ok. Now i shall let everyone judge this conversation between me and junqiang, before anyone can tell me what the rational of this conversation is.
*exact words*



ME: Should I go poly? Can gimme advice?

JQ: You wan go wad course?

ME: I think either optometry or biotech bah. Do you think I should?

JQ: If u wan op, dun.

ME: Really? Why? Den biotech leh?

JQ: Bb. I dun wan see u at ijc again. Strongly encouraged by many individuals. Go pursue ur future, career and love.

ME: *was shocked then* What?

JQ: Go!

ME: I dunno wad to say... Why?

JQ: Go pursue ur dream, future, career and luv.

ME: I don't have any of the 4 stated... But why you so suddenly liddat? I'm kinda held aback.

JQ: Tts y go pursue it.

ME: Sorry. I don't really think mine can really be found in sp. I'm merely thinking of going there because i'm paranoid. I'm not smart enough to cope in jc. Plus you definitely wouldn't wanna see me right, so looking forward to seeing me go. :'(

JQ: Can one lah. Biotech got shuai ge.

ME: :'( so you're really looking forward to seeing me go... Haiz... :'( disappointed... :'( Sorry to say, I don't go for shuaige, a.k.a ZQ.

JQ: Then u can come ijc pursue ur luv. Got Joshe, Jinxiang. But i tot u dun lyk shuai ge? Then u sae zq nt v shuai. So u trying to say....

ME: I like guys who are not very shuai, doesn't mean i like all ugly guys right. There's no way i can pursue my love in ij. coz i won't like anyone else other den... ... But i really very scared i can't cope in jc. i look at all the pegasus all very intimidating. I don't want to end up like them. n no one would teach me. cause everyone's competing for alevels. :'(


Yes. he didn't reply after that message. I was super What the HECK. Like what? He's sad when everyone wants to leave IJC, but can't wait for me to leave. And damn, I was just testing him in the above messages. Never will i ever leave Innova for poly.

When woonshan chose poly over innova, he tried to get her to stay. When samuel was about to leave for yishun jc, he claims that he's damn sad and stuff. as for me, he cant wait for me to leave??? and here, he's telling me that i can come ijc pursue my love, when he jolly well knows everything about me. What the hell is he trying to say?! Trying to get me to confess to him over and over again so that he can have the satisfaction of rejecting me over and over again? Heck.

Plus, I have nothing to say about him being sad coz samuel is going to leave and stuff, since he know samuel very well. But woonshan? Someone whom he only knew for around a month. And i can't even be compared to her. Somemore according to him, he smsed her for an hour that night, i'm not sure whether they got sms everyday or not, but that's besides the point. whenever i sms jq, there's a high possibility that he won't reply me. either that or he'll just reply one or two short ones and ignore me after that. See? friendship for 2 years can't even be compared to friendship for a month. and they aren't even in the same class.

I remember that there was once that he said he smsed woonshan saying that he's very bored now and wants to ga jiao her, when he don't even know her very well. see? he didn't even think of any of his closer friends, such as me or samuel before going to a mere aquiantance. What a good friend you are. I bet even if i was the one who smsed him when he was bored, he would claim that he was busy. hais.

I never knew I meant so little to you.

updates: Haha. This post is so exaggerated. i'm past those crazy times now. CHEERIOS (: