sigh-ness. the holidays is so boring. no sch... and worse of all, NO FRENS TO CRAP AROUND WITH ME! ARGH! ok this ain't good. it proves that i have become too reliant on them, and i cannot function well without them.. gosh... knew that i cant get too close to friends. i wud literally get bored to death without those few ppl around... T_______________T so one kind lorr... i wanna study.. but cant get the so-called 'inspiration' to study cos no one accompany me... *Sad sad face* lols. yea... got 3 proj need to do dis holidays, which means that, YAY! i'll get to see all of them again!!!! Whee~ lols. behaving crazily. ahhh... i miss the crapping with all of them **i dont even noe what we usually talk about also... lol.**

i miss leeanne and her crazy talk. i miss samuel and his lame talk. i miss zhenqin and his perv talk. i miss huiming and her *yellow* talk. i miss junqiang and his 'HUMPH-ing' with me. I miss christie and his emo talk. i'm starting to miss everyone... T___________T wtf.... and the holidays started just 2 days ago???!!! wah lauu... damn sad sia... cant stand life without them... BORED BORED BORED!!! i wanna go sch... study and crap around... yep. that's the life i wanna lead!!! not a boring life at home! sigh-ness.... ok i'm being plain selfish here, cos i want the holidays at end at once!!!!! but of cos, there's still 6+ weeks b4 the holidays end...... WAH LAUUUU....... damn **** lor... i wanna crap with all of them... den cos mummy (the real one) hand havent better yet, den cannot take me out shopping... den i cant go out cos no one to go with me... and got no nice movies to watch with frens somemore... i'm so looking forward to 28dec, the day of the opening of DeathNote 2!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! it wud be damn friggin nice can!??! WOOHHOOOO!!! hope to go watch wif Junqiang and Huiming again...

But then again, i go with them... doesnt seem veri nice... imagine a huge light bulb following behind them? lol. so bright... the other time when the 3 of us (Huiming, junqiang and me) went to watch Death Note that time, i wanted to ps them and sneak away... budden i decided not to... lol. but damn guilty... cos we wanted to go safra there.. den cos the both of them were in front of me talking about jap stuff (which i dont understand a single thing), so i didnt want to play gooseberry and wanted to leave.. but then suddenly they tell me dat if i dont go, den they also dun go liao... den in the end, we went home.. it's like, make me damn guilty... i just didnt wanna seem so extra cos both of them were like, so *sweet* and stuff and i didnt want to be involved... so, yahh...... budden cos of me, they didnt get to play whatever they wanted to.. SORRY junqiangERJIE and AUNTIEhuiming!! *ok, AUNTIEhuiming sounds damn offensive, but that's the truth! she's our mummy's sister!*

i shall stop crapping here for now... my arms is aching real bad again... blog ltr... (: