I have to comment about it!!!!

STUPID ANGELA ZHANG SHAO HAN!!
ridiculously stupid lah. Angel set her up also don't know how to explain herself well and show others how scheming the other party is. Somemore never accept Sun Xiezhi. Go like the other Duan cheng feng for what?! wah lau. If i am her, things won't be the same.
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*fantasy land*
Angel: You can never win me in winning Duan Cheng Feng's heart.
Me: Nb u. chao turtle. u think i want him is it? CHEAP BITCH.
Angel: How dare you. Duan cheng feng will never like someone like u.
Me: Nb u, u bloody half crippled bitch, he's my bf. so stfu.
*Duan Cheng Feng walks in*
DCF: OMG what u doing?!
Me: Obvious. Stupid idiot.
DCF: omg u pushed angel onto the floor!!
Me: Nb lah. she roll onto the floor herself one lah. u so stupid meh? cant even tell.
Angel: cheng feng! *wimpers* she push me one... *teary eyes*
Me: STFU. bitch leh u. wimper wimper wimper.
DCF: omg! how can my gf be so cruel???!!!
Me: NB NB NB U! u think u v gd meh? pls lor. i better lor. I got sun xiezhi aftering me. he's a gazillion times better den u. BLEAH. quit fantasizing about how good you are and just STFU.
*sun xiezhi, the prince walks in at this point of time*
SXZ: HAHA DCF U NOOB. UR GIRLFRIEND IS MINE!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!
Me: BYE DCF. happy dating a crippled bitch! Crippled bitch, that noob ass is yours! i've got a handsome guy for my bf. who cares about that ass anyway. HAHAHA.
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omg i'm so boh liao. :D

omg. Jq just smsed me asking how to make a blog and where to find blogskins. and he said he may create a blog soon. GASSSSSSSP. don't tell me he really going to make one.

and i hope he never gets to read mine. *crosses fingers*

SATURDAY!!! YAY!!! finally can wake up late. Well... not very late too... Woke up at 10.30am cause had to meet Jq and Sam at yishun at 12pm. Yep. I reached yishun first, before Sam smsed me and Jq saying that he'll be at khatib mrt station instead. So i boarded the mrt when he arrived. And we met Lelia on the mrt too as well. :D



Anyway, yep, we met up with samuel and went to orchard together. As usual... Went Wheelock and stuff. Had lunch at pepperlunch. Whatever. Details about all these not very important. What's more important is the quarrel between me and JQ.



Junqiang, we really can't survive a day without quarrelling huh?



ok lah, i admit i was damn unreasonable... But really lor. OK, i shall give the background info of why we quarrelled.

FLAAAASSHHBACK to one month ago:

girl A (shall not mention her name since she's my friend too), lay down on Jq's shoulder, and Jq didn't do anything about it. He didn't even find it too ai mei or what. But when I merely smacked him, he exclaimed how ai mei it was in a damn sickening way.

Yesterday, after roadrun, Jq bought a drink together with me and we were walking back to our seat in the canteen, the girl saw him and asked him what he was drinking, and Jq offered her the drink, which she accepted and drank abit.

-end of flashback-



Yep, and i do not know what triggered it off today, but I suddenly became super pissed off... or should I say, jealous. DAMN jealous. If i had to rate my jealously upon 10, i'll rate it a million. Ya. So I was damn sarcastic to Jq the whole time.



At first, when I hadn't started my jealous crap today, Jq suddenly started on something damn idiotic and stupid.

The idiotic and stupid thing he started:

JQ: Kimberly, I ask you something hor.

Me: What?

JQ: Promise me that you won't be angry.

Me: ok. What?

JQ: Really cannot be angry leh.

Me: Ok what?

Jq: Really don't be angry leh.

Me: (-_-") WHAT LAH!

Jq: Samuel witness ah. If kim angry then she must treat us hor.

Samuel: *catches me glaring at him and decides to keep quiet*
Jq: Really don't be angry hor.
Me: WTF. JUST SAY LAH. *started to get pissed off*
Jq: Girl A got 黑眼圈 or not?
Me: =_= how i know? aiyah. she so tanned. got also i won't notice.
Jq: Haha. That's what I told her also. She said she got. Then I said that she so black, where can tell?
Me: *trying to tahan my anger* so you just wanted to ask me this?
Jq and Sam: *keeps quiet*

-end of conversation-

Ya, that was how the first part kinda ended. Of course, I was already jealous. Why mention her out of nowhere!? don't tell me she on your mind all the time meh? SIAO. HUMPH. and ya, so I was kinda pissed off, and kept quiet after that.

and then... nothing much for quite sometime. We went to eat at Pepperlunch and stuff.

Of course, there were sweet times between all of us. Not like there's only jealousy and quarrels... (:

AHEM.
anyway that was just a small digression. The purpose today is to scold Jq. Muahahaha.

and then, after we went to centrepoint, that's where all the sarcasm started... I don't know what triggered it off. but here goes:

*not exact words, but exact meaning*
Me: Of course lah. I don't lie down on people's shoulder as and when I want.
JQ: haiz... *covers his face in sian-ness*
Sam: Huh? what lie down on people's shoulder?
Me: You didn't know? Jq lah. let girl A lie down on his shoulder he also never complain that it's ai mei. I just smack him abit only den he say ai mei already.
Sam: Ohhhhhhhh.........!
Me: Ya lah!
Jq: I told you liao lor. me and her is impossible one.
Me: YEA RIGHT. you even let her drink from your water lah.
Jq: I will let anyone drink one what. Is she ask from me one leh...
Sam: Den if Kim ask from you would u give it to her?
Me: Of course not. I'm not girl A u noe.
Jq: Not true! i will give one lor.
Me: Like i believe!!! You won't share one lor. Maybe only her. Maybe Not even Zhenqin.
Jq: Who said I wont? I shared plain water with zhenqin before!
Me: SEE?! Share plain water with Zhenqin only den share grass jelly with girl A. So she even mean more to you than zhenqin lah!
Jq: I also got share bubble tea with zhenqin before...
Me: fine... bubbletea more ex so zq means more to you den girl A. But so what?!
Jq: I also got share bubbletea with Girl A...
Me: WAH LAU. SO SHE REALLY MEANS MORE TO YOU THAN US LAH?!?!?!
Jq: Like i never once shared water with you before. more den her lor.
-end of first part of argument-

I was still abit sarcastic here and there though. When we walked past Mothercare, i mentioned that he should prepare stuff, in case he get her ''into trouble''. *yes you can tell i'm damn jealous*. I purposely mentioned her name whenever I could to infuriate him. But he wasn't. Sickening. I was waiting for him to get all angry.

There's even this part:
Jq: But... What's wrong with lying down on shoulder? It doesnt mean anything what.
Kim: Who said it doesn't mean anything?!
Jq: Really what.
Kim: U mean u just let anyone lie down on ur shoulder?
Jq: Think so. Nothing wrong with that what.
Kim: Wow. I had never know you were that CHEAP.
JQ and Sam: O_O WAH.

Ya. Jealous jealous jealous. YES i know.
Kim: Fine! since u said it's no big deal, next time when i lie down on ur shoulder, dont u dare say or do anything since u think it's okay!!!

and i forgotten when, Jq mentioned tt it was totally impossible between him and her. Whatever.

Then samuel was very mood spoiler. As in, the serious mood. Ya. He kept saying things like, ''Aiyoh Kimberly. dont be too sad about your 2 boyfriends lah... I know you love them alot. but dont so jealous...'' . He meant Zhenqin and Junqiang. And I turned around and snapped back, ''THERE'S NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN ME AND ZHENQIN LAH.''. he then looked at me with that funny expression and said, ''den him leh?'', pointing to Jq at the same time. Jq just looked at me and waited for an answer. I merely said, ''dunno lah dunno lah.''. and turned around and smiled secretly. Samuel was like, ''orh orh orh! AM CHIO LIAO AM CHIO LAH. I CAN SEE KIMBERLY AM CHIOING''. how embarrassing.

Ya, so u can imagine how sarcastic I was whole day. I'll try to link everything he did to girl A. ya. and then after everything, he left to go home to bedok, while me and sam took mrt home. on my way home, I was smsing Jq everything.
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*exact words*
Me: V unfair lor. she lie down on ur shoulder can. den i hit u den u say i v ai mei. super unfair lor. :'( i knw u 4 two yrs cant even be compared to her knwing u for 2months.
Jq: At tt pt of time, i only noe her few weeks only.
Me: See? even worse. I know u 2yrs while u only noe her 2 weeks. why u so biased?! You say i biased. u leh? even worse lor. u dun even wanna sit wif me while u allow her to sit down beside u n lie down on u. even i nv did tt to u b4 lor.
Me: oi. reply my sms lah. Although impt to reply ur girlA, but dont forget to reply me also.
Jq: wad 2 say? no matter wad i say, u will still be angry one wad. u think i zq meh? I dunno e art of por-ing others.
Me: den y u so unfair? i rly so inferior to her meh? :'(
Jq: If i do e same thing as zq, will ur reaction be e same? NO! i'm e one to be treated badly... Y? Ask urself!
Me: wad u do e same as zq? no matter how i try 2 do anything 4 u, u also nv appreciate. like tt day i stayed up at night to help u format ur pi. i noe it's not a big deal lah, den e next day u somemore keep suanning me. v sad one lor. and u shud noe y there is a diff in treatment. And those 2 msg got link meh? and to me, you're not inferior to zq at all. not a single bit.
Jq: Yes i am! he gets everything and i don't!
Me: That's so not true! I don't always indulge in zq. like when he asked me whether i had an extra hp to lend him. i din bother to lend him even though i had. But usually i do my best to help u most of e time. and u r trying to say tt i'm inferior to girl A in everyway to you?
Jq: Okay... since u say so... now i wan u lend zq hp... u noe he v poor thing... awww... guchi guchi... anyway, indulge in zq sounds so wrong.
Me: So i really am so inferior as compared to her? I want u to ans this qns. and y shud i lend him e hp? he's nobody to me other den a normal fren.
Jq: No!
Me: No is answering wad question?
Jq: tt u nt inferior to zq?
Me: I'm not talking about zq. get it right. i'm talking about girl A.
Jq: No! to girl A.

and ya. i melted... as usual... cheh. lazy to post more stuff. damn tired. blog next time.

TOTALLY EXHAUSTED.

UPDATES on the JQ's darling drama: I cleared everything up today (:



Haha. as usual, my emotions are usually exaggerated. Lol. thanks to him and his stressing me up, I finished doing all my homework and everything. haha. but i was seriously damn stressed up the whole day. anyway, that's besides the point. I shall continue on the Jq drama.
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Junqiang: Wad anti-kimberly's com did u use? Zq leh?
Kim: huh?
Junqiang: Anti-virus.
Kim: Oh. for wad?
Junqiang: I wan dwld anti virus wad. Virus originate frm ur com wad.
Kim: siao. i cleared all the virus off my com liao. and i'm using norton. not free one. can't download.
Junqiang: So how u get in e first place? then qq leh? tell me... Qq wan to noe...
Kim: buy lah. duh. so not free. not sure wad zq using.
Junqiang: As in cant u ask? Ask qinqin cos qiangqiang wan to noe.... qq (cute cute). >_<
Kim: I helping u ask. aiya, y dun u ask ur darling instead. she shud b more willing to help u wad.
Junqiang: She dun hav.
Kim: den sms her ask for recommendations lah. dun tell me ur darling dun even have hp okays.
Junqiang: Hello? I survived my dial up days without such things...
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Idiot sia. and that conversation stopped then, until around 20mins later, when i ran into difficulties in my chemistry, and i called him to ask for help. The conversation lasted more than an hour... Lol...... we're damn pro in crapping... But the drama got cleared up here. yep (:
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*i had the damn sarcastic tone throughout*
Kim: eh. zq reply me liao. he using bitdefender. so how? who's your so called darling?
Jq: nobody lah.
Kim: sure not? tell me leh.
Jq: Really lah. nobody.
Kim: squeeze out one name leh. anyhow say one name for your darling lah.
Jq: I really dunno... *he sounded so innocent i almost felt guilty*
Kim: anyhow say one name lah! *abit pissed off liao. so i shouted abit into the phone*
Jq: I dunno..... er.... er... ah! Mama (the name of his hippo).
Kim: I THOUGHT YOU SAID IT'S NOT YOUR HIPPO?!
Jq: *thinks* oh ya hor.... er... er... I really dunno lah... *innocent ass*
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and ya lah. coz he sounded so innocent, I actually xin ruan and let him be... But I think he knew I was pissed off or something, that's why he remained angelic throughout the entire conversation. Maybe it's also coz it has been ages since we last spoke on the phone. Probably around 2 weeks or something like that since we last spoke on the phone. Or maybe almost 2 or 3 or maybe even 4 months since we last chatted for so long over the phone. Yep. I still remember those days where we could chat for hours on the phone on a daily basis. Wells... Those were the days... But that is in the past. Now, .... haiz. I refuse to elaborate.

Anyway, after the conversation ended at like, 11plus pm, he started smsing me all the good points about zhenqin, saying how understanding he is, and stuff. and i was stunned for a moment...
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WHY IS HE SUDDENLY TELLING ME HOW UNDERSTANDING ZQ IS, AND THAT HIS SO CALLED DARLING IS A FAKE?!
CRAP! DON'T TELL ME HE READ MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!!! ZOMG!!!


Damn tired now. but still gotta mug chemistry for test tomorrow...
PST: it's 1.58am now.

Wl... the stress is killing lah... Cannot think properly now..

Totally regret coming to a JC!!!
maybe if i aren't in the same school as Jq, it wouldn't be so bad... IT'S HIS FAULT!!! He wanted to go SAJC or AJC or JJC or PJC! WHY DID HE HAVE TO COME TO INNOVA!?! WHY DID HE HAVE TO COME TO THE SAME SCHOOL AS ME?!?!?! WHY!!!!!!!!!!! NOT ONLY IS HE IN THE SAME SCHOOL, HE'S IN THE SAME CLASS!!! WHY DID HE HAVE TO COME?!?!?!

if he didn't come, I would have forgotten long ago and get on with my own life... why did he have to come... if he didn't, my stress level would at least be reduced by half... why...... can you disapear from my life for good?

UPDATES: this is with regards to the A grade and U grade thing for bio results stated 2 posts below. I guess I exaggerated lah.. hehe. Anyway, I confronted Jq the next morning.
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Kim: You know bio results liao meh?
Junqiang: Huh? Wad u mean?
Kim: Samuel told me that you told him that for bio test, I got U and you got A... Curse me. Wth.
Junqiang: I nv say test wad. I said graded assgnm. And i tot u got s?
Kim: Samuel say you tell him one. He said you told him that other den bio get U, all my tests either get a or full marks. CHOY CHOY CHOY!! and I got S. Not U.
Junqiang: And pls lah... U cfm get straight A's for all subjects one wad. U so mugger... Maybe dun say in e future, but for this bio test... Pls lah. I think he got the wrong idea. Aiya... so pro, no need care how ppl curse u.
Kim: Siao. This bio test get A? hahahahahahaha. As if i would.
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Haha. so maybe i did exaggerate lah. Lol. Don't care. Jq deserved it. :P
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and wl... Jq damn @%@$!#ing sickening lah. every sat night when watching 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 he surely come find something to 刺激 me one lor. sickening.
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*exact words*
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Junqiang: Might as well spend time with my darling den think about such stupid things.
Kimberly: Aren't you always spending time with your darling? You even kiap it's poor mouth between ur di lam. Your poor darling. *i meant his stuffed hippo*
Junqiang: Nt tt one lah. But indeed i've been spending quite sm time with her. Maybe nt tt much...
Kimberly: Who? Why never tell us de... :'(
Junqiang:Anyway, Just dont think i shud waste time on a fren lyk HIM!
Kimberly: Dun care about ZQ first. Tell me! Who's that girl? I know her?
Junqiang: Care about zq more important!
Kimberly: I thought you just said he's not impt? Quit talking about zq and tell me who's the girl! Must be from our school one right. That's why in sch never ever wanna sit with me in case she see.
Junqiang: Its nt lyk she dun noe abt u? Anyway, zq more important! Really! to u lah.
Kimberly: Who's she? tell me! Dun care about zq. Do i know her? From innova is it?
Junqiang: so zq watching wo cai now?
Kimberly: Who cares. tell me who's she... pls.....? :'( x3
Junqiang: I care!
Kimberly: Don't keep talking about him. Tell me who's she... :'(
Junqiang: I wan to talk about now. I dun care. I wan!
Kimberly: Tell me... Don't like that... :'(
Junqiang: Really... I wan to tok abt zq now... I wan zq... ...ew...
Kimberly: Eh... I'm serious lah... tell me....... :'(
Junqiang: I'm serious abt him too...
Kimberly: Stop dodging e topic and tell me lah...
Junqiang: I'm not dodging e topic, i'm toking abt zq now...
Kimberly: I'm not. Tell me...............
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*at the same time*
ZQ: *tells me some stuff*
Kim: ohhh... :'( x3 just kena ci ji from jq. So abit blur now... sorry.
ZQ: U like always kena ci ji by jq on sat when u all watching wo cai lor. Nvm, u slowly read thru my message again den u can understand wad i say. Ya.
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Jq is so sickening right?!?! spoilt my whole mood to watch wo cai lah.. wth. what's he up to? trying to tell me he got gf of some sort and then 吊my胃口 by not telling me who she is in this kinda stupid way? and it's not the first time already lor. last saturday also same thing. SICKENING IDIOT. I thought of a couple of possibilities last night as I was trying to recover from the 刺激 from jq.

1st possibility: He really got gf. (possibility: almost 0)
2nd possibility: He was trying to test whether I like him from my reaction. (possibility: 45%)
3rd possibility: He was just crapping (possibility: 10%)
4th possibility: He found it fun to watch my reaction. (possibility: 10%)
5th possibility: He ran out of topic to talk to me about. (possibility: 10%)
6th possibility: He just wants the attention (possibility: 25%)

Just to say: I felt that the possibility of him really having a girlfriend is extremely low till it's almost 0 because:
1) In school, I'm around him most of the time. So if he goes to find a girlfriend, I can't possibility not know about it.
2) After school, we usually walk home together with his cousin all the way to the bus interchange where we take our bus separately.
3) During lessons, although we don't sit side by side, we still sit quite near each other, and he usually sits either with the guys or his cousin or ever changing girls.
4) His weekends is usually with his grandparents.
5) During breaks and lunches, he's always eating with me, zona and his cousin.

So how can he possibly get a girlfriend when I'm with him almost the whole time?? except for the times when he's in the toilet. If not i'm usually around. Don't tell me his gf dun even need to see him or talk to him to maintain relationship at all meh?
ok ok, some people may tell me things like, ''aiyah. on the phone leh? Maybe on the phone wad.''
and yes...... I even tou kan his phone messages and calls... Most of the smses inside is either from me or his cousin or teachers or guys. Very few from other people. Or should I say, other girls.
Don't care. i'm gonna saboh jq by telling his cousin about it. HUMPH. who ask you to tell me this kinda rubbish.

anyway, i told zq about it this morning, and zq confirmed it.
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Kim: And i dunno wtf jq's up to. ytd he suddenly tell me tt he rather spend time with his darling den think about sth. den i tot he meant his hippo. den he said it's not, and tt he spend quite alot of time with her. Den when i keep asking who's she, he keep refusing to tell me by saying stupid things such as, ''i want to talk about zq...' and whatever. very irritating.
Zq: He trying to spite u or smth? He very funny one lar. Don't care about him. + other stuff. won't say what. :P
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ain't zq the nice guy? Awww... can always tell him things that's bugging me, and he'll usually tell me stuff to keep my mind off things. Girls, go after ZQ!!! haha.
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in conclusion: came up with a list of suspecting girls that may be the darling of jq *according to time spent with him, since he mentioned that she does*:
- Zona (possibility: almost 0)
- His cousin (-_-'') (siao ah.)
- some girl from 0823A (maybe. But seems not very credible also.)
- His mum (-_-'') (siao even worse.)
- Me (-_-'') (cheh.)
- His baby cousin (-_-'') (siao liao...)
- Some imaginary person (most probably true)

Still got other girls meh!??!?! Chao turtle. CHEH.
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CHAO TURTLE.
hahaha i'm so childish. :P

Wah lao. School work these few days really driving me crazy sia... Let me name all the homework we have for this LOoOoOoNG weekend like what teachers say, or like wad we say, it's just an additional day that we don't need to go to school. Project work PI, chinese compo, bio summary, maths assignment, GP newspaper summary, and 2 econs essays... WAHHH.

See how messy I am when I mug? tsk tsk tsk...

Messy study table

See? I'm such a messy person when i mug. LOL. (:

Was just looking through some of the photos since last time, and i mean, really last time. Haha.

Olevels results release day: The day I last saw them wear PHS school uniform. Me, Huiming, Christian, Zhenqin, Mrhui, Junqiang, Adelene and Wenyan :D

Warning: Do not puke. The first time in my life taking zilian pic of myself. Well... I guess i do get very bored before I sleep... PS: The photo was taken at 4.40AM because I was mugging bio for bio test the next day through the night. Oh manz I'm such a mugger. And I bet I failed the test. So much for being a mugger. HAHAHA.

Aint these doughnuts cute? Lol. I almost couldn't bear to eat them.. Lol. I wanted to, before my dad mentioned that they looked like my hamsters, and I didn't wanna eat them anymore.

Shall digress abit:

I was just chatting with samuel online, and samuel told me a damn stupid thing.

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HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
i think if you mug like that no use one
HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
wont do well
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
i also dunno how to mug seh. jq v smart. but i v stupid. so i nv catch up...
HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
really meh
HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
onli your bio u right?
HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
the rest v gd
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
CHOY!!! bio u.. siao
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
and the rest v gd meh...?
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
no lor.
HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
jq told me your bio get U
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
CHOY!!!
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
slap him lah
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
we havent even get back yet
HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
thew rest is full mrks or a
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
er... is maths n chem full marks
HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
he say he got A
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
econs havent test
HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
then you got u
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
u believe him ah?
KIM (: --- Chocolate-filled hearts <3 ; says:
slap him lah
HI THIS IS SAMUEL says:
yar

what the hell! Junqiang is such a cock-talker. We haven't even gotten back our bio results yet and he told samuel that I scored a U grade and he scored an A. COCK-TALKER. bu yao lian.

end of digress.

anyway, I'm lazy to blog any further after that chi ji from samuel saying that Junqiang said that he scored an A for bio while I scored U. ASSHOLE. Now i'm super pissed off. GRRR. I shall see what's the bio results and i'm gonna LAUGH at him if he won't get A.

YES. Finally got ridden of all the stupid viruses attacking my poor lappy. HAHA! (:

Anyway, YES!!! quite happy now that the stupid bio test is over. Not that I think I can score very well lah. but i just hope i can pass. Passing is already a very good accomplishment for me, considering that I've never passed bio. Hehe. :P as for chemistry, I don't think I've got to worry that much. As for maths... Well... I'll see about that. Hehe. I haven't practiced maths since the previous maths test. Oh wells. Haha. Well, now that chemistry and bio test is over, I have to start fretting about maths and econs next. GASP. Shall work hard and not lose to SJQ, or as what he would prefer, JQ Su, since he would be known as that in the army. Lol. JQ Su sounds stupid though. No offence~! :]

Wah. But i gotta be like super proud of myself lah. I studied hell lot for all my tests so far leh. Chemistry... Er... Not really alot of effort put into it since it was just practice and practice and practice. Yea. Merely finished all the exercise given by teacher. And since I quite enjoy doing such lame things, eg, practicing sums and stuff, so it isn't really considered hard work practicing chemistry right? HAHAHA i'm such a mugger. :P Then maths, I also practice alot. But since I quite like doing sums, as stated above, so it isn't really hard work since I'm doing something I enjoy. HAHAHA mugger's talk again. But for bio ah... WL... I memorised my head off the day before lah. Or should I say, the week before. AND YET! i can't complete memorising seh. :( the day before the bio test I was like studying like siao lah... It's like, 3.30pm to 5.30pm... then 6.30pm till 9pm... then 9pm to 3am... then 4am to 4.30am before I decided to sleep. SEE?!?!?! mug until liddat still cannot finish. and somemore i'm super not capable of passing bio. How lang fei. sigh. Nevermind, as long as I beat that JQ su. (:

Enough of mugger's talk. I must start getting my life back man. Losing my life. No lifers unite in JCs. I shall go back to playing again. HEHE. Going back to playing Final Fantasy. Who cares about mugging now lah. *ok i care*... Just gonna play and relax for like, 30mins? or maybe 1hr when I'm free. Haha.

JQ SU! YOU HAD BETTER NOT CALL AND IRRITATE ME WHILE I'M PLAYING OR I'LL SCREAM YOUR HEAD OFF INTO THE PHONE GEDDIT????!!!!

and you had better answer the phone if I decide to mug and met up with some difficulties. Hehe. I'm so mean. :X Lol. ok i shall go play now. (:

-end of mugger's talk-

Wl... These few days very stressed... Exams and tests all coming up, and I'm being driven crazy by all the high expectations and everything. *ok I know it's sounding ridiculous but I'm aiming to ace all my h2 subjects, which is rather ridiculous thinking of me because I can never ace Bio*. So ya, i'm aiming to ace my maths and chemistry, and at least pass biology with a B or C bah... Quite big accomplishment to pass biology, since I've never passed that since the day I entered JC. :P

But so far, I think I'm quite confident of my chemistry.YAYZ!!! :D

haha. reading back at my post yesterday, i think i was really exaggerated. Lol. Probably coz I wasn't in my right mind I guess. Haha. Oh wait. since when am I in my right mind? Aiyah, doesn't really matter now.

SUPER HAPPY because of a few reasons. (:

Firstly, I patched up with Junqiang!!! :D
actually not really considered patched up lah, since we didn't really quarrel. It was pretty one sided I guess. He was trying to explain to me and I was being unreasonable, as usual. But hey, I wasn't the only one at fault!!! Anyway, ya, we patched up today at 5.50pm, thanks to MY sms asking him about Chemistry! *see? studying can patch people up too!*
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Me [5.50pm]: Do you have chemistry tutorial one with you? the one attached with chapter 1's notes?
Junqiang [5.51pm]: Ya.
Me [5.51pm]: You know how to do question 12?
Junqiang [5.52pm]: Ya. I noe. But u mus wait until tml then i teach u. U wan aft d thing we go study together? Along with ian. Ya.
Me [5.53pm]: Anyone else going? If its just him its fine with me.
Junqiang [5.54pm]: I think tts abt it. Ya.
Junqiang [5.55pm]: Anyway, I gg out now. Ya. Try nt to sms me.
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and ya. the ''conversation'' stopped there and then while i continued mugging chemistry. I still remembered last night when I was still fuming mad at Junqiang, he sent me an sms to tell everyone what Mr Lim said, and I threw daggers at him. Haha!
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Junqiang: Msg frm mr lim: Study & prepare hard for the chem test. If u get less than a B (60%), i'll get u back in sch on ths for remedial. (no need to relay this msg to other ppl)........ ~jq~
Me: Heartbreaker, work harder too. If not thurs u got no time to flirt and break ppl's heart.
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HEHE! that was so mean of me. But I don't care, he deserved it well enough. :P


Anyway, secondly, I managed to get back my mugging mood!!! All thanks to Junqiang AGAIN. Lol. I mugged chemistry the whole afternoon, and mugged bio since then till now, when I decided I really need a break. Really very very tired, but satisfied!! :D heh heh. It was thanks to him because before i patched up with him, I was still fuming mad. hehe. I'm a petty person, so don't expect me to be so forgiving. HAHA. and in order to vent my anger, I decided to vent it all in chemistry. Lol. That's so mugger. Lol.
I still remember last year... t3h crucial olevels year. I starte mugging because of him too. I still remember that that day was Sports day. We were at the stadium when we began on this stupid conversation. :P
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Junqiang: Hey! you know now my brother is in MI right? Ya. I was reading through his books and notes. Suddenly I find studying very fun and interesting! * gentle bright light shone behind him. How angelic. LOL.*
Me: *twitches* Wtf. You started mugging for olevels?
Junqiang: Started abit. I'm gonna start soon enough. *angelic bright lights continues shining*
Me: *double twitch* ohh*hh. okkk*aaayy....
Junqiang: *angelic bright light shines even brighter* You started?
Me: *devilish darkness engulfed his angelic lights* no....
Junqiang: *devilish smile in angelic lights*
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AND THAT'S IT! i started mugging from that night onwards. Everyday without fail. Haha. See? It does help to have someone who pisses you off all the time around. (:


Thirdly, yes. I ''patched'' up with ''her''. Not that it's really that elating. It's just something off the far little corner on the back of my mind. Nth much to say about this as well.

Lastly, I finally finished watching Jay Chou's concert!!!!1 YAY! (: haha. :P

JUNQIANG IS SUCH A HEARTBREAKER!!
FLIRT!!!!
we went back to phs today for carnival. and SICKENING!!! it was all happy occasion and everything, until on the mrt, Junqiang told me something that really infuriated me alot alot alot lah. WHAT THE HELL. He told me that one of his female student councillor friend *won't say who* in ijc very misleading. He said that got one time they were listening to some song. Then she leaned and lay on his shoulder for a sec and let go. And the thing is, he didn't object to it. FUCK LAH. I was damn !@%@$! angry!!!! Wth. usually when i hit him or something, he would say that i'm too intimate (or ai mei). Then she can do this, and he has totally no complaints?!!?!? and so i smsed him scolding him, because í was all totally damn pissed off.
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Me: WTF YOU HEARTBREAKER!!! FLIRT! YOU'RE SUCH A FLIRT!!! SHE CAN DO THAT TO YOU ALL SHE LIKE, AND YOU DON'T OBJECT!! THEN WHEN I EVEN TOUCH YOU ABIT OR JUST HIT YOU, YOU KEEP SAYING THAT I'M TOO AI MEI!! WHAT KIND OF IMPRESSION ARE YOU TRYING TO GIVE PEOPLE!?!?!? HEARTBREAKER HEARTBREAKER HEARTBREAKER!!!! FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!
Jq: Did u actually forget wad i've said b4 i told u wad happen? I said tt her actions very misleading, of course i'll shoo her away if she stays at tt position for more than one sec. But she let go aft one sec and i dun hav a chance to stop her. ya.
Me: Wheneever i even hit you, i believe i wasn't as slow as one sec lor! But wad do u usually say or do?! LOSER!!! I HATE YOU!!!

And i can't believe i actually cried coz of this lah. WTH. He's super not worth it can!!!
I've made up my mind.

I'll study 100x harder than before. I won't let myself lose to such a heartbreaker. Such a loser.

Junqiang! Hear this clear and loud! You friggin heartbreaking loser!!! I'll NOT lose to you!!! You don't deserve to win me in anyway!!! so what if i've to work 10x harder than normal people to get the same results as them?! I'll work 10000x harder than you so that I'll get much better grades than you!!! I won't allow myself to lose to you no matter what!!! I won't lose to such a LOSER LIKE YOU!

UPDATES: haha. I guess i exaggerated because I was very pissed off. Everything's fine now. Haha. Smiles. (:

OMG OMG OMG. people are actually reading my blog!!!! OMG!!! Don't care hor, i'm still gonna post my own secrets and gossips hor, but don't tell anyone else or i'll slaughter you personally. Unless you tell me how did you manage to find my blog url. :P BP, you know i refering to you hor... TELL ME!!! now only jq know then I dunno very.... You know what lah. So must tell me how!!! KAES!!!! =]

Warning: The bottom is all quite sensitive. Pls do not continue if you wish not to read it.

Ok that's besides the point. (:

Anyway,

happy birthday Annette :D

anyway, lotsa tests coming up. don't really have much time to go online nowadays, sadly. OMG that's so no life. :(
Anyway, yesterday was $#%@$$%! embarrassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Halfway through school I knew my period came lah. OMG....... I was trying to ask Lee ping and Zona whether they brought a pad to sch or not. And... Alamak. Junqiang was around when I was asking them, and totally guessed what went wrong. And because I was too embarrassed to buy one from the bookshop... Junqiang went to buy for me.... EMBARRASSING!!!!!!!!!!!
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*at the bookshop*
Junqiang: Auntie... One pad.
Kim: *hides behind jq*
Auntie:..... huh?........
Junqiang: She want one. *points to me*
Kim:.... *embarrassed* ah... ya... is i want de...
Junqiang: *giggles*
Auntie: *gets the pad* Aiya. no need so paisae one. Come that thing, is natural. Don't come then not natural.
Junqiang: *turns to me* Ya lor.
Kim: umm.
Auntie: AH. here's your pad.
Kim: orh. Thx.
Junqiang: Thank you ah auntie. next time i come buy more from you.
Kim: *killer glares*

GOODNESS. EMBARRASSING!!!

ok, I failed most of the commandments. :(

1) I will never stalk Jq again (I didn't even attempt to do so, SUCCEEDED!)
2) I will never call Jq again, unless really necessary. (I just called him last night to ask him something lame, FAILED)
3) I will never have recess with Jq again, unless he asks me to. (I have been having recess with Jq and his cousin, FAILED)
4) I will never go out alone with Jq, unless really necessary. (I walked with him to Causeway point for lunch, FAILED)
5) I will never let my life rotate around Jq again. (Rotating 180degrees instead of 360degrees, FAILED)
6) I will never sms Jq again, unless really necessary. (I only asked important things, so considered that I SUCCEEDED!)
7) I shall start to un-like Jq, or better still, hate him. (Haven't hated. Only un-liked a little. So still, FAILED.)
8) I shall never let Jq spoil my day, ever again. (He spoilt my day, and made my day yesterday as well, so FAILED)
9) I shall not be with Jq all the time, and try mixing around with other people. (ok needless to say, FAILED.)
10) I WILL get Jq out of my life A.S.A.P. (even more needless to say, FAILED)

So, as everyone can see, I failed. RAWR.
Anyway, just on wednesday, it was the CCA fair in Innova. So I practically wrote my name in ALL the ccas. And when I went to the Student Council area to write as well, Jq was there, and obviously he lost his temper at me coz I wrote my name. Childish freak. And he made Yixi dislike him there and then. HAHAHAHA. and ya. he was angry with me for that, and ignored me in the morning the next day. But after that, sorta patched up lah.

and WTF. My prank against Jq backfired. I just put my name in Student Council for fun coz I wanted to piss the shit out of Jq, before he told me that Student Council is different from other ccas. The moment you write your name, means you definitely have to go for interview, and if you pass the interview, which is extremely passable, you have to go through a series of voting, in which one vote for you is already enough for you to be elected into the Student's Council.
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SHIT! ME IN THE STUDENT'S COUNCIL?!?!?!?

goodness gracious. D: and due to the huge reaction from Jq, I concluded that Jq hated me. D: for the past few times when I asked him if he did, he said yes as well. >_<

However last night, when I called Jq to ask some questions, we started on a damn stupid conversation, which started off with me asking Jq whether he hates me or not, and i got a damn retarded answer. He started giggling and said, ''no lah. obviously not.'' and continued giggling retardedly.

*It was a totally casual conversation without any tinch of seriousness*
Kim: Then if you don't hate me or whatever then why did you react so violently when you saw me sign up for Student's council??? You made people have the impression on how much you hated me.
Jq: Not hate you or what lah. It's coz..... Very weird leh... Like, whatever I go to or where ever I go to you also come like that.
Kim: Oh. So you say I'm leeching ah?
Jq: Not to that extent lah.
Kim: Leeching like Andy and Cooro?
Jq: That one too extreme liao lor. *talks a whole bit about how Andy leeches onto Cooro*
Kim: But I still considered leeching lah?
Jq: No lah. It's just............ very weird.
Kim: K lor. Next time I don't hang out with you anymore liao lor.
Jq: No need to like that also lah.
Kim: Eh wait. no lor. If you don't hate me then why you keep suanning me, as though it's your cca?
Jq: It's not my cca. My ECA.
Kim: ...... Extra curriculum activity........?
Jq: YA HAHAHAHA *starts laughing retardly to himself*
Kim: .......... (-_,-) .............

and haha. Jq lost to me in both H2 maths test. YAY (:
i'm so mean. HEHE. :D